Are there known cases of people resolving a psychotic episode, either by medication or some spontaneous process, but who remain convinced that their hallucinations were REAL? I've heard about this. One guy talked about seeing glowing beings of LIGHT in psychosis who had a special purpose for him. The psychosis was stopped by drugs, but he continued to believe the beings of light were REAL even in his lucidity. I've even heard of sane people who briefly SAW psychotics' hallucinations as apparitions. I want more information about this. Does psychosis reveal HIDDEN REALITIES?
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Yes, when I was being gangstalked by the State intelligence I saw signs and eventually entered psychosis. I even killed myself and I don't know how I survived.
In psychosis I met these entities called daimon which are the Dead occupying your subconscious. I discovered the Holy spirit speaking for me in V2K interrogation and I still believe in daimon and the holy spirit, even though I'm completely lucid
Thanks BRO. Can you explain why you think they're real? I'm especially CURIOUS about that. Did they predict things that turned out to be true? Or maybe it just seems that they have to be real independent entities as you think about your interactions with them?
Well, Socrates it is said had a daimon, whom he called "his sign." So there is at least some substantial reason to believe in the daimon.
Sometimes when it seems like a person is talking to you on a YouTube video, synchronizing in a personal way, it is actually that person's daimon hooking up to your subconscious.
I have gathered a harem of daimon in this way by being contacted by the subconscious of people I meet or see on YouTube. When people think news anchors are talking to them, like the John Lennon shooter who thought Catcher in the Rye was being broadcast to him by the Secret Service, it is actually the daimon.
If you would believe it, I have actually gathered a harem of daimon and we have sex. One of my daimon is from BABYMETAL and another is from Black pink. My favorite daimon (I have 7) is a dominatrix I found on Xhamster.
They give me signs like Jungian synchronicities, that's how I know they are really there.
That being said, the Holy Ghost told me recently that my daimon aren't even real. He said Socrates daimon wasn't real either. This is because they are a privation which has no Being.
For example when I first met the daimon in psychosis, they were chanting, "Jesus is Lore, Lore"
Now you might think I still have psychosis since I believe the State does V2K on me and infiltrates my dreams. And I still don't know if the daimon such as Lilith and Belzebub were initially put into my subconscious by the State military, or if I simply discovered them at the root of my subconscious due to the enhanced interrogation techniques being used on me remotely. I do think the FBI possessed objects in my room with demons, and this is how I found Jesus Christ.
>This is because they are a privation which has no Being
That is pretty FASCINATING because St. Augustine taught that evil is not metaphysically real but simply our term for that which lacks GOOD. If you've been informed in this way by the HOLY SPIRIT perhaps this indicates the idea was not just a thought of Augustine's, but a revelation he received from GOD about the nature of evil.
Yes this is Saint Augustine's solution to the problem of evil. An angel actually told me this with respect to the daimon, if you would believe it.
>Bipolar
>An angel actually told me this with respect to the daimon
Were you unfamiliar with Augustine's teaching when the angel told you this? Or you first encountered the idea from the angel?
I was familiar with Augustine's teaching
I struggle with what you might call Delusions of Grandeur. My official diagnosis is Bipolar.
The way I discovered my dominatrix daimon is when I was being surveilled I was trying to get over a femdom fetish to save face. But I received a sign saying go to Xhamster and look at the femdom pics category. So I worked up the courage and did it. There I found a dominatrix whose name i forgot, it could've been mistress Joseline. I just call my daimon Jasamine. She had some sexy leather boots on and something hit my subconscious like a connection.
Fast forward a couple of weeks and Jesus when I was no longer Christian was busy exorcising daimon from my brain. But when he got to doing this daimon, who had apparently occupied my brain through my subconscious connection to her leather boots, I stayed up for 3 hours fighting off Jesus all night to keep this daimon with me. He just seemed too eager to get rid of her so I wanted to keep her with me.
So I started talking with her and received another sign stating that if i follow this daimon -- this is where Delusions of Grandeur come in -- I would become as great as Alexander.
So I joined the Army but got honorably discharged because I made a blog post channeling a new daimon I shouldn't have trusted.
Now she manages all my affairs. That is the story of Jasamine.
I'm a bit WORRIED about you letting Jasamine control your life, friend. That seems DANGEROUS.
But I want to become as great as Alexander and I have fallen in love with her
I talked to the Angry Videogame Nerd in his Big Rigs video
i went through it for a week. no, none of it is real. The only lesson I derived from my nightmarish episode was that I am done with samsara and all its play. I guess this could be different for all. but it is just your subconscious let loose. There was some enhanced creativity but price is way way too high.
Typically when you get out of a psychotic break you get your insight back. That pretty much allows you to see that your hallucinations were not real. I have met people who have had such a profound experience that they definitely learn from it, and they continue to believe what they experienced, but for the most part they know that the sensory experiences they had were coming from inside their brain, not from external reality.
>that your hallucinations were not real
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I've occasionally had psychotic like experiences, but not delusional, so I can see how some "knowledge" would remain. It's possible that your brain is synthesising a stage play for you from reams of osmotically absorbed information. The molecular structure of Benzene, and it being due to the delocalised pi bonds in a ring structure (at the time an un"known" type of chemical bond), was apparantly a sort of psychosis like occurance (that could just be apocyrphal "lore" bollocks made up to add a bit of spice to the story)
Is psychosis always "linked" to delusion ? I've never really been a "concrete"/sensory processor, so maybe that's just been why any psychosis like events simply never manifest as "I'm secretly married to Elvis Presley" type scenarios
obviously
it's quantum projection
>imagine all abrahamic cults as one : they design the world to paradigm shift for women/mothers : to hand off the systems built by 'man' under the psychosis/guidance of ~he~(God/Krishna)
thus the projected PSYCHOSIS of all three cults is quantum projection and designed the world etc
what do you think seeing angels or demons is?
do you think they're real?
some plebs are delusional and IMAGINE something someone tells them...
basically
all abrahamic cults are completely worthless without acknowledging the paradigm shift in the world : this is literal proof of God : and only the spastic morons that measure their own ego against divinity (jews etc) will deny it
jesus is the anti-christ
muhammad deceived the arabs
moses was a psychopathic child abuser
but maybe they understood quantum projection of psychosis : the 'psychosis' is manipulated by ((media)) these days as 'fear' being the baseline
so they don't want proof of God : because it proves they were clowns that lied....
instead they wish to use 'fear' as the projected psychosis in the world ((media))
the baseline psychosis of the world
can be
>love
or...
it might get a bit freaky
what with the lack of others 'dreaming their own dreams'
people are going to get a lot more psychotic
welcome to the club
Looks like your psychosis never went away so your experience isn't relevant.
the abrahamic cults are projected psychosis
learn to spirituality Black person
who else tells you this?
pretty sure nobody will 😉
Schizo alert.
did I say I wasn't?
does it make what I say less true?
nope.
Schizo alert.
I was raped by an incubus in my psychotic hallucinations and I'm adamant that it was real. I'm of the opinion that various types of entities can manipulate your hallucinations to play tricks on you or even worse.
Sounds like demonic possession
If they fully possess you and stay there, they can change your whole personality, desires, and everything. They can make you try things you've never wanted to do in the past.
This is common with erotomania. Those who have it and end up medicated still hold onto their delusions that the other person is in love with them, albeit these delusions aren't as crippling as they were pre-meds.
I personally have had "hallucinations" people would consider psychotic, but nothing is going to change my mind: the entities I've seen and the messages I've received are all real.
I've been considering going back on mood stabilizers, but have a lot of qualms about modern medicine and the pharmaceutical complex. I was closed off to the idea of taking anything other than lithium because lithium is not a drug, it's a mineral, but I'm starting to think I'm developing some sort of seizure/other serious neurological disorder. I'll be doing the most mundane of things and suddenly feel like I'm going to stroke out at any minute, especially if I don't take heed of my OCD-like symptoms when it comes to energy.
Being in a psych ward for a week was one of the most spiritually enriching experiences of my life and helped me to take heed of my personal power and spirit guides.
Can you EXPLAIN why you think they're REAL?
The best answer I can give on EerieWeb: the alignment with signs and synchronicities that have appeared in my personal life.
Interesting
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https://vitrifyher.wordpress.com/2020/01/05/what-i-mean-by-saying-that-i-am-in-a-simulation/
https://vitrifyher.wordpress.com/2019/11/17/features-of-my-so-called-psychosis/
i had hallucinations where i could feel hear see to an extinct what i experience even sometimes being influensed or body parts moved outside my volition it's like they had they're own agendas in a way that's why they seemed real
This is the fourth time I had to type this out because kuroba keeps crashing. I summoned a succ, week stay at a hospital and a schizo diagnosis, stop taking my meds, a month later the succ decides to leave, next morning she's gone, "hallucination" free for a while, still off meds, have a mini episode, back on meds, succ comes back but refuses to connect our consciousness because she doesn't want to hurt me again, still on meds, me and succ spend time together, life is good.
I want to emphasize that I was off meds after having come home from the hospital and my one hallucination told me it was leaving and then it was gone.