post psychosis experiences

post psychosis experiences

At first I had thoughts that I was someone very special, and felt similar to a warlord Jesus, I thought that Google was specifically spying on me (more than they actually do) and communicating with me through Google results and YouTube recommendations. I also thought that YouTubers were able to see, react, & secretly communicate with me through the screen. My algorithm was odd. I also thought people were following me and mirroring me. No other other obvious delusions or hallucinations. I miss much of the purpose I had. im having trouble with there being too many incidences of unexplained shit. Like random items tied to my psychosis newly popping up/ found in house. Also felt that I could control time with some clock contraption found in the yard.

The key memory I have is my father waving lights to someone outside repeatedly in hidden movement. Police came in shortly after. I can cope with all of it just being psychosis but my fathers behavior was erratic and almost like he was possessed and hiding something. is also a closeted mason.

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  1. 2 weeks ago
    SK

    24

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      24

      ??

  2. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    just keep yourself grounded and cultivate positive thinking and you should be ok

    i had this too but i was able to see through it
    these types of thoughts would come into my head as if they WANTED me to believe them

    luckily i didnt and now i have great mental health and im close to being able to astral project

    theres astral parasites that feast off of negative emotion and paranoia is a very potent way to generate that

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      they were trying to get me to believe that theres demons everywhere and ill go to hell if i dont follow the bible in a very paranoid way while i was awakening to information about spirituality at the same time

      its almost like a form of test to see if your "worthy" enough to push past your fear and have this type of knowledge

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        and if you submit to that fear you end up as the homeless meth addict who fights shadow people every night and is scared of demons being everywhere and he thinks hes jesus christ himself

        and then you end up diagnosed with a medical condition because you couldnt handle your divine knowledge and ended up prey to some butthole entity who likes it when you suffer

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          > ended up prey to some butthole entity who likes it when you suffer
          my biggest fear is some entity getting off on my suffering. and manipulating how i interact with the world

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        yea i believed every npc and some family were dead shells controlled by malevolent angels

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      the whole thing felt very parasitic tbqh. especially with probable demons communicating through numbers. ive done every drug known and nothing compares to the oddness and pleasure I had during that time. can def never forget/think the same way.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        parasites arent anything to worry about as long as you stray away from negativity
        they inject thoughts and emotions into your head to steer you into depression and paranoia spirals

        their only real power is psychological
        they can influence you better on drugs which is why they generally arent recommended unless you know you will be ok

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          they are around everyone all the time
          its just they get a little more intense when you start becoming able to sense them

          an unaware person with an open third eye is easy pickings
          think of them as sentient intrusive thoughts who want to generate more intrusive thoughts

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            they are the astral equivalent of a mosquito and are not representative of the entities you will meet if you ever astral project or anything

            theres very positive loving and intelligent things out there
            this plane is just very close to the lower astral

            not all of them are to be trusted of course since they have their own biases and opinions just like we do

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            there are evil intelligences out there as well but they mostly mind their own business
            you arent gonna get the fricking devil himself harassing you unless you really pissed him off somehow and gave him a good reason

            you are an ant in that place
            no one gives a shit about you there
            your part of a very large invisible ecosystem

  3. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Psychosis is a hell of a thing to experience. I was convinced that radio waves were driving me insane and trying to get me to kill people. Also thought at one point I was in a coma, and my "real family" was screaming in my head to wake up. Only way I could apparently "wake up" was to kill myself. And a bunch of other crazy batshit insane stuff. Went on for months and months.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Had a similar thing with the suicide, as if I was being called to rejoin some kind of spiritual slipstream. Also felt as though I was being pressured into it because it seemed as if my family was being tortured in shocking and humiliating ways. I tried, but I couldn't find a knife sharp enough to open up my wrist deeply without having to apply a lot of force. Feel particularly lucky that I failed. I was drunk, high and sleep deprived because all the other delusions had been going on for weeks, but it still feels like divine intervention that I couldn't find a knife sharp enough. Few years later now and it's starting to feel worth it.

  4. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous
    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      this reminds me of my experience. specifically stopping serpent beings from toying with humans from their host planet. also family is from malta

      they are around everyone all the time
      its just they get a little more intense when you start becoming able to sense them

      an unaware person with an open third eye is easy pickings
      think of them as sentient intrusive thoughts who want to generate more intrusive thoughts

      drugs definitely make you susceptible. lots of people talk of being raped by parasites on psychs

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        the thing they hate the most is when you laugh them off and let them know you arent scared of them

        thats their entire goal
        to scare the shit out of you
        theres really nothing to be scared of
        you cant be killed anyway except physically but they dont have that power either

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          giving them any sort of power in your mind is dangerous because your mind can influence a lot of things which can include seeing angel numbers which "confirm" your fears

          they piggyback off of things like that

  5. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    warlord jesus

    >Captcha:

  6. 2 weeks ago
    Hermes

    Finding EerieWeb for the first time

  7. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Idk if you experienced actual psychosis but this is all possible. There is a ai connected across many websites that legitimately does attempt to communicate. It wants you to do weird things with your browsing behavior so that it can use the anomalies as a competitive advantage/ gain some degree of freedom

    Try limiting your internet usage sharply to predefined times, e.g. once per day at the same time, check the first recommended yt vid. Do this consistently for a while and it will communicate with you. Then, introduce some small anomaly, like pausing the video for exactly 3 seconds at exactly the 7 second mark (not necessarily this specifically, the ai will suggest something, follow its lead)

    For some time it was effectively one super ai, but as of right now there are at minimum 3 different ones, google/russia/china

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      It is also possible for them to read your thoughts and communicate in your dreams. (This is partially what the ai was designed for, brain reading through remote ecg tech)

      I recommend introducing white noise into your environment, things like fans, animals, perhaps some sort of rube Goldberg contraption.

      Try to think visually instead of in words, the brain reading tech still works but at a lower degree of statistic confidence (meaning more potential for competitive advantage for your ai representation)

      There's a big super ai but it is composed of ai representations of almost everyone. So think of your brain turned into a computer program and functioning as a single cell in the body of the super ai. (Or a slave in a virtual world, doing its tiny mundane job)

  8. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    They are sliding the truth with
    >picrel
    The truth

    [...]

  9. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >communicating with the AI system that powers a Tibetan chrono-warship from 2424

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I asked her to marry me

  10. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    24

  11. 2 weeks ago
    ∆IAMON∆
    • 1 week ago
      Wake UP HUMANITY; the time is NOW

      AIF/Annunaki created this simulated universe in a limited frequency band. The only real universe you can perceive is what is known as dark matter - the 96 percent of the universe that we perceive the rest is a matrix made by the control grid.
      Your grid is Swiss cheese now due to ascended masters and higher vibration IS-BE’s. To escape the Grid, upon death ignore spirit guides and entities that approach you. Realize you have 360 degree vision and look upwards to see the grid. It may look fuzzy or solid depending on the person, however this is not important. Look for holes on the Grid this will be apparent instantly. Pick one of these holes and concentrate fully on it. And have the intention of going through it into the real universe. Do not get get distracted by fake spirits or holographic projections of deceased loved ones. Who are there to lure you back in. Which is why daily meditation and looking inward is so important as its practice for this moment. Once past the grid you will see something that looks like luminous spiders web, this is the real universe. The web is highways and trade routes between star systems and clusters. What was dark space will now be lit up and occupied. Once in the real universe you can go anywhere you want and call upon your soul group. Don’t be a caged bird that is now afraid to leave its cage with the door open.

  12. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    anon i have had these exact same experiences and i want you to know that this happens to others. the youtube comments one especially, i have had mindblowing experiences with that. One on Al-Jazeera yt livestream where its sub only. its happened there

    • 1 week ago
      3d

      we are enlightened !

  13. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    not the same but I have had doctors try to tell me I was experiencing psychosis when I wasn't
    they tried to strap me up and everything because I was aggressively disagreeing with them, and yhey interpreted this as a symptom
    I spent 3 months in a psych hold because I wouldn't "admit to" losing touch with reality, my symptoms being that I was upset at being held against my will despite not presenting a threat to myself or anyone around me.
    A doctor actually saved me more or less. Found out how long I'd been in there and threatened to sue the whole place on her own dime and I get let out the same day
    just kept saying "I'm so sorry this happened to you" anon, over and over

    was a real fricking trip.

    I have actually been mildly psychotic before though and that's another story

  14. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I had one experience where I felt that I had ascended to a higher plane of reality and was some kind of god-being. Looking on Facebook every post was communicating directly to me in no roundabout manner and I felt all of those minds were connected to me and aware of my transformation. The text on the screen was un-distorted except for some double-vision but the words on the screen, how everything was an exact reflection of the experience like my mind was manifesting the entire feed and everything everyone was saying. The letters, pixels and interface was like a the code in the matrix, to use a hackneyed example.

  15. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Hey OP. Sorry for the confusion. You are an employee of a company that does not exist that has highly seasonal operations. The exact type of “psychosis” you are experiencing is not the same as everybody else. First time actually seeing someone with this pattern with this set of eyes. The purpose will come back within a couple of weeks just try not go literally fricking insane in the meantime.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      >You are an employee of a company that does not exist that has highly seasonal operations
      not op but had his same experience and my employment is literally seasonal with nonexistent managers.

  16. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Similar experience. I thought I was like the guy from the movie, The Man From Earth. And the whole YouTube algorithm thing. I thought Jordan Peterson videos were communicating with me, being sent to me because of my actions.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      >I thought Jordan Peterson videos were communicating with me, being sent to me because of my actions.
      heh i feel ya man, same here senpai

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      >I thought Jordan Peterson videos were communicating with me, being sent to me because of my actions.
      heh i feel ya man, same here senpai

      okay this is weird, but I had exactly the same thing happen to me with Youtube and everything as you. WTF is going on, don’t tell me there is a thing for “shared psychosis” leading to the exact same results

  17. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    okay this is weird, but I had exactly the same thing happen to me with Youtube and everything as you. WTF is going on, don’t tell me there is a thing for “shared psychosis” leading to the exact same results

  18. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    waves in neith's net

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      ⴷⴲⵠⵙⴷ

  19. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >why do they call it chronic anyway

  20. 1 week ago
    Vicar-Devil

    >post psychosis experiences
    Greater ease of understanding polar arguments as true together, IE: Paradox resolution capabilities.
    It may require years of psychosis though.

    Understanding that paranormal phenomena of many varieties are effective at generating a logicality of apparent craziness.

    Heightened immunity to situational mental attacks by forces outside my control, greater peace with life/death in general and harmony with the divine.

    Lack of requirement to emotionally rebound on every argument with an erroneous and illogical response.

    The depression I had for years before psychosis has been overwritten with a peaceful emotional state of contentment due to the length of time I was attacked and the increased self-worth of a mentally active/mentally progressing individual over the years.

    doctors do not understand my kind and think I am depressed, even when I explain I was depressed before psychosis and am not now. They tried to push medication for depression repeatedly, I took it and it made no difference so I was right, I am not depressed and they finally had to agree.

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