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Just be positive. Now you're a healer and a wise man.
Thanks buddy
Hi Daniel.
frick
i know, this might sound silly right now but the space ship command has told us to activate you.
Yo odio Sciencio de ficion
YO starlord here, did i say anything about travle?
Yes, this. Absolultey agree. Behave and become a better human being for society.
you are being watched by the nsa
sorry, i mean, feel proude you are being watched by a billion dollar company.
CAST CYANONEUROSIS ON YOURSELF
>CYANONEUROSIS
>ON YOURSELF
Why cope?
Come with me, we go all schizo as hell, who gives a shit. Get all schizo and be free. Who gives a frick how to be in a society like this?
Frick it, become all schizos now.
You're under attack from literal energy parasites. Envision yourself slaying them, binding them, whatever, the "voices" will stop. As long as you believe you're weaker, you will lose. You are 100% stronger, I promise.
hey, you want to build a bomb?
Very few schizobros actually have a neurological condition. Most of you are simply sensitive clairvoyants contacting dark beings, but think so little of yourselves that you can't even tell them to frick off. I feel you, I was there myself, the hard part is not shooing them off, it's realizing that you're way WAY more powerful than them, that this is your reality not theirs, and you get to choose whoever the frick you want to contact or not. You didn't ask for their warnings, you didn't ask for their opinion, their messages, their bullshit, so they have zero right to talk to you, and if they insist it's their ass that's on the line, because in this world nothing fricks with a human's free will and lives to tell the tale, only other humans.
normie here but, when im looking to my left, i see myself turning my head left and right in millions of directions. what if it's really schizophenic's perceptions are just harmonizing with other parallel realities at the same time?
take the "a beautiful mind" movie sweetheart. that weird FBI investigation he was helping that was revealed as a hallucination just didnt happen in his reality as his consciousness is tethered in. i believe the quantum field is a vast desert of sameness because the microworld spits the world into different worlds at a rate much faster than humans can make decisions and split the world with those. so i posit humans actually function in harmony with thousands of other yous in other realities whose only difference is "did that banana calcium ion decay it's isotope" and consciousness is really the pooling of these islands of sameness. but sometimes they bleed through as schzophrenia.
schizophrenia will be an evolutionary key to humans becoming interdeminsional beings. pierce the quamtum desert. we are already interdeminsional beings whose mass is much heavier than our eyes can see. but we are immobile and schizophrenia may slowly inching us around. i wonder what my interdeminsional mass (number of me's left) is, see pic. or it's all in your head. it's dangerous to live in two different worlds at once. either way i hope the world you live in is always kind enough to accommodate you when you ask "is there a person where im pointing?"
Yeah that's just clairvoyance, everyone does it even if they're not aware or they think they're not aware. You see other realities in the ethereal plane, possibilities of the future, of what could've been in the past, I tell you to picture yourself sitting in a brook and you can even feel the pebbles and the water running under you. The problem is not the "schizo", they're just regular people, the problem is the shit they attract. Even if dark beings can't touch your soul, they can still affect the cells of your body, which absorb those lower frequencies, causing all kinds of messes.
idk. i have schizoaffective disorder depressive type. i'm on a crazy amount of pills and go to therapy once a week. medication management lady is talking about electroshock. despite years of trying i don't really want to get better. i just want to kill everyone and then myself.
You're weak. I was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder bipolar type, and after changing my lifestyle and mental attitude the voices are simply positive now when I do hear them. I was always hesitant to try pills as I never wanted to end up on more than one at a time.
An example of the positive voices are them keeping me accountable when I was wanting to learn Arabic so I could read the Quran properly. Whenever I would slack and play video games they would just remind me to practice Arabic. When I would talk to a Muslim the voices would go away, and I'd be content. I eventually borrowed the Quran from a Muslim, and read about 100 pages of it. But the majority of that was just rules, so I decided to stick to philosophy.
A more recent example is me hearing "hand that to him" at work and instinctively handing what I was holding to a coworker I had no vision of. When I felt someone actually take what I was holding I looked over and it was a coworker.
This is correct. I'm at the second lowest dose possible currently.
You're stuck in Quantum and Many Worlds Interpretation. Just go read Chinese philosophy and science. It's much more advanced and intricate. Everything comes from the Taiji, and you need to balance your yin/yang for optimum health.
>Weed almost always made his symptoms worse
The relationship between weed and schizophrenics is a delicate one. The Sadhus in India show that it can be helpful spiritually, but the Buddhists condemn it. It is a very case by case thing that is dependent on each individual person and their mental state. It has helped me in meditation sessions, but has also ruined my mental state for weeks or months due to overuse.
>Your brain belongs to YOU
Not every mental faculty comes from the brain. The Chinese have a concept of the 'Heart-mind' as not every decision is purely intellectual, and most decisions have to sit right with you emotionally.
You sound kind of narcissistic and you aren't as far along your journey as you think. You need to meditate more on the experiences of others because you could have given advice without making it sound like a humble-brag.
Math. Get used to constantly questioning your assumptions. That is how you stay sane.
Thoughts are just the mental materialization of your body
If you are lonely you may be making up conversations to keep you company
It’s easy to get out of your mind if you’re in your body
If you are present it’s easy to not be scattered. The better you feel the easier it is to be involved. Schizophrenia can be like an untuned antennae.
If this isn’t feeling real for you, helping others might help you feel different
Not schizo but I lived with one for a couple years. You may be different but his problem was he'd get mad at the voices, get drunk or high, then forget what he was mad about and start mistreating me instead.
Always, -always- remember that the people who care about you don't understand what you're going through but likely want to help.
Forget this and you may lose friends.
Op here, I would never hurt anyone and I love people, the voices are just external and I hallucinate faces talking to me and stuff
Good lookin' out. I'll give you some other observations that aren't so colored by my biases.
1) The med that helped him the most was some kind of injection. I'm afraid I don't remember the name but I could always tell when it was almost time for his next dose because his symptoms would ramp up and his mood would get worse, then a week later he'd be a lot easier to deal with.
2) Weed almost always made his symptoms worse, so maybe skip that. If you want to smoke anyway, try to do it when your symptoms are less intense so you don't run to it as a crutch. All his worst episodes were when his injection was wearing off and he overcompensated with weed.
3) Consider getting a therapist or counselor if your insurance covers it. My homie I mentioned had really nasty tactile hallucinations that were likely a remnant of childhood trauma, so they were very sexual in nature. The problem was he wouldn't talk to a professional so I was his de facto therapist, and he'd just talk about butt sex all day. Eventually I couldn't take it anymore because he just HAD to tell me about the butt sex in his brain and I started to wonder if he got off on it.
None of that necessarily applies to you and you seem like a real one, but maybe you could infer some useful information from any of that.
Your brain belongs to YOU even if hallucinations pop in sometimes.
> The med that helped him the most was some kind of injection
The med that helps me the most is Clozapine and its the strongest.
> Weed almost always made his symptoms worse
Yeah for me, I started smoking at 15 y.o and quit. Ive been clean for like 6 years now. It just gave me a panic attack when i smoke it. Frick that
>Consider getting a therapist or counselor
Im trying. Most doctors and therapists abuse me and I havent seen a doctor in like 2 years. They are condesending buttholes and the people I DO get are Karens. Im working on it though
my buddy went naqshband and he said it helped hi,
>Im trying. Most doctors and therapists abuse me and I havent seen a doctor in like 2 years. They are condesending buttholes and the people I DO get are Karens. Im working on it though
Do what you can -- not everybody has the same opportunities, so maybe consider talking about it with friends and family, but make sure they're comfortable with it and keep your therapy with any one friend to once a week. I probably could have handled homie better if he wasn't trying to use me as an unpaid sounding board for trauma dumping every day.
>Do what you can -- not everybody has the same opportunities
Yeah it sucks. I keep getting these Karen nurses who wont give me anything for anxiety or help me in any way so I drink alcohol for relief but when I do I just listen to music or shit and when I wake up I don't want to talk to anyone. Atleast I have my father and brother who try to help me. They are getting me on a keto diet because they read it helps. Ive been on it for like 2 weeks now.
> unpaid sounding board for trauma dumping every day
talking to people helps me, thanks for being a good friend to a fellow schizo like me
>talking to people helps me, thanks for being a good friend to a fellow schizo like me
Stay strong and do your best to enjoy life. You deserve to. Mental illness isn't your fault, but it is your responsibility.
Yeah its a battle I gotta win, thanks broski
>wont give me anything for anxiety
Your health is your job. You can overcome anxiety by simply being more active, and a plethora of diet changes and exercises additions. Tai-Chi daily with 0 processed foods will do more for your mental state than any pill.
>You can overcome anxiety by simply being more active, and a plethora of diet changes and exercises additions
I know about physical exercise but the whole support system is a fricking fraud. I was prescribed Ativan/Clonazapam (Lorazepam) and it helped me. I went to the hospital because the hallucinations were too bad for me. I saw like a lamb mixed with a lion or some shit. When I was in there like 2 days in I had so much anxiety. I told the staff, I have a prescription for Ativan I need it, and they litterally ignored me and didnt give me shit. It was and is litterally abuse. I think I can sue.
I am on a new keto diet so I hope it will help but these medical professionals are complete crooked buttholes. I need a for my anxiety.
>I need a for my anxiety.
I need a prescription for my anxiety
I litterally shake physically so much, and my heart goes through the roof. Even my brother said yo wtf ur shaking and ur heart is so extreme
take your medication, but at the lowest dose that gives benefit.
t.schizo
I would absolutely not recommend marrying a woman who is interested in you only to further her own career who will have you suicuded once you try to live her. RIP Kurt.
Go to bed early.
Don't cope.
Embrace it. Understand it. Control it.