What the frick is going on?

>be me
>a useless sack of meat who was content with going with the flow and doing minimum effort
>since the start of this year begin having intrusive thoughts daily
>I should workout
>I should go to bed early rather than play vidya
>I should abstain from alcohol, smoke and other drugs
>I should meditate
>I should actively climb the career ladder
>I should travel and explore the world
>I should find a woman and start a family
As weak-willed as I am I can't resist them and end up trying to do it all, failing and going hysteric. I feel like I'm breaking

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  1. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    God wants us to do shit again so he subtly influences our thoughts
    Frick him

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Anything you could ever do is by the grace of God, stop relying on your own will to achieve things, you are a weak mortal human and the only reason you can do anything good is by the grace of God

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Saddest shit I've ever read. What's sadder is knowing this is unironically how christcucks cope with adversity.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      What does it mean when the only thoughts I've noticed have gotten stronger are "god I wish humans went extinct already"

  2. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Start with working out, you'll want to go to bed earlier. Once you start going to bed earlier, you'll start to feel more refreshed and energized, no longer relying on chemical stimulation to feel good. Once you start feeling good sober, you'll be able to confidently sit down and experience your own thoughts. Once you can meditate, you'll more easily be able to contribute to your work. As you climb the career ladder you'll be able to afford more travel. As you become more cultured, talking to women won't be as scary.

  3. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    The walls are closing in, life is an extreme competition and you're in it even though you never gave consent or had the intention to compete. The cost of not doing anything is extremely brutal, and frankly disproportionate.

    It might be god, it might be your subconscious, maybe both. It doesn't matter. You have an inherent understanding that your time is finite and you must develop yourself to become an effective person and keep your head above water in rough sea.

    Don't feel bad for stumbling along the path or feeling like it's total unfair bullshit. It is natural to stumble when you're being prodded, and it IS totally unfair bullshit--

    But in this reality there's no alternative. Win or suffer and die rough. The universe doesn't say what you want it to say, the universe says just what it says.

    I myself wish I could just spend an indefinite amount of time just kinda hanging out and doing fun things, without being punished for only doing that and nothing else. Maybe 100 years. Maybe 10000.

    Perhaps eternity.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I feel the same. The only reason this is going on is because some piss pot machines (pic related) threw a b***h fit a few thousand years ago and now we have to deal with it apparently.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >life is an extreme competition
      Actually, life is a friendly competition when you play by the rules and respect your rivals.

      All competitions are friendly until you start dealing with cheaters who tell you it's not worth trying so they can beat you.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        You think that? Life is no friendly competition. It is made friendly for you

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          All competition is friendly, until you deal with cheaters.
          For example the USA and the USSR, both played by the rules and never nuked eachother.
          As you compete with a rival, you both get better.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >life is an extreme competition

      The true form of the world is much more rispid and harsh than just an extreme competition, I'd label your entire post as optimistic.

      But no one likes the bearer of non sugarized news.

  4. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    not paranormal

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  5. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I understand you OP, self improvement is an uphill battle sometimes and we have grand visions of action but we end up biting off more than we can chew and stumble a lil bit. It’s gonna be okay though, you only ever really fail when you stop trying to move forward. I would say start small, I’ve started doing some yoga every morning to get in tune with my flesh suit. After you get a small routine goin, add a lil more after a few weeks, maybe go for a walk instead or visit a cafe. Our souls point us in the direction but it’s our minds that we need to use to get there. Like throwing small pebbles in a river to change its undercurrent, small actions can add up over time. It’s gonna be alright anon.

  6. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Your thoughts are not entirely your own. Sometimes they are influenced by external forces, though I am not sure what exactly these forces are or where they come from.

    Example: a couple of months ago I randomly thought of a video game I hadn't played since the 90s. I hadn't thought about it for as long as I could remember, and when it popped into my head I remember actually thinking it was strange because there was nothing I could think of which had brought it to mind
    That evening, I get a text message from my brother with a YouTube video of said game with something along the lines of "do you remember this game? It was awesome"

    Shit was freaky as hell. One of those real "glitch in the matrix" unexplainable moments.

  7. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >>a useless sack of meat who was content with going with the flow and doing minimum effort
    Go back.

  8. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Observe the thoughts but remove
    >I
    >me

  9. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Forget about b***hes if you find them hard to come by. They are not essential. Focus on making money.

  10. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >I should find a woman and start a family
    All the good looking women who would make great wives and mothers are taken in high school and college the latest. Whatever remains is taken shortly after they enter the workforce. There exist very few good looking (7 and above) women that are single and have a good heart, are modest, raised in a decent family, soft spoken and pretty. The window of opportunity when they are single is very very narrow. These are the 2% of women, the highest stock of females this wonderful creation can offer. If you don't frequent their circles or the events they attend you have no chance of meeting them. Women also don't go anywhere alone, so whatever hobbies women have or events they attend it is done with their husband or boyfriend and if they are single with their groups of friends.
    Boomers and gen-x are throwing money at young pussy like never before, we are talking boat trips, exotic trips, paying their rent and bills, buying them gifts, trips to beauty salons, etc. Many of them have net worths in the millions. Just look at all those modelling agencies and realize how many pretty girls are being baited to frick the rich and upper class.
    Then there are chad millennials and chad zoomers who get their first pick at all the young pussy.
    Then at the end of the line there is you anon, the average nobody with no money, no charisma, no looks, no social circle, no experiences and no toys.

    tldr; there simply aren't enough single good looking young white women to go around for everybody, they are rare and exist mostly in very niche places where men without social circles (loners) can't get in to

  11. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Read some Linji, I think you need a male role model.
    https://jayaji.substack.com/p/words-of-zen-master-lin-chi?sd=pf

  12. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Do a little bit of all that every day, instead of massive projects for an entire day.
    Simplify your life and organize it.

  13. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    you've heard the call anon. answer it

  14. 4 weeks ago
    Abced

    Intrusive thoughts? Are you you, or are you not you? If you are you, then what I would do you if were you and you were you, is I would process my thoughts, and take ownership of myself. Regardless of what you decide, make a decision already! When a person says "your thoughts aren't you", that is their perspective, however it is only meant as a balancer because you do not understand. It isn't meant to be taken literally.

  15. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    At least your intrusive thoughts are positive. Mine were just intrusive existential nihilistic thoughts that would would loop in my head for most of the day

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Smart on you i got your back brother watch mine now look into the future

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