Caught feelings for a fricking demon. Absolutely unacceptable, extraordinarily unprofessional and intrusive. I am admittedly very, very moronic and a hopeless romantic. How to make stop?
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Extremely embarrassing problem
how about a full story?
No story. Just solutions. I liked what she stood for. Now help me out.
that's not how this works
Why not? I'm not cursed or anything. It's just annoying and useless, probably upsets her too. It seems disrespectful. Would like it to stop. There's nothing else to say.
We aren't going to help you if you dont give us context. Not because we need it, but because we like stories.
We aren't your search engine. We would like reciprocation from you, we ask for an entertaining story. Frick off if you won't deliver.
Train yourself the way you would train a dog. Introduce stimuli, reward the reaction you want, punish the reaction you don't want, repeat until conditioned.
Elaborate. Could you give some examples?
Introduce stimuli, i.e. think about demon.
Reward preferred behavior- force yourself to feel something negative, be it disgust or anger or distasteful indifference, and once you've succeeded eat a little snack like maybe cashews or blueberries or something that screams to your hunter gatherer brain, "Good thing!"
Punish "bad" behavior- if you feel like horny for demon gf or whatever, slap yourself on the wrist.
Repeat until conditioned. Operant conditioning is incredibly easy to do even to yourself, even knowingly.
And this works? If you don't mind me asking, have you tried this yourself?
I did it to myself on accident. Used to jack off in the shower pretty much every day. Like to the point where my shower got clogged with half-baked cum wads because the hot water was cooking my cum like egg whites. Had to call a plumber, most embarrassing day in my life when some obese frick dug a tube of jellied jism out of my shower drain pipe and laughed his ass off.
So I started taking an orange into the shower with me. Any time I got the urge to jack off, I figured, I'd eat the orange instead to keep myself busy. It sounds weird but I was on a health kick at the time and needed to get more citrus in my diet so I figured, two birds one stone. Eat the orange, wash hands, finish shower.
Well, it turns out that after a while I just ended up getting turned on by oranges. So yeah, operant conditioning works, you've just got to be smart about the associations you're forcing yourself to learn.
Yeah sounds like it, goddamn. That sounds a bit extreme and unwieldy. I'm going to need something that won't make me get a boner when I meditate.
It's all about what stimuli you choose to focus on as the conditioning factor. With dogs it's easy. Stimuli is the command, following the command is the preferred behavior, treat is the reward, lack of attention the punishment. With humans, especially doing it to yourself, you've got to be VERY conscious of the stimuli and the preferred reaction because our brains build associations in a more complex way. It's very effective though. Just be careful when hacking your own brain, as if that's a warning anyone with a brain to begin with needs to be told.
Alright, thanks for the advice.
never change /x/
I know right lmao this is why I browse EerieWeb
Haha wtf
put me in the screencap
Kek.
>Least deviant /x/ user
Why didn't you just get some drain cleaner like a normal person
wtf did I just read?
>ORANGE YOU GLAD I DIDN'T JACK OFF
>The orange demon
Hello to whoever is reading this screencap
Look into Pavlovian doges
Oh anons you never change
you don't need examples you need a spell to make your demon love you back. You could try fighting for her heart in the name of Nike, I don't know if it will work but it might. Or you could just ask her on a date find reasons to summon her.
shock your balls to reward yourself
Slit her throat. I'm sick of demons getting away with everything.
She's not physical, and she's not getting away with anything. I'm being a nuisance. It's absolutely not reciprocal. I don't think I should feel like this towards her anyway.
I didn't think she was physical you dunce, slit her throat in the dreamscape. They all secretly want to destroy your life.
Nah she's cool. I haven't had any problems other than this. I don't want to be rude. Also I have no idea how to do that anyway so, you know. Meh. Whatever.
Wrap rubber band around your wrist. Flick yourself with it every time you think impure thoughts. Never done it myself but I hear it works.
That's pretty much just a less complex version of what coomdrain here
was suggesting. I've heard of it too, but I think that's only for minor things like picking your nose or cursing. I don't think you can rubber band snap affection away unfortunately.
This is operant conditioning as well! Just using negative reinforcement instead of positive, which can take a bit longer for the association to form (as negative reinforcement lacks the same neurochemical backing that positive reinforcement can have). Still effective!
You have some options.
1. Upgrade your entity, get a new one
2. Become a good goyim and get back to the Abrahamic God
3. The third option is for those who live without hope.
Killing yourself seems a bit extreme
>3. The third option is for those who live without hope.
And what is it?
Alternatively op can try cleaning it using chaos magic.
And also i think there was some arabic ritual that all allegedly tranfers your sins to living entity, so if op decided to choose such option he may try to understand what he needs to do based on that ritual.
You do you know shes a demon? Aren't there multiple types of spiritual entities, and don't they have a multitude of capabilities?
I don't know, but that's not the point. It could be the god of an old pantheon that's been reinterpreted as a demon, it doesn't matter. It's still a problem.
Its pretty common to feel strong feelings when you are involved with various entities.
I understand that. I don't feel it's appropriate, and I get the distinct feeling she doesn't either.
Ask her out like a normal person instead of being a moron. You're making this complicated for yourself.
I'm not asking out a fricking demon that is absolutely not how that works
There's no story to tell. Sorry.
>that is absolutely not how that works
Why not?
With human women, if you develop an attraction, the best way to figure it out is to act on it by expressing yourself to them and inviting them on a date. If she's not interested, she will turn you down and that's that.
I think you fear rejection.
>I am admittedly very, very moronic and a hopeless romantic.
I know that feel bro.
Such is life. All heart, no brain.
Well, all you need to do is to stop your LARP. I think it should be enough to fix your problem.
Maybe your demon gf wants your misery loosh. Think gratitude love truth wisdom
Not my girlfriend, kind of the opposite of what I'm saying in fact. I have considered that it's making me suffer though.
Nunya Busi-ness of the ninth layer. It's not necessary for you to know.
Working on it
Which demon was it?
Balance wisdom with compassion numb nuts
Just fyi grimoires and demonology lorebooks explain that succubi and incubi are the same species of demon. The succubus seduces a male mortal to acquire his seed, then turns into an incubus to rape a female mortal and impregnate her with a demonic child. So next time you have spirit sex with your succubus or whatever gay larp shit you do keep in mind that you're cumming inside a man demons ass to help him rape a human woman . Which makes you both a homosexual and a cuck
Guys this beta is afraid of demons and too scared to touch his penis to one lmao
I touch real girls(once every 3 years on average) I'm good
LOL
It's not a succubus you stupid coomer and I also haven't had sex with it. I don't do that shit specifically for that reason anyway.
Ask yourself what god says and then listen
You aren't giving us any info to work with because this is larp
I gave you all the information you need, moron. It should be pretty clear that I'm embarrassed. There's no interesting story about stuff in my room floating around or people getting possessed, if I was larping I'd make up a much more interesting and less cringey lie.
The fact that you won't even mention the demon's name even though that demon probably visits hundreds of evokers a night is the tell that youre lying.
Go get a job and stop larping on x
Why should I? Why do you need to know?
Yeah so I'd rather just not do it at all
Extremely beta vibes there, anon.
Even beyond that, fearing the ability of a demon to easily cause you harm is giving them power over you. You should do this as an active choice which allows you to maintain your own agency towards potential harm, instead of being wholly passive to her desires.
>Extremely beta vibes there, anon.
You're right
>Even beyond that, fearing the ability of a demon to easily cause you harm is giving them power over you. You should do this as an active choice which allows you to maintain your own agency towards potential harm, instead of being wholly passive to her desires.
Yeah, I'm just being a pussy. I don't want to upset it or make it angry. But like you said, what can it do?
>If she’s an actual demon and she made you consume her blood you are fricked she owns you now. (For at least 7 years)
I didn't commit to anything at all. I'm just being a horny idiot. I've gotten pretty much everything I needed out of this thread, regardless.
> anon somehow fricks up things with “spiritual” girl
> anon thinks the feeling of being loved is a curse, and his affection to said affection can be removed by people in a image board when most have the emotional experience of cardboard.
> totally not larp UWU
If she’s an actual demon and she made you consume her blood you are fricked she owns you now. (For at least 7 years)
Off top, accept that you can't control your thoughts and that it is mostly out of your hands. Just argue with yourself because YOU are supposed to win in the end regardless.
Stop seeing the demon. Pray.
Same way you do it with Earth Girl. Separate your life from theirs. Spend less time with them, put more focus on school, work, social life, whatever. Look for someone else to give your love to. Attraction is something you have to give power. I'm sure there's a ton of attractive girls you've met before, but you've noticed it does not equate to you actually being attracted to them in a romantic way, you're just acknowledging their attractiveness.
stop being infatuated with b***hes who probably don't think about you at all
Indeed
Stop being feeble minded.
It's just the state of most people. Can't help it.
maybe try being less gay
All demons are male, so you’re a gay
I bet OP is handsome
No, sorry.
My fricking goodness a basement dwelling neckbeard fell in love with with pillow waifu and /x/ gives him all the attention. Seriously wtf happened to /x/?
The posting style is 100% female. Also notice how OP never said the sex of the demon.
Anon I said it's a girl. I'm a guy. What now?
Did you ask her out yet, OP?
This is the exact opposite of the reason I made the thread, but yeah, I tried it. Felt cozy. Probably a trick tbh but tension has been released.
> that is absolutely not how that works
I hope we learned something here.
I still don't trust it, but it's better than being stressed.
Make sure to find out if she has dietary restrictions prior to picking a location.
Kek
It wasn't a joke, anon. My pillow waifu is a vegetarian. I can't take her to a steak house lol.
Anon I'm not larping. I regularly do magical rituals during which I invoke powerful otherworldly entities, who's personal motives are completely alien to me, to improve the quality of my life. This shit works. Give it a shot.
The one I have is plenty. She really is a vegetarian. Good luck on your date, fren.
OP is a woman.
>Caught feelings for a fricking demon
No, you didn't. Those thoughts are not your own.