Spiritual implications of being a BPD male? How to stop the never ending cycle of pain to myself and those around me? I don't want to be like this anymore, I even started taking the meds. 24 M Aquarius 5.39 Birthtime.
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the carnivore diet cures everything if you do it right for a few months
cured my depression and back pains
the hard part is finding truly naturally raised grass fed meat and eggs
>eating death
>fixing anything
another BPD male here, what's funny is we are the most easily treatable and changeable people of all. Just don't push yourself too much, take it one step at a time and remind yourself that 90% of it is only in your head.
homie you must have it easy. its taken me 20 years to be just mildly depressedish.
but anyways. you gotta face the darkness inside of you breh. you keep repeating the same patterns because you bow to the darkness. stop, stand up and fight it. believe me i know im a schizo, but its all in your head indeed. ok for an easy method. anytime you have some fear running around your head try imagining worst case scenario of that fear. and try and accept that. if you can the fear goes poof. not to say that is easy. but i will keep fighting.
Like you said,
>never ending cycle of pain
Eradicate all worms, parasites, fungi, bacteria, yeasts, mold, and protozoa from your body with the NAC protocol. Here's the thread number.
32091201
I'm unable to link it. Otherwise the mods will delete the post and issue a 3-day ban. Alternatively, query for cdf in the catalog's search bar in the upper right. It's the worm pill general.
Get a dog, train it right. Dog's love authority and structure dictated by their owner. They view their owner as the pack leader and when they completely respect their owner they lap up weird dominance shit. Don't do gay abusive shit but focus your bpd homosexualry to the dog.
Beast sex, yeah right. 😀
Not everyone has the aptitude or disposition required for Beast Mastery specs. OP will likely ruin a dog and himself further by attempting to be anything more than a huntard.
The spiritual impact of the hermetic dialectical behaviour therapy rituals will work wonders
Now those are some intense rituals.
Do you have physical problems? It's much worse than mental.
Parasites maybe. I was developing BPD the past 1 or 2 months, and taking NAC cured me from it, god as my witness.
Did you do the NAC protocol? Or did you take NAC by itself?
Only NAC, but I did take the dosage as advised in the protocol.
Just go with it. Liberate your gay hag from her parents and go joyriding with her. Do you, bro.
explain plz
>I even started taking the meds
I’m sorry anon...it’s already over
Have a relationship with a Narcissist. You'll be cured for life. I'm serious!
While were at it accruing gambling debts actually boosts your karma and lessens the karmic burden you have and this doubles if it’s your significant other with the gambling debts trust me bro I’m a bodhisattva
>While were at it accruing gambling debts actually boosts your karma and lessens the karmic burden you have and this doubles if it’s your significant other with the gambling debts trust me bro I’m a bodhisattva
That's a creative response Mr Bodhisattva!
I've never gambled. Never ever!
You're going to hell.
You are master manipulator.
Spiritually toxic person.
Please marry me
Bio female?
Yes i have bipolar 1 and adhd though
>sure
What next
M?
No
Try getting an exorcism, I did one on myself to get rid of the bpd and shit got pretty crazy
BPD was made up to excuse shitty behavior, the only thing that’s borderline about it is that you have to be borderline moronic to believe it
It was identified as the borderline between neurotic and psychotic and further expanded through decades of research as a malignant attachment disorder so b***hes who cut themselves and ruin the lives of everyone around them can be treated, or locked away to prevent the damage.
BPD is potentially a result of soul splitting, in which your soul is partitioned into various "save files" in the brain with contiguous memory. DID is like that except without contiguous memory, so it's like pausing while someone else pilots your body. The difference is most likely the age of the first split. DID can often only be created through deliberately severe abuse like trying to cause a new pc to enter factory reset mode while saving the old user on a flashdrive which is then stored in the new user. BPD is more like each emotional state is a new user which shits up the computer with bloatware and viruses. Extremely sad condition, nonetheless.
good description. im a schizo which is similar just inwardly abusive rather than outwardly. due to.. things. i gave up completely on the world and the people in it. instead i just parroted my crazy mother when i had to be social or hide in my cave. were just scared children tbf. crying for help, but not quite in the right way. its ok im getting better. helps alot to talk about it on /x/ and maybe give a fellow schiz something to think about.
Wow I’m learning something new here everyday
How does NPD fit into this? It’s very similar to BPD.
I call BPD "people" half-narcissists....
I used to be blessed with intense spiritual insight before I slowly and unfortunately devolved into BPD-like behaviour and lost most of it. Do you have any special powers OP?
I used to have the same when I was working in retail, I would have alot of things given to me, the most valuable spiritually charged conversations of my life, free drugs, opportunities because I would be engaged and want to give them the best, and it would work as they wouldn't be close enough to see the real horror. Since then my mind is cloudy and it is very hard to see the light as im constantly caught between the love and hate of this world everyday by the hour.
You wanna cuddle and ease your BoyPussyDisorder OP?
get counseling or therapy, particularly with someone who is trained in dialectical behavior therapy.
meditate and actively work to control your emotions and the reactions you have to them
dont take meds
i had a single dad and went bpd mode for a bit too
>BPD male
>a male claiming to have borderline personality disorder
have you tried not acting like an emotionally manipulative spoiled b***h? Something like 98% of BPD "sufferers" are women, generally the cheerleader type
Glow away
there's no cure
my whole family seems to have it. We're batshit mad. Mean well though. Tell you what it's the best weapon you have, don't forget it.
of course the bpd gay ends it off with “love you”
DID you have a nice day?
I'm a lesser narc who seems to get into it with BPD chicks all the time. It sucks and I hate/love them. Never heard of a man with BPD, have you tried not being a little b***h?