Silently banned me from live chat, all messages deleted.

Silently banned me from live chat, all messages deleted. It is a time of revelations where I'm not playing games with this place anymore. I'm not playing along and piecing it all together indirectly, gradually. Nope, they revealed themselves.

Aspects of, or perhaps even the entirety of, soul trap is legit. But groups are not. Groups are almost never legit, groupthink is inevitable, then it's poison. I recommend everyone here remembers that. The whole vibe is off and I was picking up on something real it would seem.

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  1. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Tell us more

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Huh. Isn't that weird. Just imagine the coincidence, what timing for a channel to be launched and take off on the NDE topic! Just when everyone is home fixated on death and loss, so you can fill their mind with narratives. Obscuring or otherwise gradually reframing many real cases.

      I have a lot more coming.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        This aspect is eh, but I'm noting it regardless. No particular commentary.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          >ACKKHHHHH NOT HECKIN NUMERINOS
          >53!!!!!
          >NOOOOOOOOOOOO

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous
          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >ACKKHHHHH NOT HECKIN NUMERINOS
            >53!!!!!
            >NOOOOOOOOOOOO

            I'm just pointing out what I've noticed. "Forever Conscious Research Channel" has been around a long time. I lean towards that he believes what he's saying, but he also doesn't strike me as particularly genuine at times, and there's a lot of narratives cleverly laced in. Which makes me wonder.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >casually cherry picks the numbers the confirms his bias
            >ignores the others that dont
            yep, number schizos being number schizo

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            These are all common ciphers. If I thought you couldn't think on your own I'd have hidden the less common ones, instead of leaving them for reference. ie I would have done PR with you, image and optics management, like this was some kind of daycare. Maybe expecting good faith was a mistake?

            I shouldn't mirror your tone. You have some attachment to the channel / topic and probably just aren't familiar with gematria. You also probably haven't designed names and phrases using it either, so you don't have a "feel" for how it all clicks together.

            https://i.imgur.com/D46tF9J.png

            [...]
            I'm just pointing out what I've noticed. "Forever Conscious Research Channel" has been around a long time. I lean towards that he believes what he's saying, but he also doesn't strike me as particularly genuine at times, and there's a lot of narratives cleverly laced in. Which makes me wonder.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            There is an "organic" (loosely, don't care to go into right now) component to these correlations. Bear this in mind.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous
  2. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    then roam the void as disembodied spirit. those are your two choices, rebirth or just wonder about in darkness. neither are great but the one is utterly pointless and there's no rewarding moments whatsoever other than endless void.

  3. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Anyway, that's about it. Most of this is circumstantial, some of it is vibe / impression based. Numbers can arise through a number of avenues and if they're consciously crafted the meaning depends on the intention behind them in some cases / surrounding contexts. Sometimes they're simply used as signaling mechanisms with no other belief behind them.

    The biggest that stands out to me is the sensation of being excessively mirrored. Most of what people report in these NDEs I either experienced or came up with myself, here on Earth. No NDE that I'm aware of, though it also wouldn't surprise me.

    I detailed this further in a prior thread. grecco-Roman architecture, an invisible orb of light in the back right of your head (right angular gyrus I would find out later) that does certain things if you try to look into it directly, touch it, or otherwise connect it to things. It's invisible and you only know it's there by its illumination of the inner world, without any apparent light source. To see and work with it you have to create part of the inner world that can look at it directly, then go through that proxy for information. The world is connected together by invisible energetic filaments, which you can "see" via the invisible light. They're fairly dense around your solar plexus (and you can shut off something behind your forehead by crumpling that porous-dome-like object in on itself, flat not concave, with your mind's hands) though they're woven around and connected to everything.

    Black amorphous blob in the center left part of the brain. Used to sort memories. Essentially represents Earth or something, hard to say,

    The timeless "garden" with giant plants, creating the gateway space and opening the door, then shifting through and it disappearing behind you. You can do that. Don't need to die either. It has a counterpart I dubbed the rainbow forest. Found it, created it, eh.

    The list goes on. These are places I found, or they're reflections.
    [...]

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      They're not for certain matrix controlled or contrived tricks. Like the garden, and the door opening in the void to get there. I went there in my mind;s eye, and I played both roles. I was the thing shifting through the door, and I was the disappointed and disgusted thing that came to dangle the door and taking hold to move the thing through. A bizarre act of compassion I suppose, even though I knew I was sending it to the same loop with different scenery, it likely wasn't capable of making anything out of it, though it would reduce the suffering. It's ahrd to describe. But yeah, this goes on. No NDE needed, you can create the gateway space and go there. It's also highly symbolic.

      So I'm wary of a lot of it, and I can see its utility in perception and behavior modification. The other thing is that I experienced... perhaps Alice in Wonderland Syndrome, maybe a bit of compression / torsion of the brainstem, but either way it amounted to a desync with the physical body. So yes, they're right. The physical body is some sort of resistor, energetic sink, drain, governor, limiter. And your actual basis can think much clearer without it in the way. Your rate of perception and thought for example is basically locked to some ratio between motor output, proprioception, and sensory feedback. Like it has to seem believeable to move the body. If you desync those systems your mind can run at a higher speed. It's like being Neo in the matrix and watching bullets whizz by (literally, played paintball and it was much like that) only your body can't keep up. You send signals for it to move and have to wait for it to start happening. I had a lot of weird shit happen for a while. Dreams. Grecco-roman circle or dome thing with a small cube in the very center, with a dooir that opened to the outside world. Or.... maybe not. Hence why I'm here. Maybe it was exactly what it looks like, a box. Drowning and smoke inhalation death memories till like 6.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I'm going to stop there I suppose. That's about it. A lot of what they talk about agrees with my experience, but being silently blocked is simply not tolerable. Once a channel pulls that shit, they're done. Period. I'm not going to walk on eggshells.

        >Silently banned me from live chat
        Same, guy's hyper paranoid is the issue though.

        That's my impression, overall. Like I said, there are some weird little things and a tendency towards highly repetitive statements which I don't like, sort of laced in. Framing. There's just something baout the vibe.

        They have some weird groupthink cognitive sink going on there as a result. If pressed they would say that it's some sort of safe space (in other terms) and that people come there for relief, or mutual support, or whatever. I know, I know. Yeah, I know.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          I wouldn't take it too seriously. You're basically an anonymous stranger, he or whoever was moderating the chat probably just didn't like whatever you were saying or felt your tone was some kind of way, whatever, people are sensitive, probably not any deeper than that.

          Some interesting thoughts though.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          >There's just something baout the vibe.
          Yeah, he cares a fairly negative energy; he works too at the same time as doing his videos, so that could explain it (too much stress). He makes good points at times, but after listening to them over and over it gets to be tiresome. That and listening to the brainwashed NDErs is aggravating enough.

  4. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >Silently banned me from live chat
    Same, guy's hyper paranoid is the issue though.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I never understood this about gnostics and prison planet people. They all think that this realm is hell, instead of working together they play astral free for all and argue with each other which feeds the beasts they are trapped in. I had tons of personal experience that would support prison planet type theory and was really big in it for a few years. If you look at all the evidence with that perspective than it really fits. But when I stopped being obsessed with the idea and stop hatting life the demon/archon attacks stopped and my life become more like a literal novel in the sense that its perfectly scripted based on what I think. This could be a tatic by them to keep me in the game, they gave up, or this reality is truly a game we have control over. I think we have more power than we think, and this reality might truly be a mirror and literal mirror that will reflect everything we think and believe. I still feel that this place is some sort of trap or high level sim game. Because when I hear the NDE stories all I get are time share tier scammy vibes from the astral beings. But the human mind is wired in a way that we look for evidence that supports our current belief set, and you can easily change your belief set anytime after you do it the first time. I think the common man never changes his and gets stuck in a ridged thought cycle until they have a spiritual revolution and go hard into what spiritual or philosophical idea triggered that response. So they view as a good encounter yet I view as your being pulled through the ringer.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        This is very similar to my thoughts on the matter.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Having gone down many rabbit holes over the years this is my conclusion also. Whatever I'm obsessed with be it aliens, chemtrails, NDEs, DMT and psychonaut space, remote viewing, Christian mysticism, it starts become real and reality reflects my beliefs back to me.

        So I began to study the nature of this reflecting-thing and I note that it follows certain meta rules (beyond those created by my beliefs). It's like how your dreams contain a mix of your emotions and experiences but also some other 3rd ingredient.

        Reality has this same element. It feeds us our beliefs, but in a way that escapes us. It does not allow itself to be uncovered. Its doing its own thing at a meta level that somehow incorporates us but then goes beyond. You can play the game however you like but it cannot be escaped. And I don't mean this in either a negative or positive way.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Agreed. I think of reality as a highly diffuse kaleidoscopic hall of mirrors. At some points you either pass through or arrange you end up with extremely high coherence. It does seem to have its own manner of thought and language which is apart from you though, and watches and reacts to you.

          The other way I conceived of it was via the Trinity, ie Adam Eve and Lilith. Adam and Lilith were made from equal material, then Lilith is cast out of the garden and three angels are sent to bring her back, they find her at the red sea, she refuses, and she's buried and sealed there beneath the sea instead. In some versions the cost of her freedom is that God will kill 100 of her children daily.

          To me it's basically a psychological and metaphysical allegory. Adam is the conscious mind, Lilith is the unconscious mind and a dominant component of the Anima (bridge to the unconscious and collective unconscious), and Earth itself is the unconscious mind proper. Eve is a dream world, a fantasy, she's sensory reality and the mask of Lilith who manipulates the dream from out of sight (out of the garden). She's a bubble around the conscious mind, ie sensory reality, which is why "Eve" in the septenary cipher gives digits 555.

          Lilith wanting to be in control is just about the conscious mind in a state of ignorance and passivity with regards to its imagination and works. Which is why Lilith creates "demons" and 100 of them are killed daily, most people are not conscious. This is also why she's a devourer of lost and neglected children, the Anima engulfs neglected children in a quasi-maternal manner, just as "the world" devours a person. Therefore Lilith is a symbolic representation of consciousness' primordial maternal. She's like Selene in that way, another moon and dream related entity. So long as you are hypnotized and reacting to the mind and the senses, then you're giving the matrix all your energy and attention, and believing in it. Ancient Matrix story.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I ran out of characters but I also liken it to twinkle twinkle little star.
            "When the blazing sun is gone, when the nothing shines upon."
            "Then the traveller in the dark, thanks you for your little spark."

            Sounds kind of like being eaten by an invisible being travelling through the dark, a wandering dark star of sorts. It thanks you for your little spark. Christ and the binding of spirit to matter and so on.

            I don't really anchor in one particular ontology though. These are just several general models and ideas I've come to over the years. Which is my main criticism with banning people from chat, comments, and making a soul trap cult. Free from "matrix influence" I'm sure, allegedly. How convenient and kind of someone to provide that space... free of unwanted influences. So long as you toe the line for being trapped tortured tricked and helpless, that is.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Whoa.... wait a second. Is.... is Bioshock about Lilith? Harvesting Adam, Eve.... Rapture beneath the sea, immortal "little sisters". Lilith was buried at the bottom of the sea, rapture could only exist underwater. In Evangelion Lilith's black moon / egg is at the bottom of the ocean.

            Wow, wtf. It is. It really is. Lol. Bioshock was about living within the mind of Lilith. Jack's return to the black moon, with amnesia. His only real free will was what he chose for the little sisters.

            Well by the jimminy, I'll be gosh fuggin darned.... Bioshock was about Adam and Lilith. Rapture could only exist beneath the sea. Like your theta and delta brainwave states, they're beneath the red sea. And Jack is MK Monarch'd by EEG biofeedback assisted conditioning and gene modification.

            Sigh.

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