Signs and Synchronicity

Be me. My younger cousin killed herself around this time last year. A few months prior I saw her standing by some train tracks. She was standing under a "suicide hotline" sign. I got the feeling that she was going to kill herself. Has anybody else experienced this ? If so why ?

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  1. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    there's more to know than you can possibly imagine especially with dark truth but it will take your innocence

    all you know it now as is synch...or do you know more about your mind power?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Well I want to clarify some things. First of I am a Christian. I have had precognitive dreams in the past. I have encountered hatman, shadow people and Choronzon 333. I have seen the repeating numbers. Many more things I can elaborate on.

  2. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    are you trying to confess to some kind of psychic murder jesus christ

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      She was schizophrenic.

  3. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    The suicide hotline is just a bunch of jealous hating ass crabs trying to pull the other crabs back into the bucket and not let them escape

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      This
      They're liars and lack morals
      They say they're confidential but they trace calls and send cops

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        > They say they're confidential but they trace calls and send cops

        That’s actually true. I volunteered for a crisis site that stopped referring people there when we found this out.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        They run aggressive ads for veterans because they want to red flag them and seize their guns.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Yep even though it's unconstitutional

          > They say they're confidential but they trace calls and send cops

          That’s actually true. I volunteered for a crisis site that stopped referring people there when we found this out.

          It's pretty crazy you can post all you want on Reddit or 4 chan about killing yourself but if you said half the stuff people said here or on Reddit about themselves on the phone they'd immediately come to your front door

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            This world is a fricked up place.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I know and I wish more people recognized it by they seem scared to admit they're wrong

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Yea, it full of evil and sin. Now i am not trying to sound like a shrieking Bible thumper either, because I fall very short too. I am trying to learn to forgive people.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            You deserve whatever you forgive

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Meaning

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Does not surprise me.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        That is fricked up. I am not advocating the hotline.

  4. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Damn that sucks dude, can't think of any time it happened to me but I believe you.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Thank you.

  5. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    [...]

    She killed herself on Memorial Day 2023. I would post her obituary but i am not going to dox myself. all I will say is that it did make they news but she wasn't formally i identified. I am sorry you have so much hate in you.

  6. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    [...]

    If he was larping he'd be saying some shit like "I'm a vampire ask me anything", not giving an anecdote that could plausibly just be a coincidence.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I have had other weird shit happen. When my great Aunt died me and my dad were driving out on the ghetto street. Now dogs running around loose is a common sight, but on this day a whole pack appeared out of no were ( atleast five dogs) and ran straight at me and my dad in the car. He didn't hit any because they flowed around the care like a river of water. Ok, no big deal right ? Well fast forward to the day my cousin died. She had been living with me and my parents off and on. She would also live with my aunt and grandma (her grandma and great grandma) out in the ghetto. Well she was supposed to be at her job the day she died, but when me and my mom pulled up to the house the car she had been using was still there. Now she would sleep during the day a lot, so we all figured she was just in her room. I knocked on her door loudly, trying to be as annoying as possible. We had a brother sister relationship. I had some red velvet cake from whole foods. When she didn't answer, I just figured she was ignoring me because she did that sometimes. All the sudden I got an image in my head that she slit her wrist. But I chose to ignore it. That night driving along the same road as i mentioned earlier I saw this dog running around, but something was off. I kept thinking about when my great Aunt died. I told my mom about it. the dog was moving about frantically, like it was lost. when we got home, we received the news that she had killed herself. she laid in front of a train.

  7. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Sounds like a haunting coincidence. Sorry to hear about your cousin. If you punish yourself for every important time you do or don't follow an instinct and are mistaken that's a recipe for suffering.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Yea, I try not to. I already have a guilt complex. I just wish there was more I could have done for her.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      If those that are guilty of neglect don't suffer they don't learn.

  8. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Speaking of suicide, why is it so hard to gauge if you're putting enough pressure on your neck to block the arteries but not enough to block the airways? For those who have passed out from a headlock, is there a telltale sign that you have put enough pressure?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Dude, what exactly are you getting at ?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        If guns aren't available the best method for suicide is either roping by putting enough pressure on the right side of the neck, bellow where the adam's apple would be, the weight should be less than 14 kg but more than 4 and one should use some sort of padding to increase the thickness of the rope since it's more comfortable. Second best method is jumping from a building that is at least 10 stores high. I'm curious about what is the best sign you put enough of your body weight into the rope for the first method.

        Instead of choking yourself go play Minecraft instead anon.
        Play Minecraft and instead of jumping into lava in Minecraft go attack the hostile mobs that attack the peaceful mobs that just want to be left alone

        Nope you frickers deserve the politicians you get.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Well I don't see a point in what you are saying....

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            There's no point just a question.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Oh and of course if you DO have access to a gun, the proper way to do it not by pointing it to the roof of your mouth, damaging the main part of the nervous system by pointing at the back of your throat has a higher chance of success

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          >If guns aren't available the best method for suicide is either roping
          i would argue a car crash is a better way, driving 200km/h into a tree and you won't even process what has happened

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Unironically drown yourself. Its peaceful once you resign yourself to dying and start gasping in water
          <t. drowned on accident, got brain damage and now post on /x

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Drowning kicks your animal instincts, same ones you'd have during a torture session with the wet towel thing. Roping properly doesn't.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Instead of choking yourself go play Minecraft instead anon.
      Play Minecraft and instead of jumping into lava in Minecraft go attack the hostile mobs that attack the peaceful mobs that just want to be left alone

  9. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    [...]

    Umm, actually I am posting on here more to hear about other peoples experiences. This is /x

  10. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    [...]

    If the hostile mobs kill you in Minecraft after you've killed yourself you'll either respawn or that'll be the end of the game if you're on hardcore mode

  11. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    [...]

    No, I am asking about paranormal experiences involving synchronicities and signs literally signs telling you stuff in advanced.

  12. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Women don't commit suicide. Your story seems fake AF. Unless "she" was a troony in witch case It makes perfect sense.

  13. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    ok this one is a lil messed up. i lived on the second floor of a building and behind it was a parking lot, and just one house in front of a laundromat. the house was technically on an alley and there were houses beside the laundromat but the one house had just street all around it. so I'd go to the laundromat and that house just made me think there was a guy in there torturing girls and I should call the cops. Well, there was a guy in there torturing girls and I should have called the cops.

  14. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I've had the repeating numbers and a bunch of other stuff but it's really hard to piece it together. What did the reapeating numbers mean/signify to you, no larping or speculation pls if you're not sure just say so.

  15. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    If you look up the old /vox/ threads on the archives you’ll find the time /x/ made a synchronicity journal and collectively had the same experiences with synchronicity that you did. Premonitions, themes of death, weird connections, mind reading, a bunch of stuff.
    You basically got an omen. Something or someone was trying to warn you before it was too late. The suicide hotline sign combined with the train tracks was something trying to nudge you to the truth in a *HINT* *HINT* *nudge* *nudge* fashion so maybe you could do something.
    But it’s not your fault. Nobody tells you or teaches you these things and they just say you’re crazy if you try to make sense of it. Most people are completely blind and go through life not even knowing it exists. If you recognize that it’s even a thing you’re already a cut above the rest.
    And in the end the spirit, the soul is immortal and divine and eternal so there’s nothing to worry about.

  16. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I don't see why people are so anti-suicide. Most of us will die a slow death of a long term illness which will suck, or if we're lucky die a quick death from a heart attack or stroke. Why not get it over with in 1 day? Getting cancer sounds worse than suicide.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >I don't see why people are so anti-suicide. Most of us will die a slow death of a long term illness which will suck, or if we're lucky die a quick death from a heart attack or stroke. Why not get it over with in 1 day? Getting cancer sounds worse than suicide.
      atheist struggle to talk about suicide because it shows in their face that their bureaucratic and commercial society they built on the narrative that it was better than feudalism is actually a big joke.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I was thinking about this, if you want slaves that can do intellectual work, the type of person you want has to be smart, and any smart person knows this planet sucks, so you have to gaslighting them into thinking that is they decide to just exit the game, all those terrible things will happen to them. The parasites at the top of the pyramid only want you to die on their terms and you aren't profitable if you decide when you die. That's not to mention some of them have an actual fetish for control.

  17. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I've tried to kill myself. A friend called the police, and I was hospitalized for 2 weeks. During this time, for 2 days they locked me in a room, left me alone. I tried to bash my head into the wall after a day with no interaction except a meal. They strapped me to a bed. Eventually I saw a doctor, and they asked some stuff and moved me to a different hospital, where I was with a couple other patients. I tried to strangle myself with the bedsheets and they just strapped me to the bed again.

    After 4 days another doctor came to me and asked me why I was like this. I explained I had no job, no money, being here was only going to frick me financially even more. I said I was lonely with just my one friend in my life, and my mother who threatens to kick me out every day. The doctor referred me to a debt specialist and a job bank, for when I was released. I had some hope. After the two weeks I was let go, and I went to meetings with suicide watch, the debt specialist, and I went to every interview the job bank set up.

    Suicide watch meeting was me in a room with like 6 people and we just talked about how we felt. None of us made any progress. They very distinctly told us not to become friends. One of the people there offed themselves after a meeting, and another sudoku like 2 weeks after the meetings ended. It was no help at all.

    The debt specialist kinda just said "lol ur fricked" and never helped otherwise. Said "can't do anything if you don't have any money.

    The job bank was a bust too. I went on multiple interviews for shitty warehouse and factory jobs. None of them hired me. The job bank girl was hiding why I wasn't hired. If she told me I would have fixed the issues.

    About 2 months after I tried to kill myself again, hanging myself in the woods. I fricked up and some hiker found me. Went to the hospital again and the exact same people all saw me, and suggested the exact same shit. I went on a violent rampage in the hospital
    1/2

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Cont.

      The officer that came was super chill. He cuffed me and had a chat with me, probably didn't want to get back to work or whatever. But this guy listened to me, gave meaningful feedback, and actually referred me to a job at a banquet hall. He said "Clearly nobody is helping you the way you need to be helped. Fricking worthless system made me lose my son, I don't want someone else to lose their son too".

      Eight years later I'm still feeling suicidal but honestly I don't ever have a day where I'm not grateful to the cop for giving me actual help. The banquet hall job only lasted 6 months but it was the starting point I needed to get where I am now. Debt free, working a good job, and even dipping my toes in the dating scene.

      Anyway OP yeah I have premonitions about what I eat all the time. I'll get bad deja vu about my dinner meals.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >The job bank girl was hiding why I wasn't hired. If she told me I would have fixed the issues.
      Why is it that every job interview that I've had in my life the person responsable for selecting the new employes is always, and I mean ALWAYS, a woman? Seems kinda sexist tbh.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        In democracy all the easy jobs are given to women, and outside of the office they also enjoy their pussy pass.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        It's funny because every man I've interviewed with has hired me. My Mom was the same. Men interviewer = job women interviewer = no job.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Yeah same about the men interviewers always hiring me. Women are 50/50, if i can get them to laugh i 100% get a job offer. Usually have better luck with older women, young uns usually are more up their own ass and almost never put out afterwards

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Because women work on social jobs like teaching, sociology studies and HR. They flock to HR specifically because it's one of the few jobs that they can do in companies.

  18. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Not everyone has access to a car, or a place where they can reach 200km. Roping is pretty peaceful, you just have to look at any video demonstration of a headlock making someone pass out, it's the same thing.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >If guns aren't available the best method for suicide is either roping
      i would argue a car crash is a better way, driving 200km/h into a tree and you won't even process what has happened

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