Okay, long story short, I started to have these visions of this type of creature, to the point where it began to be everywhere in my thoughts.

Okay, long story short, I started to have these visions of this type of creature, to the point where it began to be everywhere in my thoughts. I genuinely didn't believe in 99% of the shit on this board until it started happening to me. I would start going through sleep paralysis and I would see the creature watching me in my sleep. It caused me to panic the frick out but I have never even gone through sleep paralysis before so I didn't really know what to do.

Ever since I was young, I've always kind of deluded myself away from reality by imagining myself in a type of parallel world where I have friends and a loving family. However, even now, the creature is everywhere in this world. It has pretty much invaded my life and I didn't know what to do. I kind of assumed this was what normally happens ehen you have sleep paralysis or something and so I thought I should treat that and the problem would go away. But finally the creature started to speak to me through my mind one time.

I've always suffered through addiction, and the entity started talking about that. It talked about how since the age of twelve, I have never gone a week without releasing. This is true, and the entity told me that it would make a deal with me. If I go a week without relapsing, it would submit to me as it's prince.

However, if I fail, it will continue to harass my mind all my life. I accepted the deal because, to be honest, I don't know what the frick to do. I'm actually religious, so I don't know if I just made a deal with a demon or something. Has anyone on this board gone through similar shit? Has the entity actually followed through on its promise? Did I just fricking doom myself?

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  1. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    the absolute state of humanity. just go the week and post results after, you fricking pussy

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I don't know what the frick is even going on to begin with. I feel like I made a large mistake and now I'm just looking for literally any sort of advice because I'm living in constant fear ever since this shit started.

      The entity is probably not on your side, using a phrase like "submit to you as my prince" is definitely a red flag. My guess is it's either hoping to use you failing to go a week as a means of destroying your self esteem to make you easier to manipulate, or it's trying to make you go the week to make you super pent up and have you fall to some worse form of temptation.

      Try and go the week, but be extremely careful near the end. Your body and emotions will act a lot differently than you're used to, so be wary of your actions especially any that seem abnormal. Also be aware that avoiding temptation is often more important than resisting it.

      Also there's a chance the entity will use you having a wet dream as some kind of loophole to frick you over.

      WTF? So this is an actual thing that exists? Why is nobody talking about it? And yeah, I felt like it's obviously trying to trick me or fricking mess with me in some way. I just don't want to deal with this thing anymore, I've never been more terrified in my life. I don't know what it wants, I don't know why it's even doing this to me, I don't know what I even did.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >WTF? So this is an actual thing that exists? Why is nobody talking about it?
        I'm the anon you're responding to and I have no idea if it's real. My advice was just educated guesses based on us assuming it's real cause I thought that was the point of the thread.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Well it's obviously fricking SOMETHING. I want to say it's a demon, since I'm religious myself, and that's the only explanation I can make from this entire thing. It's only occurred to me now that I have never described what the entity looks like.

          It's this very tall, malformed, humanoid creature. I would say it's about 8 feet tall. The body consists of nothing but this black fabric or whatever the frick it's supposed to be, and the head is a normal-esque human head, but it's blood red in color. It also looks really disfigured. The best way I can explain it is this, imagine you took a human head, submerged it in boiling water for a bit, and then began to peel the face off slightly. That's what it's head looks like.

          It has this massive, toothless grin and the eyes are wide open at all times. I've never seen it's face move from the expression it makes even once. Not in my visions of the entity, nor in my real world hallucinations of the creature.

          I thought that maybe I was just going insane, but this is far too real for me to be insane.

          So you either get over being 2 h0rny
          Or you get a cute succubus thing following you around everyday

          Sounds like an absolute win either way

          I can hear the thing screaming in my head occasionally, and it's so extremely loud. This thing does not have any sort of good intent.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >I thought that maybe I was just going insane, but this is far too real for me to be insane
            How is it 'far too real'? Nothing you've described requires any explanation outside of it being in your head. How much time do you spend on here? I've noticed that a lot of people on here report having far more schizophrenic tendencies and hallucinations while they're using this site regularly.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Well, for one, I don't think I can be concious of my own insanity. I don't know how it works, but I feel like if I was insane, I wouldn't acknowledge that it could be a possibility.

            Secondly, the visions that I get during the night are by far the most vivid. The entity genuinely stalks me and will just manifest somewhere and glare at me. I can see it fully. I've never thought of something even remotely close to this ever before, I don't know how my mind would even conjure up something like this. Again, I don't know how insanity works or what it even really is, but I'm certain that I'm not just making this thing up in my head. I've literally never visited this board before, I usually just frequent r9k or something for a laugh every now and then.

            Screaming? That seems obnoxious. Threaten to exorcism it if it doesn't start acting respectful towards you. Teach it manners anon. This is your house, your head, your rules.

            dont jerk it for a week pussy, and if it’s a demon simply call on Christ to expell it.

            I tried to do some exorcism techniques I found online because I'm so desperate to get rid of this thing, but nothing has worked. I talked to a priest, but he very obviously doesn't believe what I'm saying, even with the very dumbed down version I've been trying to explain to him.

            this. it’s your fricking head, step up. also, asking you to stop using for a week doesn’t exactly seem nefarious. what’s the worst that could happen? withdrawls but you accomplish something new a possibly gain a minion out of it? fricking do it, anon, i believe in you.

            Not once in all my years of addiction have I ever made it even CLOSE to a week. I know this, and the entity very clearly knew this too. That's why I'm so worried. I always rationalize some BS in my head about how it doesn't count, or how I'll just do it once and never again, or something else along those lines.

            >possibly gain a minion out of it
            Do you genuinely think that it would submit to me? What does that even really mean? Will it do anything I ask of it? I feel like that it might be a grave sin to harbor this entity around me and have it do what I want. I also fear that I will grow to become malevolent myself and I will inevitably send the entity to harm other people.

            However, I truly do wonder if I can somehow have it tell me more about what it is, and if there are others like it. I want to know if there is a world of these things we don't know about.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >However, I truly do wonder if I can somehow have it tell me more about what it is, and if there are others like it. I want to know if there is a world of these things we don't know about.
            i don’t have any answers but at the very least you might if you stick it out for that one week. plan around it. shit to distract you, keep you calm and busy. then at the end, see what happens and ask it those questions or tell it to frick off. it’s your brain, and though it’s obnoxious you don’t have to cave to someone screaming at you in it. again, what’s the worst that could happen? it’s just a week, and in the end you’ll have done something you’ve never done before.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >I don't know how it works, but I feel like if I was insane, I wouldn't acknowledge that it could be a possibility.
            That's nonsense based on media depictions. Insane people can and do question their sanity.
            >I've never thought of something even remotely close to this ever before, I don't know how my mind would even conjure up something like this
            The human mind can conjure all kinds of things the conscious mind would never conceive of.

            You said you were religious, so I'd recommend talking to a priest first, but after that it see a psychiatrist.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I have talked to a priest, though. However, I didn't explain the situation exactly. This is because I didn't want him to assume I was just insane and crazy. Yet he still assumed I was just insane and crazy. I could tell by his tone and his disbelief towards what I was saying.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Screaming? That seems obnoxious. Threaten to exorcism it if it doesn't start acting respectful towards you. Teach it manners anon. This is your house, your head, your rules.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            this. it’s your fricking head, step up. also, asking you to stop using for a week doesn’t exactly seem nefarious. what’s the worst that could happen? withdrawls but you accomplish something new a possibly gain a minion out of it? fricking do it, anon, i believe in you.

  2. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    The entity is probably not on your side, using a phrase like "submit to you as my prince" is definitely a red flag. My guess is it's either hoping to use you failing to go a week as a means of destroying your self esteem to make you easier to manipulate, or it's trying to make you go the week to make you super pent up and have you fall to some worse form of temptation.

    Try and go the week, but be extremely careful near the end. Your body and emotions will act a lot differently than you're used to, so be wary of your actions especially any that seem abnormal. Also be aware that avoiding temptation is often more important than resisting it.

    Also there's a chance the entity will use you having a wet dream as some kind of loophole to frick you over.

  3. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Too late now anon, you gotta lock it up in a wiener cage and sleep in 30-45 minute intervals round the clock to avoid getting mindfricked now

  4. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Just wanted to say I believe you can find happiness and joy. Others to connect with and help you can receive. Adventures to be had and dreams to follow. I hope for the best for you anon, and others too. This message applies to others as well.

  5. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    So you either get over being 2 h0rny
    Or you get a cute succubus thing following you around everyday

    Sounds like an absolute win either way

  6. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    dont jerk it for a week pussy, and if it’s a demon simply call on Christ to expell it.

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