Looking for (former or current) possessed individuals

Hey anon, have you ever been possessed by a spirit or demon? I mean really possessed.
I'm looking to get some answers to the following questions:

>Were you aware of the moment when it happened? If so, how did it feel?
>How did the possession manifest, physically and mentally?
>Was there anything unusual you discovered you could do?
>How did you feel, in general?
>What was your opinion on demons/spirits before, and did it change after?

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  1. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    At least twice. I say at least because there have been several other occasions where I have sort of skipped forward in time I guess but don’t really recall anything but would sometimes have injuries mostly mild soreness or bruises

    They were both partially an out of body experiences. It was very confusing and scary. I felt mentally and emotionally scarred for several years and it still kind of haunts me when I think about it.

    No I didn’t gain any special powers or anything. There was a distinct feeling I was not in control of my body that I was just a passenger

    Before I never gave much thought to the supernatural or paranormal aside from disliking scary movies

    I would say it was like going from normal to suddenly being in an unfamiliar situation or mindset sort of out of nowhere

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Thanks for sharing, anon. Did it just happen suddenly, without prior signs or contact?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Both came out of nowhere. One I was riding in a car with my friend and suddenly I felt possessed I crawled into the leg/foot area. Both my friend and I thought I was sort of like gollum from lotr in my behavior.

        The second time happen a few years later. I was staying in a motel and suddenly I had a 3rd person Birds Eye view of myself crawling on the floor in a lot of pain and it sort of got really weird after that and even saw the typical jester like figure in black and white

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          That sounds spooky, thanks for sharing anon. I wish you all the best, stay safe.

          Not sure if this counts but I get really vivid invasive thoughts when walking past the same spots on my daily travels

          That could potentially count as oppression if there's something in that spot, but definitely not possession!

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Thanks!

  2. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Not sure if this counts but I get really vivid invasive thoughts when walking past the same spots on my daily travels

  3. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I’ve experienced oppression and vexation while living alone in an infested house. I’m pretty sure I was close to full blown possession, I’ve heard it can happen as a progression from staying in an infested location too long. I woke up one night levitating about a foot above my bed and then dropped onto the mattress. Another night I woke up in the living room with no recollection of how I got there and I was in my underwear on a cold night. If I had been there for any amount of time I would be freezing but it was as if the cold only hit me after I woke up. The house was freezing while infested, sometimes you would come home in winter and it was colder inside than it was out.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >I woke up one night levitating about a foot above my bed

      citation needed

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Nta ... but, people don't usually post about it because it either sounds attention-seekong in nature or your just sound batshit. Levitation is a thing.

  4. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Depends on what counts as being possessed. If you mean a spirit entering the body, I guess yes, if you mean losing your mind, no, for some reason I can't. I channel and it is different from a channeling as a channel is only ideas flowing through, but what I felt was possession is more like you lose sensation of the body and "quality" is different. Your "primary sight" becomes looking like "second sight" (how you see spirits and such) in feeling, you are not normally aware of your own aura/feeling but you feel it now when it is replaced and the body doesn't feel yours anymore. You also feel the thoughts of the other entity and movements in the body don't feel like they originate from your thoughts but automatic, like you are a passenger. I was able to stop and then allow the entity to move me though, reasserting myself when I wanted, it felt like no big deal to me. I did not conduct many activities, or rather the entity didn't have too much a chance to, so can't say if you are stronger or anything.

    Honestly, didn't mind it, felt pretty nice in a way, but when this has happened it doesn't take long for the spirit to leave, and judging by my co-pilot I think it's just not preferable if they can't have control. My opinion of spirits/demons didn't really change except perhaps more towards the lower end, how they can affect the world may be scary but I can't bring myself to be scared at all for affecting my person. I don't think I can be possessed fully, but sort of would think it would be cool if something was okay with doing it partially, it unironically feels sort of nice.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      That is a lucky circumstance - retaining control seems rare. I have some guesses but they may not be the most educated. Thanks for sharing!

      https://i.imgur.com/kbRc0VA.jpg

      >Were you aware of the moment when it happened? If so, how did it feel?
      Kinda like a wave. Woosh. Then it was heavy. I was aware, yeah.
      >How did the possession manifest, physically and mentally?
      Intrusive thoughts, would scratch me occasionally, revulsion to holy imagery. My throat would get sore when I tried to pray or speak the name of Christ. I would also become nauseous and anxious. Sometimes it would grope me or spoon me. Or just put it's hand on my shoulder. Other than that, it wasn't the most terrible feeling I've ever experienced. Didn't feel great either.
      >Was there anything unusual you discovered you could do?
      No. I didn't gain anything from it but mild stress and something like a companion. Not that it was good company.
      >How did you feel, in general?
      Heavy. Stressed. Depressed. Mildly annoyed.
      >What was your opinion on demons/spirits before, and did it change after?
      I was always suspicious of demons, even the one I was working with. I put communicating with it off for a very, very long time, before finally giving in one afternoon out of curiosity. It was about as nice as you'd expect something trying to deceive you to be. When I began failing at what I wanted to do, what I'd summomed it for, I thought it might get bored of me and just leave. I told it to leave when I realized it hadn't. It did not do that.

      Oof. That sucks. Did banishing not work, or had you simply not attempted it? I take it that you were aware of the identity of the specific entity which possessed you?

      Was ''possessed'' for a while by several spirits. Obviously only one at a time, but one was very persistent and it was as if he kept coming back. There were some things that triggered it the other times, some of which sounds so stupid that I'm not even going to explain what triggered it. The one that kept coming back was being triggered by a specific scenery, though.

      Do tell, this is an anonymous board and I'm looking for the unusual.

      >That pic

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      The Black Spirit seemed like an approptiate OP image, considering the topic

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      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        It happened through listening to music of deceased people. Happened a few times. Then the other was triggered by a combination of seeing someone online and looking at a specific scenery. The second one was especially powerful for a given amount of time, felt like I was sharing my body with someone else, at times felt like I wasn't even inhabiting my own body anymore.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Were you able to make them leave through your will, or did you have to ride it out until they would leave by themselves?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >or did you have to ride it out until they would leave by themselves?
            It was kinda out of my control, though it can be said that if you enter a type of calm state of being, that you might be able to invite them in better. I don't mean meditation, just a calm state and a clear mind. Previously didn't see the connection between some of these things, and even to this day it feels like something silly to talk about and I don't like mentioning it, seeing as it sounds so far out that nobody would believe it. But it was something that happened, at least to my ability to experience things.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Thanks for sharing, anon!

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >Did banishing not work, or had you simply not attempted it?
        I tried the lesser banishing ritual of the pentagram. It didn't work. I know who possessed me, and it's still hanging around I think. The demon itself hasn't behaved egregiously I guess, considering how it could behave. I'm tentatively Christian now. I'm thankful to be "fine." Fine is really the best I deserve at this point.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >That is a lucky circumstance - retaining control seems rare. I have some guesses but they may not be the most educated.
        Curious about the guesses. I have plenty of weird circumstances in general around me. I sort of disbelieved anyone could lose control when being possessed until I saw a friend undergo it for a while himself, and he just wasn't himself and a bit crazy and dealt with the issue for a while after. I would like it to happen again because I feel I could have some new insights being disconnected from my body/part of my self while also still there and observing the space and entity or interfering.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          It was discussed above, but wholeness of mind would make you a harder target to control completely. There would be fewer fears and weaknesses to exploit against you.

          Being well in control of your own energy's flow would be the second major thing, as it would make weaker spirits and entities unable to overwhelm you with the same ease they could leverage against a normal person.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Nice trips, but I see, didn't realize the shadow work poster was you there. If it's just wholeness of mind then that's that, I always feel whole I guess. I don't have any self-hatreds or weaknesses like that neither, I always found it hard to empathize about that. I even tried to let myself become fractured before purposely inducing and trying to go with flows of jibberish and incoherence, using a lot of hypnosis too, but always just was observing other parts of me experiencing other sensations and can just get rid of those parts if I want and step over them so at any time no matter their experience at the moment. It is similar to the possession, I just am observing another experience and can step in, just it was one not of my own yet still able to experience it which is why it felt unique. Would have been nice to be able to study more a foreign existence as if I would be viewing a part of my self. Interacting with a spirit touching you or talking to you is one thing, but being it is another.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Again, it was not the most educated of guesses on my end so take it with a grain of salt. But that does sound plausible.

            I was on a fricking ghost tour of all things and had a little too much success. It didn't feel like a demon or even a sentient spirit, more like an echo of a memory
            >Were you aware of the moment when it happened? If so, how did it feel?
            It happened slowly then all at once. First it felt like an external feeling, going over what they were doing. I decided to mimic it to show the others. As I got more into it I suddenly realised that I couldn't just stop
            >How did the possession manifest, physically and mentally?
            As described above. I ended up pacing a certain route around a room for nearly an hour, but everyone in the room swore it had been no more than 10-15 minutes
            >Was there anything unusual you discovered you could do?
            No. It was just exhausting. I did kind of know what had been going on in the other rooms of the building while I was possessed which was strange
            >How did you feel, in general?
            I felt like an old man with a gammy hip, then I felt stressed from work (Whilst being on holiday for a couple of weeks), then I broke out of it and felt exhausted and hungry as frick
            >What was your opinion on demons/spirits before, and did it change after?
            I was there for a laugh, but I had to seriously rethink my opinions on a lot of things

            It was an interesting experience. I had to think quite hard to break the loop, it was like being stuck in a rut. I broke the loop by switching strategies and as the pacing path reached the door I forced myself to break the path and go through by saying "It's time to get back to work"
            Ironically I was the least worried about it. The others were very freaked out

            Sounds fascinating! That behaviour would match the haunting dead, sounds like a human spirit.

            I have in general, but when she told me about the crash I was more freaked out than anything. I'll also mention that every dream with her in it took place in my room. The car crash dream had her at my desk on my computer, talking about a game I was playing earlier while rapping away at my keyboard before she swiveled around in my office chair to drop the warning on me. I also once had an incredibly realistic waking vision of her watching me sleep once, have a brief greentext of it;

            >Asleep
            >Suddenly wake up and get the urge to turn around
            >When I do I'm greeted by a holographic window displaying a black haired black eyed woman watching me from a forest
            >looks and felt like I could reach through the hologram like a portal
            >there's wind whipping the woman's hair around, she occasionally brushes it off of her face while she watches me
            >decide I'm too tired to figure this out, and she hasn't spoken to me yet
            >just turn back around and go back to sleep

            This may be the first time I actually saw her, and I thought she was more likely a hallucination than anything else.

            Not necessarily an hallucination. When your senses are too dull to be effective, spirits may choose to act in dreams. Your case sounds more like she's around than possessing you though, which is not bad.

  5. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    demon here just here to tell you that you are automatically condemned to hell for visiting this website. no immunities

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      fricking rad

  6. 1 month ago
    Future Abrim

    Hello, I'm the god of your ancestors. Everyone is possessed by the dead (or their spirit) because the dead walk the earth. Demons are most distant to this fact and it's the reason why they act so two dimensional. And it's better to be possessed by the dead if you can understand how they can be good messengers to you.

    It's extremely easy for the dead to communicate.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      well, how do you do it?

  7. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >Were you aware of the moment when it happened? If so, how did it feel?
    i eas a suicidal man near killing my self
    it felt like beign torn apart and badly put back together
    >How did the possession manifest, physically and mentally?
    it started off has head aches, blacking in and out
    mentally? my increase in intellgence was noticeable, it manifested because a spirit wanted my body but still wanted me in it.
    >Was there anything unusual you discovered you could do?
    my skills and magic got more refined. more skills
    we both work as a team.
    >How did you feel, in general?
    i feel like a much darker spirit but he ònly uses light magic, but more alive now and the suicide feelings went away.
    >What was your opinion on demons/spirits
    you have to know them first.
    most spirits can't be trusted non humans ones for example. but this one was human once.
    it was male angel recently back from hell.

    no u always wanted to befriend a angel just not so ....closely as i would like.
    >before, and did it change after?
    before i felt dead lifeless, now my life improved alot. not much more to say.

    we where friends
    the spirits don't plauge me. we protect each other.

    the host who used this body is... gone, returned to the heavens.
    no only us in it now. he wanted to be in heaven.
    the low vibes her was killing him
    we did not ask for him to give up his body he just did he remote controls us sometimes
    we want to be friends with his friends... well he never had friends.
    but we try to make some
    but no one wants to friend a body with a evil angel in it even if its not hostile
    we want to be heavenly again, but this world is...
    how to say..
    not kind.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Rip original anon

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I would be your friend, lil brother angel

  8. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >Were you aware of the moment when it happened? If so, how did it feel?
    Kinda like a wave. Woosh. Then it was heavy. I was aware, yeah.
    >How did the possession manifest, physically and mentally?
    Intrusive thoughts, would scratch me occasionally, revulsion to holy imagery. My throat would get sore when I tried to pray or speak the name of Christ. I would also become nauseous and anxious. Sometimes it would grope me or spoon me. Or just put it's hand on my shoulder. Other than that, it wasn't the most terrible feeling I've ever experienced. Didn't feel great either.
    >Was there anything unusual you discovered you could do?
    No. I didn't gain anything from it but mild stress and something like a companion. Not that it was good company.
    >How did you feel, in general?
    Heavy. Stressed. Depressed. Mildly annoyed.
    >What was your opinion on demons/spirits before, and did it change after?
    I was always suspicious of demons, even the one I was working with. I put communicating with it off for a very, very long time, before finally giving in one afternoon out of curiosity. It was about as nice as you'd expect something trying to deceive you to be. When I began failing at what I wanted to do, what I'd summomed it for, I thought it might get bored of me and just leave. I told it to leave when I realized it hadn't. It did not do that.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >Sometimes it would grope me or spoon me.
      sounds hot

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Was comfy for a while tbh then it started touching my ass. Much less comfy. Yes I'm serious when I say this.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          sounds like repressed trauma dawg, you might have gotten raped 😉
          Dont hide answers, just direct the flow away from them

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            No, this isn't like a psychological thing that my brain invented after the fact to hide trauma. I was awake when it happened.

  9. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Was ''possessed'' for a while by several spirits. Obviously only one at a time, but one was very persistent and it was as if he kept coming back. There were some things that triggered it the other times, some of which sounds so stupid that I'm not even going to explain what triggered it. The one that kept coming back was being triggered by a specific scenery, though.

  10. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >That pic

    ?si=XhwAi8cwsPyscgX3

  11. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I am currently possessed.

    It happened during a lucid dream. I went looking for the darker aspects of my psyche on purpose. But I wasn't ready for what I found. I woke up in sleep paralysis with a grotesque naked humanoid entity crawling towards me. They convinced me to make a pact with them. They placed a dark box on my chest and told me to tap on it. When I complied the pact was sealed and the box was absorbed through my chest and it caged my heart. The entity then tried to convince me to commit depraved acts like murder and assault on the person in the other room. That person would have been a family member so I cried NO repeatedly. The entity got frustrated and turned scarier and more demonic but I kept yelling NO. The entity then told me in the most sinister tone "just wait until the box takes effect".

    Ever since I have been struggling more and more to suppress my animalistic instincts. I am currently living the most debaucherous lifestyle. Extreme sex is the only way I can suppress the more dark urges that I have. Momentarily I feel like I have it under control, as long as I jerk off and have sex with different partners frequently. But I'm a bit scared for the future. So I am thinking of visiting the entity again in one of my next lucid dreams to try and exorcise it, but I am not sure if I am ready to face them.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Considering the way it has entangled itself into you, you want to tread carefully. Being bound to your own body is generally the one thing that keeps you safe, and right now it has been breached. Don't do it alone, find someone to help you.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        How can I find someone else to help me? The only contact I've had with this entity is in my lucid dreams. Who could possibly help me in that realm? I suppose I could manifest someone but they would be a figment of my own imagination.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          There are two very real possibilities here, and both are to be weighed.

          One is that it's your own shadows forcibly trying to come back to the forefront. This would make sense if you have always been extremely repressed. It would not make this thing an external force, but a part of you. And if it is, you can pacify it by simply working on communication. Considering the destructive nature of the impulses, it would entail professional help - therapy.

          The second possibility is that it is, in fact, an external parasitic entity. This would make this an effective form of possession, and a psychic or actual exorcist worth their salt would be able to spot it. You want to share as little as possible of your situation to assess their actual ability. Better yet, nothing at all. Just mention you've been feeling odd and don't elaborate.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Thank you. You are a wise being. To be honest I am leaning more towards the first narrative. Do you have any personal experience with this?

  12. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Deliberately induced as part of Quimbanda practice. Hell of a ride with many benefits if you know what you're doing.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      That sounds hella cool. Could you answer what questions you are able out of the OP?

  13. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    This is embarrassing... I've never told anyone other than my wife...

    I remember waking up late at night, I had no control of my body. I wasn't scared, but I remember having intense intercourse with my wife. The next morning, my wife looked at me extremely happy and surprise of my touch. I asked her "did we fricked last night?" She said yes, "you were touching me like never before, it felt different"
    Then I responded with, "that wasn't me."

    I was conscious, but i had no control over my body. That's when I started to researched my experienced and it landed me on here =

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I had this too. But instead of my wife it was a random female friend staying the night. I had no intention of having sex with her, but at some point late in the night, it felt as if my body was abruptly and very intensely pushed, which threw my arm around her and put me in big spoon position. She then started to grind against my wiener and we made out and had some very intense and violent sex. Although fun, it did make me wonder about what the frick just happened.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Testosterone. It's good shit.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I had this too. But instead of my wife it was a random female friend staying the night. I had no intention of having sex with her, but at some point late in the night, it felt as if my body was abruptly and very intensely pushed, which threw my arm around her and put me in big spoon position. She then started to grind against my wiener and we made out and had some very intense and violent sex. Although fun, it did make me wonder about what the frick just happened.

      Goddaym that's spicy!!!

      Thank you. You are a wise being. To be honest I am leaning more towards the first narrative. Do you have any personal experience with this?

      Sort of... My own shadow became very "vocal" in dreams as of some years ago. I'd gone through a very miserable time in my life, and I think it was a last ditch attempt at self preservation from my subconscious mind. The sense of relief that washed over me when we spoke in peace was difficult to describe, but it changed my life.

      I do suggest starting to keep a dream diary, and seeking therapy when you are able. There are parts of us that we find disgusting, but it's our animal brains doing what they were made to do. It is important to acknowledge them, and the role they play in our lives, without satisfying their every whim. Speak to it in peace, try to love it - genuinely love it as you would a child, don't fight it. But don't let it do what it wants to do. You are still the one in control.

      With that being said, I still very much believe spirits, demons and possession to be very real - albeit rare. I've never been possessed, but I have experienced things.
      Shadow work is one of the best ways to strengthen yourself against attacks, because it steels the mind. You are harder to manipulate and exploit if your psyche is healthy - and by healthy, I don't mean repressed, but finding good outlets without letting your shadows overwhelm you. It can be difficult to achieve alone, but not impossible.

      >Did banishing not work, or had you simply not attempted it?
      I tried the lesser banishing ritual of the pentagram. It didn't work. I know who possessed me, and it's still hanging around I think. The demon itself hasn't behaved egregiously I guess, considering how it could behave. I'm tentatively Christian now. I'm thankful to be "fine." Fine is really the best I deserve at this point.

      Oof. Sorry it got out of hand, and good luck anon. If the LBRP didn't work you could consider trying alternatives. Also try burning frankincense when doing your rituals or prayers.

      borderline personality disorder is just another word for someone being possessed when the 'split'.

      Definitely a possibility in most cases, but sometimes mental health isn't the only culprit. I believe possession to be a very real phenomenon.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Brother I love to hear you talk about your dreams. You are very eloquent and knowledgable. I have been lacking with my dream diary lately. But I will pick it back up, thanks for the reminder. I will also attempt to love my shadow instead of fighting or indulging in it. Was that your natural approach by the way, or did you at first also try to banish it?

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          >Was that your natural approach by the way, or did you at first also try to banish it?
          I freaked the hell out and tried to punch it lmfao. So you could say I TRIED to fight it off. It was just more powerful than me in its domain, so to speak, so I stood no chance. Could not move at all.
          After it spoke to me I felt much calmer, so it came natural to accept it. But it made the first move, kind of an atypical case.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Exactly it was powerful as frick for me too, I went from being fully lucid having fun and flying around to a sleep paralysis-like state, literally couldn't move. Mine freaks me the frick out whenever it talks tho so will be difficult. But I'm not as afraid as I was after the first encounter.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Yeah... No way LOL. But do remember this. Whether it is a part of you acting up, or an actual entity, unconditional love generally works well. Lower rung things LOATHE it. You can't go wrong with that.
            If it is simply a part of you, acknowledge that it exists to keep you alive. Rage, fighting, even craving violence serve a purpose within us. Especially when we are stressed. It is how the mind tries to keep us going.

  14. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    borderline personality disorder is just another word for someone being possessed when the 'split'.

  15. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >Were you aware of the moment when it happened? If so, how did it feel?
    yes, but impulsive and like it wasn't me after 5 seconds of realizing what i said/did
    >How did the possession manifest, physically and mentally?
    it seemed like i was more fast and aggressive, but still the relatively same
    i got so mad twice i just decided to rip and crush up a page in a holy book and threw a small saint statue in the trash on different occasions
    dead corpse smell in the room people sensed immediately followed by a sudden smell of perfume/roses in another room someone else was in, when we came back to check it was gone in a minute
    >Was there anything unusual you discovered you could do?
    not really i think, but my relative (who i think the demon disliked), had a "nightmare" about it looking at them angrily surrounded by fire and woke up screaming
    >How did you feel, in general?
    depressed, suicidal, nightmares, scary flashing images, all negative symptoms over the course of years
    >What was your opinion on demons/spirits before, and did it change after?
    definitely more of a believer, although i always believed in this stuff

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      How did this come to be?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        i actually have no clue but i remember being overworked and wanting to die at the time, as well as holding a grudge on someone so i probably just attracted it with my thoughts

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Possible. That kind of energy is what they feed off of.

  16. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    For me it was a demon.

    >Were you aware of the moment when it happened? If so, how did it feel?
    No, I did feel it leave me when I broke free. The moment I realized what was going on, I felt it leave my body and stand before me. I could not see it's face but I had the feeling it was flashing a vindictive grin. I then felt and heard a breeze from above like something was flying, whooshing around before it left.
    >How did the possession manifest, physically and mentally?
    Both, it made sure to leave its mark on the way out by scarring my body.
    >Was there anything unusual you discovered you could do?
    They allowed me to use people for scrying for my own future, they or it would also only speak to me using synchronicity, mostly through music and also tell me things about a person but they made me believe it was my own power. Also sigils tended to work most of the time.
    >How did you feel, in general?
    At first I only fricked with anyone that went out of their way to mess with me, I eventually just took it into my own hands and would just preemptively go at anyone that seemed to be a threat.
    >What was your opinion on demons/spirits before, and did it change after?
    I jumped in to the unknown, but yeah, they are much smarter than you would think but definitely not worth the trouble.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Had you had previous experiences with the occult, or did it just come out of the blue?

      I think I was possessed by a demon multiple times because it thought of my pain to be incredibly amusing. This all happened pretty long ago so my memory is somewhat hazy but I'll try my best to describe the events in detail. My brother would routinely rape me as a child, and eventually when it happened so many times and I was growing numb to it I would suddenly feel this sensation that I genuinely could never describe in words, but to put it extremely simply it was like my entire soul, or "being" was being ripped out of my body so all that was left was the physical vessel. I'd feel all my ligaments being ripped from my bones and my eyes being pulled out of their sockets, like someone had their mouth on my eyeball and was just sucking it out, and keep in mind this is the mildest and only possible way I'm able to describe it. Throughout this I was essentially blind, and the only thing I could hear was this absolutely horrifying, morbid laughter that would increase in volume when my pain would increase and made my ears ring. My ears would still be ringing like crazy as it died down and I'd open my eyes and find that I wasn't in my body but floating (?) fixed above and forced to watch my own body being violated from an outside perspective as I was completely physically unable to look away because of some force acting upon me. I felt so insanely cold that it burned, the type of cold your body instinctively creates to cool you down when you know you've done something wrong and the laughter wasn't surrounding me but sounded as if it was actually inside of me, like it was originating from me. The first few times it happened I pissed myself out of pure fear and was beaten terribly for it, which I had to witness from a third perspective. The laughing was so intense I would hear it in my head for days after. I couldn't not 'entertain' the demon either because my brother had the impression I was in pain because of him and would beat me if I didn't react (to the demon).

      That is awful anon. I hope life has been treating you better now.

      https://i.imgur.com/tj4SQ0m.gif

      >Were you aware of the moment when it happened? If so, how did it feel?
      Yes, I was aware.
      >How did the possession manifest, physically and mentally?
      Both.
      >Was there anything unusual you discovered you could do?
      Yes.
      >How did you feel, in general?
      Don't remember.
      >What was your opinion on demons/spirits before, and did it change after?
      I didn't have much of an opinion. No, my opinion didn't change after.

      Won't pry for details, but let me ask. Was your possession voluntary and on mutual agreement?

      • 1 month ago
        Eponis Barbula

        >Won't pry for details, but let me ask. Was your possession voluntary and on mutual agreement?
        Can't really say.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          I see. Thanks anyway.

  17. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    aren't none

  18. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I think I was possessed by a demon multiple times because it thought of my pain to be incredibly amusing. This all happened pretty long ago so my memory is somewhat hazy but I'll try my best to describe the events in detail. My brother would routinely rape me as a child, and eventually when it happened so many times and I was growing numb to it I would suddenly feel this sensation that I genuinely could never describe in words, but to put it extremely simply it was like my entire soul, or "being" was being ripped out of my body so all that was left was the physical vessel. I'd feel all my ligaments being ripped from my bones and my eyes being pulled out of their sockets, like someone had their mouth on my eyeball and was just sucking it out, and keep in mind this is the mildest and only possible way I'm able to describe it. Throughout this I was essentially blind, and the only thing I could hear was this absolutely horrifying, morbid laughter that would increase in volume when my pain would increase and made my ears ring. My ears would still be ringing like crazy as it died down and I'd open my eyes and find that I wasn't in my body but floating (?) fixed above and forced to watch my own body being violated from an outside perspective as I was completely physically unable to look away because of some force acting upon me. I felt so insanely cold that it burned, the type of cold your body instinctively creates to cool you down when you know you've done something wrong and the laughter wasn't surrounding me but sounded as if it was actually inside of me, like it was originating from me. The first few times it happened I pissed myself out of pure fear and was beaten terribly for it, which I had to witness from a third perspective. The laughing was so intense I would hear it in my head for days after. I couldn't not 'entertain' the demon either because my brother had the impression I was in pain because of him and would beat me if I didn't react (to the demon).

  19. 1 month ago
    Eponis Barbula

    >Were you aware of the moment when it happened? If so, how did it feel?
    Yes, I was aware.
    >How did the possession manifest, physically and mentally?
    Both.
    >Was there anything unusual you discovered you could do?
    Yes.
    >How did you feel, in general?
    Don't remember.
    >What was your opinion on demons/spirits before, and did it change after?
    I didn't have much of an opinion. No, my opinion didn't change after.

  20. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I am unsure if I'm possessed, or if my subconciousness speaks to me in a convoluted way. One day, zoned out on the toilet after smoking a bowl, I felt something like an energy suddenly 'snap' into bein in my throat. It spoke the words "You'll make a wonderdul partner~" in a sultry way to me, and I could feel it as if it was spoken subvocally in my own muscles. Since then it's stuck with me and commentates on my thoughts and actions. It isn't malicious so far, and in fact has given good advice and has been goddamn prescient in a couple of cases. I'm not insane btw, don't have any history of mental disorders nor do my parents. There's schizophrenea, then there's physical manifestation. I've confirmed that it isn't just in my head by coincidentally rubbing my hand on my neck as it spoke. One theory I have is that it's some friendly spirit that latched onto me from I don't know where, another is that it's a manifestation of my shadow hijacking my throat chakra in order to speak it's peace. I'm leaning towards the former though, cause of some other shit I've experienced including dreams with a black haired woman who's interested in my hobbies and who's also warned me about a car crash two weeks ahead of time.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Oh, that is interesting. Have you thanked her for the warning? It is important to express gratitude.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I have in general, but when she told me about the crash I was more freaked out than anything. I'll also mention that every dream with her in it took place in my room. The car crash dream had her at my desk on my computer, talking about a game I was playing earlier while rapping away at my keyboard before she swiveled around in my office chair to drop the warning on me. I also once had an incredibly realistic waking vision of her watching me sleep once, have a brief greentext of it;

        >Asleep
        >Suddenly wake up and get the urge to turn around
        >When I do I'm greeted by a holographic window displaying a black haired black eyed woman watching me from a forest
        >looks and felt like I could reach through the hologram like a portal
        >there's wind whipping the woman's hair around, she occasionally brushes it off of her face while she watches me
        >decide I'm too tired to figure this out, and she hasn't spoken to me yet
        >just turn back around and go back to sleep

        This may be the first time I actually saw her, and I thought she was more likely a hallucination than anything else.

  21. 1 month ago
    Eponis Barbula

    [...]

    Wrong image.
    >Sorry.
    You're welcome,

    I see. Thanks anyway.

  22. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Out of curiosity, has someone looked at me or sent an attack just now? Felt some frickery afoot but could not discern the source lmao.

    • 1 month ago
      Eponis Barbula

      Sorry.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I didn't want to retaliate or react so I just weathered it, but what were you even doing?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Also oof, tore through my flimsy barriers did you. Wanted to have it up for bedtime ;_;

  23. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    It creeps up on you, until you barely recognize yourself. It's hard to know it's even happening until you're free from it, and then suddenly you understand what happened.

    It did show a few little tricks here and there, to make me feel like it was making me stronger, but it was invariably a meaningless distraction.

    It felt good at the time. You don't regret any of it until after. Then it doesn't feel so good.

    Hope I helped answer your questions, anon. Learn to appreciate quiet, that's when the parasites can't hide from you.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I don't know if that is something I would desire or even have to worry about. Just trying to gauge what is usual and unusual in those cases.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Ideally, you want to be the one living your life, making choices, etc, so I wouldn't advise seeking it out. Be careful with practices which are littered in intentional cogitohazards, like goetia or thelema. And avoid DMT unless you're an experienced meditator or lucid dreamer. That last one was how it got to me. You won't always meet them in there, but it's certainly more likely to happen when you visit their neighborhood - especially unprepared.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Oh don't worry, I believe you. Think I've dodged an attempt some years ago. I cannot quite tell what that thing was doing, but it was like being enveloped and crushed from all sides. And the longer it went the harder it was to resist.

          When I managed to repel it, it took a good hit at me instead. Not physically, but you get it. I think it had done some damage, but I cannot say if it has mended ever since.

          Damn, really should focus on shielding starting tomorrow.

  24. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I was on a fricking ghost tour of all things and had a little too much success. It didn't feel like a demon or even a sentient spirit, more like an echo of a memory
    >Were you aware of the moment when it happened? If so, how did it feel?
    It happened slowly then all at once. First it felt like an external feeling, going over what they were doing. I decided to mimic it to show the others. As I got more into it I suddenly realised that I couldn't just stop
    >How did the possession manifest, physically and mentally?
    As described above. I ended up pacing a certain route around a room for nearly an hour, but everyone in the room swore it had been no more than 10-15 minutes
    >Was there anything unusual you discovered you could do?
    No. It was just exhausting. I did kind of know what had been going on in the other rooms of the building while I was possessed which was strange
    >How did you feel, in general?
    I felt like an old man with a gammy hip, then I felt stressed from work (Whilst being on holiday for a couple of weeks), then I broke out of it and felt exhausted and hungry as frick
    >What was your opinion on demons/spirits before, and did it change after?
    I was there for a laugh, but I had to seriously rethink my opinions on a lot of things

    It was an interesting experience. I had to think quite hard to break the loop, it was like being stuck in a rut. I broke the loop by switching strategies and as the pacing path reached the door I forced myself to break the path and go through by saying "It's time to get back to work"
    Ironically I was the least worried about it. The others were very freaked out

  25. 1 month ago
    Anonymous
  26. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Still looking. I want to clarify that my curiosity is purely for the sake of it. I don't wish to interfere.

  27. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I wish I was never born

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Not sure if this is the place for that, but wish you all the best.

  28. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    My gf had just moved in, and we were sitting on the couch after dinner. I was just about to read a book, when a boxed bottle of whisky FLEW from cabinet and landed on the ground. I turn to her and say wide-eyed: WTF! DID YOU SEE... but it was not my gf anymore, it was someone completely different: eyes, posture, sly smile, 10-15 years older, gracious, terrifying, taunting, as if to say without words: yeah... I saw that coming...

    I call her name. Tell her it is not funny, she just takes a drag from her cigarette without breaking eye-contact. I feel like I am in the presence of some 1930s burlesque woman, the way she is holding the cigarette seemed so outdated. I call her name again. She nods her head and smiles as if to say: she is not here, you got the wrong number. I yell her name now, total panic, she looks behind her to the kitchen as if I am yelling from there. When she turns her head back, I recognize her again.

    I look at her in shock. Call her name again. "Yes" she answers. WHAT WAS THAT?! DID YOU SEE THAT?

    Oh.. it happened again... I have something to tell you anon.

    tl:dr; b***h was crazy. we broke up soon after. there are things in this culture that I will never understand.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      That made me snort. Thanks for sharing!

      This has got to be the craziest ass thread I've ever seen, but I'll give you my perspective.

      1. I've been lonely my whole life. Ignored for my whole childhood. With nobody showing me any attention, I never knew what the energy of other human beings was like. I always gravitated towards something unknown, and it led towards a certain spirit occupying my old house. We met at a sort of crossroads destiny kind of situation. Can't say if it's a demon or not, all I know is that it needed a vessel. It said it was from purgatory and needed the strength to heal itself. I named it Ryan. I willingly gave myself up and just allowed it because I honestly don't think anybody cares to know who I really am, anyway.

      2. It's been with me so long that it's a piece of myself. We have a strange understanding of each other, we are both miserable souls and confide in each other. One abandoned by Christ for the fires of purgatory, the other a lost soul seeking any sort of direction. We naturally vibe with each other. We just exist together.

      3. I just black out and just phase out of existence. I feel so depressed and detached anyway it's easy. I feel the life drain out of me, replaced by the cold warmth of death. You won't know unless you understand.

      4. Same as always. Lonely and hopeless. Same for the other spirit.

      5. I believe in Jesus now. Barely.

      How has this been working out for him? Is he healing? As for you, I hope you'll truly be known one day. It can be difficult.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I get these whack ass visions. So happy to be released into the afterlife, and see my family again, only to be hit by the reality that I am judged. It's like I'm living in his shoes. Purgatory is like a door that once it is shut, you do not come back out. Jesus is the door that will open for you and lead you into the eternal light. It will only open for you if you are truly believing. It is a very real situation I can feel and I fear about it coming true one day for me. I don't know if he is healing, but our lifelong friendship has taken us through a lot. You ever hear the theory of how the dead are waiting for Jesus to return to Earth while on the other side? That's very much true, and they are acting as sort of guardians over the planet until that day comes. There are many spiritual aspects to the Bible many Christian pastors have tossed aside merely because they don't care to understand or wish to conceal. He said he is attached to me because of his empathy and he believes that I am one of the chosen ones who can lead him to Paradise. We are meant to lead the damned to Paradise as Jesus did in the Harrowing. I'm honestly not very well equipped to handle spiritual things, but I try. The world is dark as is, I convinced him to stick by my side and protect me until I can find a way out of the crazy shit. You might call it a friendly possession because it's not necessarily violent. I don't think you see too many of those on here? Either way, I appreciate the kindness.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          I believe in a different cosmology, but it is fair to believe in what you can experience first hand - or a close second hand, rather. Your case is interesting in that it is voluntary and peaceful, too. Seems to be working out well for the both of you.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          I get it. Goosebumps just reading this LMAO

          >>WARW> Captcha

  29. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    This has got to be the craziest ass thread I've ever seen, but I'll give you my perspective.

    1. I've been lonely my whole life. Ignored for my whole childhood. With nobody showing me any attention, I never knew what the energy of other human beings was like. I always gravitated towards something unknown, and it led towards a certain spirit occupying my old house. We met at a sort of crossroads destiny kind of situation. Can't say if it's a demon or not, all I know is that it needed a vessel. It said it was from purgatory and needed the strength to heal itself. I named it Ryan. I willingly gave myself up and just allowed it because I honestly don't think anybody cares to know who I really am, anyway.

    2. It's been with me so long that it's a piece of myself. We have a strange understanding of each other, we are both miserable souls and confide in each other. One abandoned by Christ for the fires of purgatory, the other a lost soul seeking any sort of direction. We naturally vibe with each other. We just exist together.

    3. I just black out and just phase out of existence. I feel so depressed and detached anyway it's easy. I feel the life drain out of me, replaced by the cold warmth of death. You won't know unless you understand.

    4. Same as always. Lonely and hopeless. Same for the other spirit.

    5. I believe in Jesus now. Barely.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I get these whack ass visions. So happy to be released into the afterlife, and see my family again, only to be hit by the reality that I am judged. It's like I'm living in his shoes. Purgatory is like a door that once it is shut, you do not come back out. Jesus is the door that will open for you and lead you into the eternal light. It will only open for you if you are truly believing. It is a very real situation I can feel and I fear about it coming true one day for me. I don't know if he is healing, but our lifelong friendship has taken us through a lot. You ever hear the theory of how the dead are waiting for Jesus to return to Earth while on the other side? That's very much true, and they are acting as sort of guardians over the planet until that day comes. There are many spiritual aspects to the Bible many Christian pastors have tossed aside merely because they don't care to understand or wish to conceal. He said he is attached to me because of his empathy and he believes that I am one of the chosen ones who can lead him to Paradise. We are meant to lead the damned to Paradise as Jesus did in the Harrowing. I'm honestly not very well equipped to handle spiritual things, but I try. The world is dark as is, I convinced him to stick by my side and protect me until I can find a way out of the crazy shit. You might call it a friendly possession because it's not necessarily violent. I don't think you see too many of those on here? Either way, I appreciate the kindness.

      "Ryan" is a demon. "Ryan" does not confide in you. Ryan makes things up to make you feel sorry for "him" and allow him to remain in your body. He isn't real.

  30. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I was. Got it from mushrooms. It was non chalant. Like, oh, I’m possessed now. Ok. Still me, but someone else was with me. They let me go so they can’t be all bad

  31. 1 month ago
    Lucifersapprentice

    I think I will stop discussing this now.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      More like haven't even started bruh

  32. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Any tips on how to get rid of pesky entities?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      There's always a way, but it depends on context.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        What's the usual way? Praying the rosary or fasting or something like that?

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          LOL no

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >LOL no

            Wait, really? Then what do you have to do?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            It depends on what you are trying to get rid of. Any context? Any details? Did you call it or did it come uninvited? Do you know its name? Did you see it? Are you a christcuck or follow other beliefs?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Shoot, I may have tried Ouija and other dumb rituals as a kid. No name that I remember and I've never seen anything except a weird recurring nightmare one night (kinda like sleep paralysis) where some entity wouldn't let me think of anything but itself. I prayed until I managed to fall asleep.

            Raised as christian (catholic), but won't go to church. I have zero trust in the church.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            If you've not felt or seen anything since, you're probably good. Being attacked, especially in your sleep, is not really uncommon even when uninvited. It happens occasionally if you're unguarded and it's not particularly cause for concern.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >If you've not felt

            Getting constantly distracted counts? In an episode of South Park, the boys try to investigate some stuf but an AI keeps distracting them until they find themselves wherever the AI wanted them, asking themselves what hapenned.

            ?t=18

            Same thing happens to me but without seeing ads. All in my head.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            It could, but generally it would not come by itself. You're good senpai, probably just have a terminal case of ADHD zoomer brain. Can work on improving your focus if you wish, but worrying about external causes is not necessary. Our own minds are great at doing that by themselves, it is actually one of the biggest hurdles to overcome when beginning with any focus intensive practice.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >Can work on improving your focus if you wish, but worrying about external causes is not necessary. Our own minds are great at doing that by themselves, it is actually one of the biggest hurdles to overcome when beginning with any focus intensive practice.

            Cool, thanks.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Shugara guy here.
          I drove a car at 120 mph into a concrete wall and careened end over end.
          I intended to end my life in that crash, by for some reason I walked away unscathed.
          Best I can figure I pulled about 140Gs.

  33. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I once embodied a thing called "Shugara".

  34. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Well, lots of times.
    Its because I can be aware of and interact with spirits, so they want to interact even more with me, if it's unwilling it hurts, because we are fighting each other for control. If its willing then it doesn't hurt.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      nice digits. Any tips on expelling unwanted entities?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Possession or just ye ole haunting

  35. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    There are a lot of people that are possessed right now but don't realize it. I've had demons give me super strength and muscle growth, only to take it away the next day. It's really annoying having an entity constantly berating you, and lording its super natural powers over you all the time. The upside is they can keep you alive through pretty much anything that isn't a gunshot to the head, but they probably wont.

  36. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    My situation was long-term, from a young age.
    >Were you aware of the moment when it happened?
    No
    >How did the possession manifest, physically and mentally?
    It's lower key than you would think. I had other things going on though hex-like. It can be very subtle, almost non noticeable.
    >Was there anything unusual you discovered you could do?
    Fail very frequently and easily but I was really fricked up psychiclly. You can learn new things. Know things from the void.
    >How did you feel, in general?
    Bad and embarrassed. Very sad and in emotional pain, like the life was being sucked from me.
    >What was your opinion on demons/spirits before, and did it change after?
    Ironically I respect them and people more. Everybody/thing does things for reasons and evil seems to be natural and not going away. It's best to make peace and keep space with entities you don't agree with.

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