how do I bring "her" back when she's on my mind 24/7 and I can't sleep anymore?
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how do I bring "her" back when she's on my mind 24/7 and I can't sleep anymore? ritual event?
stop making these threads
thoughts are everlasting
research arcturus if youre gay
if you're not gay research hyperdimensional
I'm not gay but I FEEL she's fricking driving me crazy still and it's been a long while since she last tried to contact me. I blocked her that time and regret it tbh
if she's on your mind, she hasn't left.
if she hasn't left, then why would she return?
don't do a ritual for what you already have, you idiot.
fricking shit dude, take a deep breath and stop freaking out. ok? frick.
those words resonate with me but still, being intertwined with a girl spiritually is hazy. We have gone our separate ways and have grown a bit older, was it meant for us to reconnect at some point despite how much we hurt eachother in that brief time?
it's all so muddled and confusing
if it's confusing, then it is of the devil.
not to sound like "OMG CHRISTIANITY IS THE BEST!!! LE OH MY!! ME OH MY!!!"
but, if you're confused...and you find that ruminating on it only makes it more confusing...why continue to obsess?
take a step back. if you're meant to reconnect, it'll happen. if you're not meant to, then so what?
sometimes people come into your life, and its a big splash. give yourself some time to dry off.
you don't think about moisture when it's gone, now do you? same with a headache. it's the worst thing ever while it happens, but then it just kinda disappears and you forget about it.
why look back when the road ahead of you is a long one?
my brother, please.
I mean I've literally just reached a point where I assume she's put a hex on me and it's still ongoing. I tried to lay with another girl and I ended up seeing my ex within her and I got so fricking freaked out I left her apartment immediately.
It's as if I can't run from her and the past I had with her.
this specific girl basically has full spiritual control over me STILL. Tonight is the night we fricked under the moon a couple years ago and while it feels like forever ago I don't think my mind can differentiate between now and then anymore, it's scary.
This b***h even told me multiple times that she was a "witch" back then and I stupidly thought of it as some TikTok joke because most alt hoes think that way. I was wrong.
sephiroth!
I'm serious bro I think I had a really deep relationship with a witch at one time and it's still haunting me. I was just a 19 year old boy, so dumb and in love. I hate myself for not dipping out when I could but she always tried to pull me back in when she could and I never resisted her.
thank you anon
>I don't think my mind can differentiate between now and then anymore, it's scary.
first, don't worry about that.
second, words only have power if you give them meaning. key is that you have to determine what the words mean.
if I convincingly tell you that I will put you under hypnosis, and you believe my words...then the spell will work. She only has power over you because it is what you believe.
There are no witches, not anymore. You, unfortunately, met a woman who has a demon's hand on her shoulder. they are great at tricks, but they are not powerful.
Do not beat yourself up about it, we all make mistakes.
when someone like a magician performs a trick, you are amazed because you think it is impossible. if you understand it, their "trick" is nothing more than illusion and slight of hand.
part of you wants to explain what happened, so you can see through the illusion. another part of you, finds some sort of weird comfort in it.
I don't mean comfort as in you are enjoying it. As someone who has been through that, I can safely bet that you aren't. No, that part of you likes it as an excuse.
It's difficult to really go into detail on a site such as this one, and it's even easier for good intentions to come off as bad intentions, or even risk being misinterpreted.
So, yeah dude, I can't really go in depth as I'd like to if you were a close friend and I can't expect to "hash it out" with you in any meaningful way, but I do wish the best for you, and all that there is to say is it's not so much a spell she put onto you, it's more of you believing that there is one.
Have you ever thought that some questions are answered before they are even asked? If you think that, to some degree, time has stopped, then maybe you need to reconnect with a part of yourself from before meeting that girl?
just a thought. I hope that what I'm trying to say comes to you how I am hoping cus, like I said, it's pretty tough to say anything real in this format.
As the Warrior-Poet "Young Dro" once iterated:
Frick Dat b***h
Bro I'm going through the same exact crap bro. I'm convinced we are both manifesting each other, constant signs and messages and synchronicities that we are. I havent seen her in 2 years. But I'm fricking moronic because I let her go. Every single day its some vivid ass dream about her. Today I think I spotted her again. But I'm scared to fricking approach her, and I think she is too. But she has an excuse, I do not cuz I'm suppose to be her psychopath in this world. Yes I'm going fricking crazy.
are you familiar with the phenomena of when someone buys a new car, they suddenly start to see that same model of vehicle everywhere they go?
if you are obsessing over concepts such as manifesting, signs, and synchronicities, then you will start to believe that they are everywhere.
yes, there are some that will happen during your life...but you need to learn to discern whether it is truth or an illusion.
you're going crazy because you are looking for something that is not there, but you have convinced yourself that it exists.
so you're constantly at odds, you are so convinced it must exist...so you will see "signs" of it everywhere. but it does not, and part of you knows that, so you are facing an internal struggle as a result.
it's not healthy. what does your idea of that person hope to fulfill in your life? what are you avoiding?
No but you dont understand. I get recommends from YouTube with titles that are super close to my situation lol. And also it's because I can relate to OP in the spiritual thing. My chick is also super spiritual. Anyways I must've gotten around 20 recommends on YouTube with video titles like "I miss you" "see you soon" "soulmate" etc etc. Even the lyrics in these songs is about our situation. She also visits my dreams. Like she literally would send me dreams where we are cuddling and shit
that's because in those moments she's thinking about you just as you're thinking of her, your minds are both intertwined from "lovemaking"
Going through the same thing. Her initials are AH. She's Romanian. I'm such a fool for letting her out of my life. I pray you find peace in your own journey Anon. Women are a dangerous but unavoidable trap.
OP here, for me personally her initials are NT. She's Polish. It's always women with Euro ties that do this
>Romanian
RO girls are crazy bro
My "HER" initials are JO. I'm praying for this whole thread. Im in the Balkans. There are some badass balkan women, because we havent felt the full disease of modernism. Most women are basic b***hes, but mine is a crazy one.
same thing were happening to me as well... 2 years of suffering, thankfully it passed
related, my experiences with a hex witch, still think of her sometimes, still feel she somehow has an 'effect' on me
Ellen is not coming back, Anon. She cut off all the good bits.
Learn about Limerence. It all boils down to some childhood trauma.
It could be real love, but that is quite rare in this dimension.