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This is a dumb question, but has anyone ever tried deliverance on a BPD girlfriend? I had one that was 75% wonderful but 15% of the time she'd go into "evil mode" and be unbelievably jealous and nasty. I wonder if I could have casted out the demon in her.
I have BPD, I tried to perform an exorcism on myself because I was convinced that my problems were demonic. I went into psychosis as soon as I was done and had to go to a psyche ward. They pumped me full of antipsychotics, I calmed down after a while and then got sent home. I took myself off the antipsychotics and I have been fine ever since, haven't had a single BPD meltdown at all. It's like I'm fully cured, I've been 2 years with no symptoms, it's a miracle really. I think there is definitely a demonic aspect to it.
I looked up the Catholic prayer for an exorcism and followed it. It did specifically say "do not perform this on yourself." But priests in my country are more likely to refer you to a psychologist than perform an exorcism which is why I took it into my own hands. I'd say it definitely worked, but I did not expect to be sent into immediate psychosis.
>goes into psych ward and gets stuffed with meds >gets better >"oh it must have been the exorcism that helped"
you are a special kind of a moron aren't you?
I took the meds for four weeks and haven't had any bpd symptoms since. How are the meds helping me in any way? Why did performing an exorcism send me into instant psychosis? I only call it psychosis because that was the medical term used, in reality it was a massive spiritual disturbance.
beepy dee is the alley cat of a woman.
beepy dee possesses all women at some point in their lives. she reminds them of what it's like to be steeped beyond man.
beepy dee is radically feeling her space, internal and external. she's the most authentic and sincere reflection of where she should be.
I have bpd and it's just a maladaptive defense mechanism over the fear of abandonment usually triggered by some childhood trauma. The disorder leaves you mentally stunted and emotionally immature; you don't self reflect so you never recognize your outbursts are wrong or to control them, you just kneejerk react to everything and you don't even recognize why. You have poor emotional regulation and the depth of a puddle because you can't develop properly until you face your issues and grow self awareness. Most of the evil things bpdtards do are justified in our heads because we are too mentally stunted to grasp things outside of our limited black and white perspectives. It's why it's highly treatable with behavioral therapy when the patient is willing, helps teach all the shit you didn't develop normally and how to work through your trauma.
Y'know that meme of the Black person like >How would you feel if you were stabbed? >But I didn't get stabbed?
Bpd is like the equivalent of that but low emotional IQ or whatever it is.
Fricking no its not. Once when I was young, edgy and stupid I invited dwellers of the lower planes into my system. My parents took me to psychiatrist who deemed me to be completely sound in the mind. The beings played him like a fiddle and while I (we) was being evaluated I (we) acted accordingly. Mental issues are very different than actual demonic possession. That is medieval and harmful idea.
I was diagnosed with BPD (with suspected ptsd) in late teens. I signed up for the the mk-ultra/monarch trauma based mind control programming this lifetime and I believe they are related, in my case anyway. (they generally relate DID to it but I think BPD relates in similar ways and mental health diagnosis are always all over the place)
DBT therapy was what got me into meditation and studying the mind as hardware (its based on mindfulness somewhat). here is folder of workbooks and stuff from psychs I collected during my initial start to the journey of healing, my friend at the time couldnt afford a shrink in the US so I would just send her what I would get. Also a good book in there if anyone is looking to quit booze. 🙂
i was the pet of a bpd woman and never allowed to do anything outside of her permission. people have tried to kill me and for some reason i tried to live. please end it.
actually when i was at the zoo an orang was more stoked magazine reading (mom flipped pages for her) than i've ever ever ever seen someone get stoked on a book in my irl
I also want to know, my gf has BPD and I think demonic possession kinda makes sense.
It's not 'possession'. People with BPD really are just evil. More like demonic manifestation than anything else.
This is a dumb question, but has anyone ever tried deliverance on a BPD girlfriend? I had one that was 75% wonderful but 15% of the time she'd go into "evil mode" and be unbelievably jealous and nasty. I wonder if I could have casted out the demon in her.
What about the other 10%
I have BPD, I tried to perform an exorcism on myself because I was convinced that my problems were demonic. I went into psychosis as soon as I was done and had to go to a psyche ward. They pumped me full of antipsychotics, I calmed down after a while and then got sent home. I took myself off the antipsychotics and I have been fine ever since, haven't had a single BPD meltdown at all. It's like I'm fully cured, I've been 2 years with no symptoms, it's a miracle really. I think there is definitely a demonic aspect to it.
How did you do that ?
I looked up the Catholic prayer for an exorcism and followed it. It did specifically say "do not perform this on yourself." But priests in my country are more likely to refer you to a psychologist than perform an exorcism which is why I took it into my own hands. I'd say it definitely worked, but I did not expect to be sent into immediate psychosis.
what are you mexican or something?
>goes into psych ward and gets stuffed with meds
>gets better
>"oh it must have been the exorcism that helped"
you are a special kind of a moron aren't you?
>on /x/
>denying that spiritual entities manipulate and create destructive patterns
If you stop taking meds the meds stop working. You are the tard b8er here gayman
I took the meds for four weeks and haven't had any bpd symptoms since. How are the meds helping me in any way? Why did performing an exorcism send me into instant psychosis? I only call it psychosis because that was the medical term used, in reality it was a massive spiritual disturbance.
Women don't need demons to be moronic.
beepy dee is the alley cat of a woman.
beepy dee possesses all women at some point in their lives. she reminds them of what it's like to be steeped beyond man.
beepy dee is radically feeling her space, internal and external. she's the most authentic and sincere reflection of where she should be.
Bipolar certainly is
I have bpd and it's just a maladaptive defense mechanism over the fear of abandonment usually triggered by some childhood trauma. The disorder leaves you mentally stunted and emotionally immature; you don't self reflect so you never recognize your outbursts are wrong or to control them, you just kneejerk react to everything and you don't even recognize why. You have poor emotional regulation and the depth of a puddle because you can't develop properly until you face your issues and grow self awareness. Most of the evil things bpdtards do are justified in our heads because we are too mentally stunted to grasp things outside of our limited black and white perspectives. It's why it's highly treatable with behavioral therapy when the patient is willing, helps teach all the shit you didn't develop normally and how to work through your trauma.
Y'know that meme of the Black person like
>How would you feel if you were stabbed?
>But I didn't get stabbed?
Bpd is like the equivalent of that but low emotional IQ or whatever it is.
Sounds like what I had to go through. Glad I found something that helps.
Fricking no its not. Once when I was young, edgy and stupid I invited dwellers of the lower planes into my system. My parents took me to psychiatrist who deemed me to be completely sound in the mind. The beings played him like a fiddle and while I (we) was being evaluated I (we) acted accordingly. Mental issues are very different than actual demonic possession. That is medieval and harmful idea.
I was diagnosed with BPD (with suspected ptsd) in late teens. I signed up for the the mk-ultra/monarch trauma based mind control programming this lifetime and I believe they are related, in my case anyway. (they generally relate DID to it but I think BPD relates in similar ways and mental health diagnosis are always all over the place)
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1X_fFfYMRHrLWLKcj4zVNe2QMP8_TAMK-?usp=sharing
DBT therapy was what got me into meditation and studying the mind as hardware (its based on mindfulness somewhat). here is folder of workbooks and stuff from psychs I collected during my initial start to the journey of healing, my friend at the time couldnt afford a shrink in the US so I would just send her what I would get. Also a good book in there if anyone is looking to quit booze. 🙂
i was the pet of a bpd woman and never allowed to do anything outside of her permission. people have tried to kill me and for some reason i tried to live. please end it.
same man, she tried tarnishing my name and people have tried murdering me too
All cluster b personality disorders are. Sold dey souls to the alter of ego. May they rot in hell
Sesh
everything is demonic
thoughts are demonic
it only becomes possession wen its ur main thought process
bio logical natural humans do not think much
more like orangs
actually when i was at the zoo an orang was more stoked magazine reading (mom flipped pages for her) than i've ever ever ever seen someone get stoked on a book in my irl
aside from myself 🙂
...animal possession? just came to mind. i guess that's right, isn't it? cows eating snakes and shit like that.