Why do I only feel the Holy Spirit when I'm high, and then get horny?

Genuinely not a troll. At various points within the past six months especially I've been reading the Qur'an and the Old and New Testaments at different intervals, trying to get closer to God. I've noticed that at points in my life when I'm smoking weed, while high I'm a lot more "inspired" to pursue God and the reality of Jesus and the Holy Spirit seem so much more real. Then, I decide to stop smoking and commit to reading the Scriptures. Why is it that when I'm sober, praying, meditating and reading scriptures I can't feel anything anymore? I've really been trying to consider this reality of Jesus and YHWH and all that jazz and the more I do the less convinced I feel. The Bible and Qur'an just seem like stories going on and on at a certain point, a lot of it talking about laws that only work in context of the times. Another thing that happens with my stoned religious conviction is all my libido comes back and I start getting really horny - and it's like the belief in Abrahamic religion makes me even hornier. I really wish I was joking but I'm just genuinely curious as to why I can feel the Holy Spirit when I'm doing particularly UNholy things - but when I decide to be sober and pray in earnest I hardly feel spiritual at all. Thoughts?

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  1. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Are you fricking moronic

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      No. I'd just really like to get into that space while sober and clear-headed

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        Try detoxing from all electronic devices and no fapping even if u fail for a month.

        the horny is because of the technology. the weed smoking probably just because it taps into that psychosis like nature of revelation

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          >the horny is because of technology
          >nobody ever got horny before the internet went mainstream
          Anon it's hard coded into our biology, are you as moronic as OP?

          • 1 week ago
            Anonymous

            utterly missed the point

  2. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    uhhh...
    >because i'm always getting stoned and super horny?
    honestly though i think any hue man has such powers

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    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Currently abstaining from weed and I thought to ask this here while reading the New Testament and not really feeling any of the "conviction"

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        One thing you haven't mentioned yet is praying. Do you do it? If not, you should. Ask the Holy Spirit for guidance. Ask him what you just asked us. Maybe he'll give you the answer in the form of something you can understand, something that makes sense to you. But I can tell you this, some dope high is not the Holy Spirit. It's what the devil gives you as a substitute for it, all feel good, no real substance you can actually use in your life.

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          That's the thing - in my periods of abstinence I'd pray in the mornings and evenings. Over time I felt less and less spiritual, and although I prayed for Jesus and God to reveal himself to me everyday, on top of reading Scripture and meditating daily, I felt less and less "spiritual" phenomena

          • 1 week ago
            Anonymous

            I geet the feeling from what you've said so far that you don't feel, "religious" for lack of a better word, unless something freaky strange is happening to you. Freaky strange does happen to all of us, but it comes in many forms and it doesn't happen to you 24 hours a day 7 days a week. Often it comes in the form of a simple thing, a friend arriving, just when you happen need one. Or one who needs something just when you happen to feel like you doing nothing constructive with your life. These things happen all the time when you're paying attention and looking out for them.

            On occasion you will have dreams, visions and revelations, once in awhile. Which is probably what you're expecting. Christianity as described by Jesus is day-to-day drudgery and work. Though the odd strange thing is going to happen to you. But generally, it's not glamorous and exciting. You're expecting unicorns, when most of the time you get a hungry moronic kid instead. The unicorn doesn't need you for anything, the hungry moronic kid does, that's what you're really here for.

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        >tasty sammich
        >cause we lost the long
        >con vixen

  3. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I think you have it all wrong anon. The Holy Spirit doesn't space you out and make you feel happy. It actually makes you more sober minded, reflective, serious about things. He makes you think seriously about the things you do, your fate, your place in society and history, the reason you exist, the work you're expected to put in.

    I'm not saying that the Holy Spirit can't and doesn't at times comfort you in times of need or give you a boost when you need it. Because he does do that. His purpose it to guide you toward salvation, not get you stoned. Whatever you think you're getting smoking that shit, it's not the Holy Spirit, obviously.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      I already think about those things while sober-minded though, what am I supposed to feel in the spiritual aspect? Being cognizant of my actions and my goals is one thing, when I try to add religion in that mindstate it just feels forced

  4. 1 week ago
    Nono

    >following a religion that forbids sex makes me want sex more
    Many such cases.

  5. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    You are going through a crisis of conscious. Stop the weed and take some time off work. You being high constantly is weakening your decision making and thought process. Stay sober for a month and reevaluate your situation.

  6. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I dont think youre meming, sexual energy is the energy of creation period. Its the great attractor between all dualities. More likley then not you had some sort of accidental kundalini/shakti awakening when young.

    Metaphysically, pleasure hormones and chemicles cause emotions that have higher and lower attributes. One carnal and one of the higher since that is duality.

    Obviously you wont get anywhere focusing on that. But god created the evil and the good. And the carnal mind is not beholden to the law nor can it be. Dont be a homosexual and try to attain enlightnment through evil.

    Instead do meditation and i want you to remember the feeling of being high whike sober like mindfulness. Focus your in your legs. Like flexing without flexing. Until you discover that u can create a similar feeling. Should feel as if ur making your legs numb and tingly and electric all at once.

    If u can lay down in you bed, on your back, and flex this electric magnetic feeling gently and let it do its thing. Youll feel like your whole body is wobling magnetically and pleasurably.

    Experiment with that and you wont need the weed anymore.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Same.

      Actual useful advice. Thanks anon.

  7. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >feel urge to pursue God
    >then feel temptation of the body to quash the feeling

    Demon

    >why when I’m sober I don’t feel anything

    Partly because of drugs frying your brain, and the other part a test of faith without the inspiration of God’s grace. Saints have noted the spiritual desert feeling and always say it’s a passive test of your patience and obedience

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      The desert is the bridge of meditation into christ consiousness

  8. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Why would your Holey Spook give you an Urging that you can't use at that moment? This just leads to frustration and disappointment which leads to even more unfulfilled stress? To give you exactly what? Choking the Chicken? Is that Unholy?

  9. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >Qur'an
    which one?

  10. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Wow I could have wrote this post anon, everything is the same for me except for reading the Quran. I rarely get high anymore but when I did get high I get really reflective/introspective and then deeply think about my life in general which leads me to realize I want a stronger connection with God so I start praying and wanting to read the Bible more. Reading everything including the Old Testament to understand Him more, although some parts in the Old Testament are bothering or dry I still read it. I know that weed itself is an aphrodisiac but I too get horny in those particular moments, or I'll see a religious video and then the exact same thing happens. I have a strong suspicion that it truly is evil trying to use the flesh and your desires to distract you from getting deeper spiritually. Aside from all that I do seem to feel the Holy Spirit very strongly when I get high, and I've felt that same feeling when reading passages that connect to me or getting a message from God. I'm not sure what to make about that "spiritual feeling". On the other hand I saw a video from some Orthodox called Father Spiridon that said that weed is demonic and according to him is a form of sorcery so I'm not sure what to make of that. Personally I think you need to learn to connect with God in a sober mind and be sober majority of the time, Jesus himself was sober and many of the disciples talk about the importance of being sober minded.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous
  11. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >I've been reading the Qur'an and the Old and New Testaments
    I've been doing the same thing, accept I listen to it and now recognize old arabic words.

  12. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >be me having a dream
    >get very aroused all of a sudden
    >holy spirit appears in my dream
    >i'ts just a very bright light with barely visible wings
    >comes to me and envelops my body
    >orgasm.dll
    >wake up with cum in boxers

    best dream i have ever had

  13. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Marijuana is practically just like any food or herb

    Please dont shoot me for saying this, but God put THC here for a reason. doesnt mean we should all use it, but it has its purpose.

    The problem is when people decide to inhale plant smoke thats been DNA altered to be highly feminized and hybridized, and the nasty stuff that comes with it. Such as carcinogens, cellulose, and clorophyll, and -icides

    If you care about your time preference, just buy solventless concentrate. That way the important terpenes are extracted and you can then vaporize it on quartz at low temperature. Wahla, now you arent inhailing the same shit all the other stoners are

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      >God puts thc for us to use
      >need this much tech to be a 1337 stoner
      >have to turn the plant into a highly concentrated goo

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        it was a more natural state in the year 1337. the plant has been more and more corrupted over time. good thing God gave us ice hash farmers in the modern era

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