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  1. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I once woke up and wanted to have sex with ian curtis, i was on a alcohol bender

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      That's normal, Ian Curtis is the best

  2. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I just thought of you

  3. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    That these types of people exist in the world and are breathing oxygen and being physically alive as you read this post.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous
      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        This one is worse than you think

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          This is just...
          dark

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Agreed.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Kris likes em dark too

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          This video produces me more anguish and existential horror than any Lovecraft's or any other author's story. This video makes me want to scream in horror, but the sinking pain in my chest is too pressing to even utter a word out of my mouth. Seriously, frick the modern world, I will focus day and night into manifesting the end of liberalism and democracy.
          If you have a conscience (you) should join me Anon, together we can manifest the end of this shit into reality, once and for all.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Good luck!

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous
        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          >the worst cuck ever has bred and I haven't
          madness. Is it really over?

        • 4 weeks ago
          .

          Holy fricking shit

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          The fact his name is "Kris", Fricking resembles to Chris-chan..., Frick...

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        This one is worse than you think

        It is said that he lost his mind when his wife cheated on him.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          women are literally evil

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Was it with a black guy?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      https://i.imgur.com/NV2yyDr.png

      wienerneys/rednecks are pale pajeets, not europeans.

    • 1 month ago
      RON_MEXICO_BWC

      This is truly disturbing, especially considering blacks don’t have a monopoly on the giant wiener demographic

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      That settles it;I'm never consuming sóy ever again.
      NEVER!

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      How do people convince themselves of that?
      Like, how does that guy cope with the fact that white people just strolled into Africa, subjugated the locals that outnumbered them 100 to 1, took everything they wanted, and forced the nogs to work for us for centuries until we felt bad about stepping on them just because they couldn't fight back?
      All of black history is about white people dabbing on them.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        American education system mixed with the heavy use of pornhub

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >dabbing on them
        Only relatively recently. They used to dab on you before the tables turned.Not that that cuck knows or even cares.It's just a fetish to him.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          >historical revisionism
          Arabs had the upper hand for a while due to being born in the fertile crescent, but Africans have always been at the bottom. Sorry.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Sorry yourself.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          >French Black personlover
          Wow how surprising

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        They didn't. They bought those slaves. The idea that the Europeans just started abducting people from the beaches of Africa is untrue despite being what most people believe happened. They had already been enslaved long before the Europeans arrived. They really purchased them just to bring them to a place with far superior living conditions and set them free within a century. It was actually kind of nice if you think about it.

        As for why black people are dimwitted and aggressive, they were all traumatized as children by their abusive mothers. Most people don't see it for what it is because of how worshipful they are of their mothers in adulthood, and to most people, it comes across as having a strict upbringing, but victims of child abuse often minimize their suffering to the point that they idolize their parents more than the average person. A healthy adult doesn't kiss the ground that their parents walk on. In reality, black people are members of an entire race that was terrorized during their most crucial developmental years, which has destroyed their minds and led them to where they are now. I can't think of any solution other than to forbid black women from raising their children. Ironically, if black people didn't have this problem, then this type of white person wouldn't exist, because they're ultimately attracted to big, dumb, aggressive brutes, not people of African descent per se. They're really just homosexuals, and race is something they've latched onto as a way of expressing their homosexuality. In a world where black people weren't disproportionally abused as kids, they wouldn't be able to target the black race, and their homosexuality would expose itself for what it is. But as it is, black people are the object of their fetish, since the symptoms of child abuse turn them on.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          This. Enslavement liberated some blacks from a more dreadful existence in Africa. Also gave them a free ride across the ocean on ships even modern day blacks couldn’t produce. They essentially worked off their admission price to have access to whites and their superior civilization. Enslaved blacks here and their descendants have a much better existence here than if they were left in Africa. They should be grateful.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Moron. Africa was a [not monolithically-- don't test me] paradise. God you people think everyone on earth was living in a modern slum before European arrival and you have no sense of premodern life at all.

            North America and Africa were wide open and free, and the people were deeply connected to the land and its plants/animals/climate. Hut life was good. Not unlike life on the Steppe, or life on the Outer Hebrides, or life in the old German farming village.

            There was food to eat, work to do, culture to pass the day, and an abundance of natural beauty.

          • 1 month ago
            RON_MEXICO_BWC

            He also mentioned their descendants, not some sliver of time in the past. Where would you rather live: North Africa or North America? Yea, shut ur ass up dude

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Ok you were spitting fire until you pull on them being mostly gay. Also how do you set someone free that have no knowledge of the land don't the dirt to even grow shit from i believe it was a way different environment also i believe the school doesn't give anything good about black people and what they did like building a really good railroad system for shipment or how they made the gas masks better for WW1 I've learn black people can't create but they will try to make something that is already created better like the lawnmower. In school its just slavery and MLK and thats it. They are more like you guys than you think well that what a lot of asian men would say

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            First, blacks are feminine you must admit
            Second, german science trumps american ones and we wouldn't have this cult of "science" if people respected actual scientist rather then talkshow hosts

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I will even give you this single mothers are indirectly making black men turn interracial if their mothers are verbally abusive, i understand feminine actions like too much emotions as for celebrity black men all them are gay. As for technology im just talking about back then. As for the whole german has better technology won't complain im wishy-washy with technology with the whole A.i. coming out.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Basado

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          >why black people are dimwitted and aggressive
          >blah blah blah not their fault
          >blah blah systemic this systemic that blah blah
          they weren't built for the same purposes other peoples were.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Lol he doesnt think of it that deeply. Just a sexual pervert who gets excited from humiliation. They are nasty but hardly most shocking thing on internet.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Agreed. It's truly, deeply, unsettling to think some members of such a great race as ours is so broken and demoralized think a race as lowly as blacks are superior and strive to invert our already inverted society to degrade it

      How do people convince themselves of that?
      Like, how does that guy cope with the fact that white people just strolled into Africa, subjugated the locals that outnumbered them 100 to 1, took everything they wanted, and forced the nogs to work for us for centuries until we felt bad about stepping on them just because they couldn't fight back?
      All of black history is about white people dabbing on them.

      This

      American education system mixed with the heavy use of pornhub

      But it really comes down to the fact that white people are often raised to hate themselves from birth and see their own race as intrinsically evil. Even though it's entirely the opposite.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I went to public school in the early to mid 2000s and a huge portion of our topics centered around blacks, and glorifying the civil rights movement. They never taught us anything of particular value about it, just how great it was. Then I went to a Christian private school and they tried to teach us to worship israelites. I frequently got in trouble for questioning this

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Americans are addicted to porn like no other nation on Earth, holy shit

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous
    • 4 weeks ago
      .

      Honestly, these ppl should be burn en public places for all other to see what happens to race traitors

  4. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Why the frick has Joker never looked like this?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Because Joker isn't fat

  5. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Some "People" seem to exist just to annoy you

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      A very convincing feeling that the world is definitely not real and some kind of force likes to torture us within it

      Also this
      >you've just made your food and are ready to eat
      >or you are tired and ready to head to bed or just relax
      >THEY know and call you or message you at that exact moment every time

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        it sounds like you just have terrible boundaries. turn your phone off, or at least silence notifications.

  6. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    There is a skeleton inside you

  7. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I remember seeing this pic and having a very dark vision. I saw an Epstein style island, but for pain instead of pleasure. Some compound in eastern Europe where the ultra rich who like to cause pain go- the type of person who's so rich you've never heard of them. This facility has doctors on staff 24/7 to assist in the torture and keep people alive. There are methods of pain so elaborate and cruel that it would cause the devil himself to avert his eyes.

    The worst possible fate is what you see in the pic. Over the course of months, your flesh, organs and bones are removed but you are kept alive with cutting edge medical technology. You will feel every cut and your loss of humanity. But once you're just a brain, nerves and eyes the real suffering begins. You are put in a vat that will keep you alive in your current state. But the same machine that keeps you alive is constantly stimulating all of your nerves with absolute pain. You feel pain in the most direct form possible and you never get used to it. There are stimulants to keep you from passing out and LSD to take away your novelty filter so you can't even get used to it. You're kept alone in a dark room with just enough light to see an off button and a power switch that would let you die. You keep your eyes, so the only thing you have to focus on besides the pain is a way to stop it that will never come- inches from the other side of the glass. You are locked in this room like this and you may survive for years, if not decades. This thought came to me fully formed, so I wonder if it really exists somewhere and I just discovered it psychicly.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >The worst possible fate is what you see in the pic. Over the course of months, your flesh, organs and bones are removed but you are kept alive with cutting edge medical technology
      yes I am familiar with this tech.
      thing about I could never get past is seeing someone IRL before, and then now they are just a brain & some eyes sitting in the scrone chamber. The physical soul is lost but it's like they're still in there. Maybe just gotta be there idk

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Quit LARPing, butthole. Although that definitely is a depressing though.

    • 1 month ago
      RON_MEXICO_BWC

      Ok guys why is this story all of a sudden changing? The real origin of this picture, at least when I saw it and everyone on /x/ was also saying it was new, was how NHI were the ones doing this. It was some story about how a guy encountered some paranormal stuff innawoods and then all of a sudden he saw a setup similar to the picture. It was in a thread discussing what could possibly be so bad that Tucker and Blink-182 Tom DeLonge were traumatized by it. Now all of a sudden it’s in some Romanian BDSM dungeon? I will say this picrel is slightly different than the one I saw iirc, however was same deal: eyes, brain, and all the nerves.

      When I really think about this guys, I honestly think the trauma would be so great that you would be able to “break free” with your consciousness. Also first off without the heart pumping blood then in this configuration as picrel would have the brain die. Second, possibly that’s why they were keeping the brain and eyes in a vat of some gooey substance in the original storyline. However I’m no doctor, but doesn’t the brain need some kind of combination of blood and oxygen? Without a nose how is oxygen coming in? I honestly was freaked out about this for a while but then did a real reflection on it and there seem to be way too many factors that might make this not possible imo

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        That's easy. Assuming that doctors don't have the means to do this yet, they just leave the body parts that are needed to keep the brain alive. The idea is that they remove as much of the body as possible while still keeping the brain alive and healthy.

        • 1 month ago
          RON_MEXICO_BWC

          Ok.but we are talking about the picrel where it’s just a brain eyes and nerves

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            What difference does it make if there are a few additional body parts? The point is that they've had almost their entire body taken away and exist only to feel the most intense pain that the brain can process for every single moment of its existence. As long as you've taken as much of the body away as possible without killing the brain, it's the same idea.

          • 1 month ago
            RON_MEXICO_BWC

            True, I didn’t think of it like that. Keeping just the required body parts is probably just as bad if you’re just sitting on a table like picrel. And that is probably doable today

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            We currently keep organs alive for days by manually pumping oxygenated blood through them manually. In fact, they've done it with rat brains successfully. The brain can survive without any other organs as long as the blood vessels are still filled with nutrient rich and oxygen filled blood.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >The worst possible fate is what you see in the pic. Over the course of months, your flesh, organs and bones are removed but you are kept alive with cutting edge medical technology
      yes I am familiar with this tech.
      thing about I could never get past is seeing someone IRL before, and then now they are just a brain & some eyes sitting in the scrone chamber. The physical soul is lost but it's like they're still in there. Maybe just gotta be there idk

      real interesting, thanks for sharing. someone a few years back mentioned "screaming brains in jars" in some underground super hi-tech bio/med facility. forgot the context exactly, but other strange "psychic / dreamtime / astral" reporters have mentioned things like this.
      the fact that a detailed vision came to you does mean it has to have a source. reality is stranger than fiction, after all. fiction's only a knockoff of real stuff.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      someone else's astral explorations and notes on a particular underground culture...

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        So what's this? Somebody used remote viewing to spy on a race of Chinese chuds?

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Sranc

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      its weird to think that THAT is literally you, me, and everyone

      if it weren't for our bodies, we'd literally all be the same, that

    • 1 month ago
      RON_MEXICO_BWC

      Also you are just describing the exact storyline to one of the Hostel movies.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Which one?

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          He's probably just trying to show that he's familiar with American media. It's something that ESLs do. They go out of their way to demonstrate a surface level knowledge about our media with a lightly disparaging tone. I think they're both annoyed by our culture and want to be fully integrated simultaneously, so it comes out in the form of drawing unnecessary comparisons to films they've seen while sounding mildly triggered. An ESL will mention Daffy Duck, Elvis Presley, and Burger King all in one sentence while rolling their eyes and fake yawning. They think it makes them sound culturally integrated when it really just makes them stick out like a sore thumb.

          • 1 month ago
            RON_MEXICO_BWC

            Why did you assume I was an ESL? I’m a 30s white male chad from the USA. He literally did describe to the T the plot of Hostel: Part II you dumbass. And your post is the one that looks like a bot wrote it.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Can you shut the frick up?

          • 1 month ago
            RON_MEXICO_BWC

            No

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Didn't think so.

          • 1 month ago
            RON_MEXICO_BWC

            Umm, OK? you were the one who asked buddy you got downs or something ?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I can tell that everybody in your life wishes you were dead.

          • 1 month ago
            RON_MEXICO_BWC

            Haha actually it’s the opposite. Prom king here but that was a long time ago. I’m a very magnetic guy, I just like to quasi troll and be obnoxious on here. In reality I’m also very generous so the money thing was serious

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            You're a LARPing homosexual. Nobody takes you seriously. Please shut the frick up and have a nice day

          • 1 month ago
            RON_MEXICO_BWC

            I’m unable to lie

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Well, you ruined the thread already, so I guess there's no point anymore.

          • 1 month ago
            RON_MEXICO_BWC

            homosexual

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            have a nice day.

          • 1 month ago
            RON_MEXICO_BWC

            Serious question— why you so pissed off at a random EerieWeb guy? Anything I can do to help (other than shutting the frick up, of course)? If you need money let me know I’ll cashapp you or Venmo

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Simple, you're fricking annoying. Nobody gives a frick about anything you have to say.

          • 1 month ago
            RON_MEXICO_BWC

            You realize half of my responses were people asking me questions or referring to something I said, right? I was asked which Hostel he described then was accused of being ESL. Either way, you get your panties in a bunch wayyyy too easy. I honestly think you need to go grab a massage or go get an escort and get a nice blowie (Eros.com, make sure they are “Eros verified”)

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I'm not personally convinced that you're not ESL but I'm not interested in anything you have to say either way.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >I’m a 30s white male chad from the USA.
            This is the most Indian thing I've ever read.

        • 1 month ago
          RON_MEXICO_BWC

          Hostel: Part II

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Nice pasta.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Weird innit

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      This is so crazy to think about. You're not even a human being anymore, just a receiver of pain. The idea that this is happening right now and has been happening for decades is terrifying.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Anon wrote "I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream" but with rich people instead of AIs

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      That's some dark eldar haemonculi shit.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      It’s called the Agony Matrix. Directs neural stimulation. All of them. Imagine the worst pain you've ever felt in your life, times a thousand. Now imagine that pain continuing forever. Oh, that's right. You don't have to imagine.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Wasn't this basically what they did in Martyrs?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      sounds like hostel

  8. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    When was a kid had this crazy vision of how I would mutilate my rapists penis.

    • 1 month ago
      RON_MEXICO_BWC

      Jesus that sounds horrible. I mean, rape is horrible too. Haha

  9. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    that trump might not win the election

  10. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Do you know what is truly disturbing? The fact that civilization no longer serves humanity; it is you that exists to serve civilization. Your purpose is not to live and die for yourself, but for the system that subjugates you, and not only is this your reality, but it is one that you have come to accept, and that like you, your descendents will inherit this burden by accepting their place in this world as an object rather than a human being.

    There is no future, only a waning past, and after that- nothing.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Good doom post. This is why you should read up on Hermeticism and magic.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I no longer find this disturbing like I did when I was younger- I'm good.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      It's not completely hopeless, and certainly not permanent.
      The system gets progressively more agressive, and eventually it is going to turn to kill everyone, but because the system is purely metaphysical, it can't. We collectively serve as a computer running a program. It's so ingrained into humanity we can't organize to fight it because coming together is what strengthens the system in the first place, and we also can't make a difference alone.
      But when it gets agressive enough, it will kill us, essentially frying it's own circuits. Increasing the distance between each other until communication is cut, and we stop behaving like an entity.
      Tthe system will sooner or later try, but it can't wipe out humanity because it dies when it gets too close. I hope the heat will come in our lifetime.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      That's definitely unfortunate, but I can think of far more disturbing things than having my ego at a disadvantage. If this is truly disturbing to you, it's probably because you're more egocentric than the average person, to the point that not being at the center of everything causes more discomfort than any amount of physical pain. You would have to be insanely egocentric - and I mean that literally, as in, you would be delusional - for this thought to be disturbing enough for you that it outweighs all other possible scenarios. I would like everything to be slanted in my favor just as much as everyone and it is mildly upsetting that it's not, but to call that the most disturbing thought...you would have to be insane.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      dunno man, in a sense it kinda is the natural flow of things imo.
      If you imagin a civilization as a organism it makes sense, since the cells in your body also act not for themselfs. They rather serve to keep the overall organism alive even at their own detriment.
      In the same way, I feel like we evolve from being individual agents to cells in a society.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >your descendents will inherit this burden
      They don't have to. If that's how you really think they would suffer then it's not that hard to not create them. In fact, enough people not doing that could put an ultimate end to that problem because there would be no people.

  11. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Its an evil and bladphemous thought tgat an anon came up with here, its so evil that i wont even repeat it here but i will give a hint, the war in heaven before genesis

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      post it pussy

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Why? It's just some convoluted schizo fairytale that he's going to word in the most cryptic way possible.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >the war in heaven before genesis
      Boring. You might as well tell me how the Easter Bunny tried to kill Santa.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Kek.
        You'll burn in Hell and be surprised.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Whatever gets you off, butthole.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          You're just as likely to burn in hell as I am.

  12. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    pineapple is bretty good on pizzr

  13. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I won't say out of consideration for other people.

  14. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >some people are literal npcs and some aren't
    >you can never be 100% sure who is actually sentient

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      just look at their eyes. you can see if there's any though behind them

  15. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    you'd be stupid to post a real answer to this publicly, some things need to stay in your head

  16. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I genuinely thought I was in hell reality

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      What makes you now think you aren't?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Life isn't really that bad. I wouldn't say I'm suffering, just kind of bored.

  17. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    World War III will heavily involve child soldiers as karma for our corrupt, obsolete, industrialist views on children's roles in society
    The war will end when these children cause twin massacres that mirror each other in number, and make past ones look miniscule

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      It's quite disturbing still that people seem to be comfortable with this thought

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >child soldiers as karma
      upon realizing most "adults" are just enormous, strong, overgrown children with sex drives, access to substances, access to weapons and large machines, "rights" -- and then i saw this img here.
      well i just started thinking really hard.
      all those brats sweeping chimneys, working in mines, getting mangled by machines built by actually intelligent thinkers... and the state of the world today.
      well. it all really comes together to get the noggin joggin. the true thinkers are being badly oppressed, and the plebs are getting welfare gibs and more rights than true souls.
      really makes ya thunk.

  18. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    When my cat was really sick I had a thought about mercy killing him. I didn't, and he got better. I still feel really guilty for thinking of that.

  19. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    A thought I have is that the uncanny valley effect is a survival instinct and that previous peoples needed the ability to recognize that someone may not be human

  20. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I could really just unbuckle my seatbelt and spin the steering wheel on the highway, and with two small hand movements all my problems would be over

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I think this most days I go to work. My hands actually twitched today. I think I need help...

  21. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Music is actually a form of spellcraft, though most musicians don't realize it.
    It can predispose or normalize a person to thinking and acting in certain ways. Promiscuity, murder, substance abuse, religious/atheistic idealization, entitledness, etc.
    Take your favorite song, analyze the lyrics, the instrumentation, the genre its associated with, and the personal life and beliefs of the musicians who created the song.
    To start you off down the rabbit hole of musical sorcery: bass creates this shamanic drumbeat of vibratory repeats which lulls the mind into a passive receptive state.
    If you want to know about the state of mind of the population, look up the most popular songs of the year. You'll begin to see patterns. A section of each country's deep-state is dedicated to this type of public brainwashing. Even if you don't know the language of the song, the instruments will act as a surrogate.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Music is a strong nurturing factor indeed, Music magic is as ancient as humanity.

  22. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I don't have thoughts; my brain does. It's just a computer that a ghost operates.

  23. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I once considered playing Genshin Impact.

  24. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    THoUgHts remain in your head.

    Just install my NeUraLink.

  25. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Why does this resemble the yokotaro nier automata mask?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I had that thought as well.

  26. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    that trump might win

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      we can only hope anon

  27. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    blud mewed

  28. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    [...]

    White anxiety/discomfort with black male sexuality is as old as slavery. White fears of sexual inferiority to blacks are as old as slavery. It is clearly the psychotic driving force behind lynchings, which were ALWAYS a black man who "raped" a white woman.

    It is not a new phenomenon which now finds expression in these absurd race fetishes which are so prevalent in America (among men and to a MUCH lesser extent among women)

    We seem to have a problem with male sexual insecurity in general at this point in history. I see this as largely a consequence of industrial labor and the feminist push for professional women.

    So the weird race stuff has always been around, and perhaps has to do with power relations (the massive advantages of white people came with a largely unspoken insecurity about racial difference). And now we have had a 20th century that has annihilated male self esteem, and now Porn.

    It has to stop.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >White fears of sexual inferiority to blacks are as old as slavery
      It's older than slavery.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I have a large penis. Maybe that's why I do not understand this race fetishism bullshit to save my life.

        I really, really wish people would relax and realize that very few women are pornstar prostitutes. Lots of them like cute sex.

        Porn is ruining people goddam

        • 1 month ago
          RON_MEXICO_BWC

          Yea seriously. I don’t even watch porn. Tons of girls like missionary with the lights off, and there’s nothing wrong with that. Sex is the best because of the emotional connection you have with someone. So yea, I can’t get behind this whole white sexual inferiority thing. But maybe because I also have a huge BWC

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Blacks also freak out when a white gets a black girl so this is not a White thing.
      Blacks do rape more so it's not a surprise that they did that in the south as well. Given how rare lynchings were, it's not impossible, or even improbable, that a majority of the lynchings were due to rape.

    • 1 month ago
      RON_MEXICO_BWC

      It also doesn’t help that women who care a lot about their careers and hold less “traditional” views are extremely unattractive. Sorry ladies, pick one: being aggressive in male-dominated areas like the boardroom, or understanding being a homemaker is actually not an easy task so get a man that respects that. The latter will end up with a happier life in most cases. Unless you are Sheryl Sandberg and become a billionaire, but even then you can see she isn’t happy with life. And that’s because she subconsciously wishes she had a more traditional relationship

  29. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    That all we see is an elaborate illusion, and that there is something more to this I am unable to grasp with my feeble limited material mind.
    It all seems so absurd. Don't do drugs bros, bask in the glory of ignorance.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Is that Dr Kleiner???

  30. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Another day of Murica and their
    >AHH BBC IM GOING INSANE!!
    lmao

  31. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Is that Judge Holden? Just about time for my yearly rereading.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Nasty themes but pretty prose
      A classy prostitute with the clap

  32. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Every time something bad happens or I remember how shity my life is I go into a manic state, my inner monologue becomes a voice that tells me to destroy all my belongings, to stab myself, gauge my eyes out, drive my car at full speed against a wall or rip out my intestines.

    Besides that I’ve had really bitter talks with my mom about how I didn’t ask to be born and she was selfish for forcing me into existence and suffering, and I know I hurt her with that, so now, I still believe that but I don’t tell it to her

    • 1 month ago
      RON_MEXICO_BWC

      Why is your life so bad my guy?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Broke, credit card debt, lonely, currently in college, can’t afford to take care of my mom or dog, I prolly have some thyroid issue and my knee is fricked, it cracks every time i flex it I was supposed to get surgery years ago but I can’t afford it money and time wise, I can’t sleep on the night and I feel sleepy all day, idk, I’m rotting away

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      dont do that to your mom dude its fricking bizarre. its an argument for 12 year olds that think theyre way smarter than they actually are.

  33. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    That i will die alone and forgotten quickly.
    Fortunatly, that won't happen since all my data have been stored up to this point.

  34. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Probably the thought of having sex with your mom

  35. 1 month ago
    RON_MEXICO_BWC

    [...]

    Damn i really struck a nerve with you bro, lol. Luckily the difference between me and you I have a huge wiener so I sleep soundly at night.

    But hey in all seriousness, did my black comments piss you off? I’ll apologize for that. But you should get a thicker skin bud

  36. 1 month ago
    RON_MEXICO_BWC

    Just so everyone knows there is a baby dick black guy who is impersonating your boy Ron Mex

  37. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    that you are everybody and everything that has or will ever exist and you are them forever with no escape from being them

  38. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    The most disturbing thought? Life is pretty much a joke when you think about it. If you really really look closely. You become the punchline. It is a sinking kind of feeling. It starts slow at first. Like an orchestra, like some strings. Peeling themselves apart for the sick amusement of a player gone mad. Are you really there at all? Or is it the sick play of some higher puppeteer for their own sick amusement? More disturbingly though. Sometimes. It's both. Sometimes there's nothing there at all.

    Are you ready?

  39. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I've been wanting too see the footage

  40. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I often think about how I will never have children because I'm short 5'5 asking im

  41. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    [...]

    I'm a Mexican man and you make me uncomfortable, please don't post about such thoughts again. If you want to fetishize minorities please stick to Black folk.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >mexican
      >minorities
      Only if you're latinx, sweaty.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I'm a Mexican living in Mexico, I said "minority" as an euphemism for "non white person"

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          My apologies

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Whites are a global minority. You are using American slang on a worldly scale which is equivalent to using internet speak in real life. In short; you are being gay.

  42. 1 month ago
    Seanonymous

    I will die one day

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I've got something more disturbing than that: I will die one day.

  43. 1 month ago
    RON_MEXICO_BWC

    Because of some baby dick jogger impersonating me earlier this is the official trip code of ur boy Ron ladies and gentlemen. I know nobody gives a shit but I want it to be recorded

  44. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Humanity's domination over the earth is a bad end scenario. Earth can only have a chance to make something good and lasting if humanity dies out.

  45. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    often at night i fantasize about hitting my ex in the face with a hammer over and over again. when i feel really shitty i just imagine her being in horrible pain, and watch her crying and begging for me to stop hurting her.

  46. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    for some reason the eggs load birth and spell, unsure why -

  47. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >What is the most disturbing thought yo've ever had /x/?
    When I realized that it's real, it still took time for me to believe it. It was just too much. That they're really doing this was so hart do take that it made me speechless for a while.
    There has never been a crime like this. Not even close. The Nazis, the communists, all that looks small compared to this.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      When are the billions going to start dying? 2 more years?

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Kind of. The prediction for VAIDS is 3 to 5 years. The fist got it 3 yeasr ago, so in the next 2 years it will happen. If the prediction is correct.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Kind of. The prediction for VAIDS is 3 to 5 years. The fist got it 3 yeasr ago, so in the next 2 years it will happen. If the prediction is correct.

      There's also the prion theory.
      Then we will have literal zombies and mass insanity by 2030

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Maybe the elites go zombie hunting then.

  48. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    The realisation that everything in society is a delusion and that there is nothing fantastical about this world or our species. We’re just here wasting time until we drop dead because of how fricking boring everything is. Realistically we’ve already solved every issue and could live comfortably until the sun dies out yet we insist on creating problems or leaving our problems unsolved. Why? Because problems distract us from boredom. It’s why everyone and their mother fixates on stupid drama and picks sides over the dumbest shit. There’s no real integrity behind it. Just a convenient distraction to spend time on.

    In the end we like things being problematic. It’s our method of suicide by wasting time on problematic things that are either really unimportant or could be solved very easily if we actually cared to. Our delusion is how we stay ‘sane’.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >Realistically we’ve already solved every issue and could live comfortably until the sun dies out yet we insist on creating problems or leaving our problems unsolved.
      This is a really apt characterization of human civilization right now. In an objective sense, being a human being right now is easily the best possible conscious experience you could have. Unless you're insanely poor, in a war, or debilitatingly disabled mentally or physically, no other animal life compares. We have all the material comforts we could possibly ask for. We aren't worried about dying constantly or finding food or water to survive.

      But we almost need a certain amount of adversity in our lives. There's something deep inside us that compels us towards conflict, even if it's entirely fabricated and meaningless.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        In the course of a couple hundred years, the average person (in a first world country) has gone from hunting and producing their own food, living in dirt and wood cabins they built themselves, and having 100% responsibility for their own defense and safety to living in a protected environment with all of their needs completely taken care of. It takes a lot longer than that for behaviors to evolve, so humanity feels the need to make shit harder for itself because there is so much less work and difficultly in day to day life.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          It's pretty astonishing to consider how lucky we really have it compared to all the humans who existed prior to us. For hundreds of thousands of years, humans couldn't even dream of the things we take for granted now.
          I feel like we should all be a lot more grateful for this. There's so much discourse about how modern generations have it so hard. Despite very real economic/societal problems, it's really the best it's ever been if you zoom out even a little bit.

  49. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    The thought that I will never fall back asleep ever again. I had multiple anxiety/borderline panic attacks while thinking about it, but time heals wounds I think.
    Now that I think about it, it's not exactly about not falling asleep, but not being able to think about anything else ever, except of this thought. That's what scares me.

  50. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    It's less of a thought and more of a deep, inbuilt dread. I don't know how to describe it right, since I've only felt it a handful of times in my life
    It's the idea that space is both too big and too small at the same time. There exists things that are so small that we can only theorize on their existence. Anytime we move, we're displacing countless things just by shifting a finger slightly. And yet at the same time, there exists things so overbearingly large that simply calling them "bigger than us" feels like playing at our egos. As if that's the only scale that matters. No matter what we can see though, there is no upper or lower bound for scale. It makes the thought of moving unbearable, that so many things are happening even in simple living that it overwhelms me. This type of thought gets worse with nightmares, where I imagine everything moving everywhere all at once. I am simply a part of it, neither small nor big, being pulled away as if by a current
    The worst of it, however, was when I tried to get high. I thought I knew what I was getting into. It was just marijuana, but it made me feel like I was in hell. I have never been so aware that time and space were connected before. Everything melted together at a speed that turned my thoughts to mush. I couldn't even move. My friend just told me that I would be looking into space wide-eyed for a while, then jolt forward and yelp before settling back into the couch. Felt like eternity. Have never tried any drug since and I don't plan to

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >It's the idea that space is both too big and too small at the same time
      An interesting tidbit is that the size of the average human is almost the exact midpoint between the size of the observable universe and the smallest possible thing we can measure.
      Either we're lucky and we do sit right at the middle, or our measuring limits are just a consequence of the size we happen to be. Maybe it goes even further in each direction of scale.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >There exists things that are so small that we can only theorize on their existence. Anytime we move, we're displacing countless things just by shifting a finger slightly. And yet at the same time, there exists things so overbearingly large that simply calling them "bigger than us" feels like playing at our egos.
      that's pretty interesting actually, because once i did a fairly biggish dose of LSA and got a view of... well, idk what to call it, perhaps others have seen this... "the room of everything" where there were like... INFINITY++++ "things" that resemble brittle stars, in every color combo imaginable. but all of these writhing, squirming, multicolored, randomly-appendaged star things were like the physical embodiment of "things" and they were aaaalllll thrown together in a gigantic, gargantuan, beyond colossal brightly lit eternal room that was bigger than anything our feeble little minds can comprehend.
      i couldn't fathom such an endless room full of innumerable, unique, different, eternally writhing squirming THINGS. can you imagine counting and sorting those?? it was like the storage room with no boundaries, for all the different ideas & variants of all the stuff that was ever imagined.
      man i dont have words for that. no one does.

  51. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    no idea why "ron mexico bwc" is posting so much on the /x/ board on EerieWeb
    8 the b8. Gr8.

  52. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    That magic is real and other people (and possibly other entities) are constantly seeding harmful ideas that may affect you even when equipping yourself with positive spiritual thinking and healthy psychological habits. Stay safe online. They're just trying to slowly kill you.

  53. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    That all this could just be a DMT trip as I'm dying.

  54. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    i drank like 3 local coffees, one or 2 of them was a "depth charge" - a large coffee with 1-2 shots of espresso in it.
    I get home, take a nap a little later.
    Have a dream where i am a microscopic, like tardigrade, mini insect -
    i think i was an insect and this other predatory insect came up to me and chomped my head off, kind of like a chicken without a head
    i felt and heard the crunch of the head as if i was eating it myself.
    very gross, very disturbing, has fueled bad thoughts since then at some points

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      basically mini centipedes

  55. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I don't want to give the glowies more reasons to keep tabs on me so I'll pass.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Just say it.

  56. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    That the government wouldn't do x

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      The israelites infiltrating it would though

  57. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Human existance is only describable with language and metaphor and the raw input you experience will never truely be explained

  58. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I'm not telling you. You just want to find some kind of backdoor into my consciousness. I won't allow it. Stay the frick out of my head

  59. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    after i listened to the voices in the holler and made my own mask and started my divine work

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