individual realities

I've come to the conclusion that we all live in our individual realities. There probably aren't many people whom experience/have their own reality, but that's why internet exists, it exists to connect all the different realities together.

I've come to this conclusion after observing so many people in my own reality betray their ideals. It's like nobody is consistent with their own ideals, places dedicated for "christ worship" end up being both masonic and devil worshipping. Everyone I know took the vaxx, more and more conservative people are turning liberal, thus betraying their original ideals.

I can't stand it. I feel like this entire reality exists to torture me with "cuck" porn. Everyone right wing person is giving up on their values and ideals, just to spite me, to extinguish the flame of hope that I have in my heart, that one day, these fricking cretins will wake the frick up.

This shit is killing all hope I have for this reality. I hope you guys are having much better realities.

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  1. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    yeah I hate modern women too. they are all conformists

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Imagine dating a Western woman LOL

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Imagine dating a Western woman LOL

      What are these weird bot replies? The thread is not about women. Elections coming up and derailing is in overdrive.

  2. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    dont jump on the transhumanist bullet train OP

    it goes straight to hell by way of apocalypse

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      yeah I know, I just couldn't find any good pictures for this topic, so I just picked something

  3. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >Everyone right wing person is giving up on their values and ideals, just to spite me, to extinguish the flame of hope that I have in my heart, that one day, these fricking cretins will wake the frick up.
    Sounds like you should find a different social circle, just because yours changed views doesn't' mean the opposite isn't happening somewhere else.

  4. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Just be alone. Spend time in nature. Nihilism is gay

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      But I want to find a woman

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        you can move on. thats always an option.
        consider the following:

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          But I'll be forever lonely without a woman

  5. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Cool man.

    Remember when we skipped school and saw gladiator. That was a good day, I liked that movie, thanks for going with me.

  6. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    in the absence of information verification each individual is a discrete timeline

  7. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >places dedicated for "christ worship" end up being both masonic and devil worshipping. Everyone I know took the vaxx, more and more conservative people are turning liberal, thus betraying their original ideals.
    also you have to learn mbti as sensors are present in all demographics and mine them out from within for anything they can use to sell and/or look human

  8. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Read this
    You won’t

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      sounds gay and larp

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Whys that?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      no shit

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >tripgay drool

  9. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Awww... the poor baby isn't special after all and needs his "troll bro's" to make him feel better...

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Nothing I do seems to change the reality to better. Even if I change, rest of people might die from IoB or vaxx deaths in coming years. So idk if it's worth me even trying

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        that's actually quite mature of you to admit anon
        I don't take back the "poor baby" remark though
        since it has more then on meaning

        anyways
        it's a "free will"
        you can't "make" anyone do anything

        but you can
        figure out how to get them to do stuff
        on their own

        for whatever that's worth

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          So manifestation might work? I've been trying to LoA a gf.. though I don't know how well that will work, if I can't get myself LoA'd out of traumas soon.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Now I don't know about all that. I mean can you be manifested into reality by the girl of your dreams when you were already born? Or do you think it's only guys who can manifest girls into being?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            What LoA general said is that if I try manifest a specific person, the version of that person that already loves me will shift into my reality. I don't know what the frick that even means but "creation is complete"

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            But the actual anecdotes had people not recommending a specific person because once they had it, they realized they weren't anything like they imagined them to be.
            Instead, you ask for someone that is like that, and you can also add that they look like this person, or anyone (the famous case was that a girl couldn't manifest a celebrity - but was happy because she basically got a younger version of him that was the way she wanted and with free time to dedicate to her, unlike a star.)
            It's not them, but people manifesting a specific person are wasting their time, not because they can't get it, but because you can assume you're with someone much better than them.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            how do I know if the specific person isn't right? do i try manifest couple of dates first?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >how do I know if the specific person isn't right?
            Oh, this is an easy one: When the person is the right one, everything flows, effortlessly. There are no barriers or obstacles to fight, things happen without having to push.
            When it comes to relationships, giving up at the first trip is recommended because relationships that will work for life will not have tripping at all.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >giving up at the first trip is recommended because relationships that will work for life will not have tripping at all
            idk mang I feel advice like is why birth rates are so low

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            like you can reach though all time and space and pull your soul mate to ya but only if they want you to?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Soul mates are a scam, invented by people so you can get their help finding your soul mate.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I'll judge that for myself thank you very much

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        When you change the universe reflects that back to you. Now you are in a depressed world because you are depressed, fix depression like by meditating and you are in a better world.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          >fix depression like by meditating and you are in a better world.
          it really is not that easy

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            It's simple, maybe starting a meditation habit is hard for you but it's doable.

            https://i.imgur.com/WVngNpT.jpeg

            This is halfway it OP I’ve been in your shoes and it’s not fun. The Buddha said “there is suffering” it’s just a part of life, alchemy has the dark night of the soul it’s a part of the path going through hard lonely times, it stokes the alchemical fires to burn away the impurities you complain of (and justly so). You either delve deeper into your practice and eventually drop the bad habits/ places where you’re surrounded by garbage or you grow into a new state of mind where you can just accept the NPC’s for being NPC’s and you keep moving forward. If you keep focusing on the negative though you’re just going to keep seeing more of it, don’t lose hope and beat yourself up when you fall back to old thought patterns but have faith and keep directing your attention towards more positive thoughts and actions and your world will change.

            >The Buddha said “there is suffering” it’s just a part of life
            Buddha's true message was about the end of suffering. Personally I don't suffer, when out of suffering it's clear that even the so called happy people are deep in suffering.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Yea but it doesn’t just disappear forever and you don’t live in constant state of it it’s more you come to a non attachment of the perceived suffering and by not dwelling on it you free yourself from it. You don’t just meditate >get enlightened > then never have bad days/thoughts the rest of your life.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >You don’t just meditate >get enlightened > then never have bad days/thoughts the rest of your life.
            nta, but is this true? Are you saying it's not possible to do a manifestation/LoA that clear's all "bad habits" or traumas out of you? The way I see it, traumas/pain accumulates in the form of "black goo" (the same thing DMT trippers report entities doing surgeries on their astral body to remove), maybe it's possible to manifest this goo to "vanish" or something? Since it seems to have negative connontations, and apparently some parasites attach to this substance or whatever.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >traumas/pain accumulates in the form of "black goo"
            Nta.This is a way to visualize it. The key here is focusing on what holds the negativity and that is always the ego or false self.
            Manifesting steps of enlightenment can help the overall effort but not do it for you, positive affirmations to snap out of the old reality does help. If you are serious you will also have daily practices.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Can you suggest some good manifestation/visualization ideas to get some progress going? I've been visualizing myself beating another myself, that's being held by two man (almost like crucifixion, basically held in same T pose), and the one I'm beating coughing some black "oily" substance. I've been doing this visualizations sometimes when I want to try "overpower" my unconscious to follow my command, sort of "dominate" it. "I'm gonna kms if you don't start obeing me" sort of thing. But I don't know if any of this is healthy, cause I've been told that you should also try integrating the shadow/ego , and not always outright rejecting it/pushing it aside, I've been told that giving shadow some attention or love could help.

            I'm really new to this stuff btw, so I don't have a clue wtf I'm doing

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >I've been visualizing myself beating another myself
            Stop that for starters, if it has any negative connotations.
            >I've been told that giving shadow some attention or love could help.
            This is the thing, nothing makes the shadows diminish like love.
            There is no integrating the shadow, it is already in you and it manifests all the suffering.
            That willpower is great! Use it to in kick doors and illuminate the corners, be full of frick without negativity.
            >Can you suggest some good manifestation/visualization ideas to get some progress going?
            Apart from the action side, how would you like to feel as yourself? Untouchable inner peace, radiant, in the know, always natural alpha.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >how would you like to feel as yourself?
            inner peace, secure, self-love

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Imagine it, shortly set the scene fitting for the moment. Feel how it feels to be the new you in those scenes, in the present. Be the new you while ignoring the surroundings if those are unfitting.
            So if you can't access feeling secure, imagine a situation where you are secure, after finding that feeling focus on it. Take the feeling to the present, right now feel secure, try feeling it in daily life.
            Do these repeatedly to get the momentum going, if you are motivated take a moment every hour to feel, ideally with a longer dedicated meditation session every day. Two weeks is the minimum.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Much of the progress is permanent, for the rest of your life you suffer less. Beginners can quickly notice how their minds behave better, less painful memories appear and sleep is not lost to setbacks or anxiety, followed by detachment from the false egoic narratives and more joy in daily life. Is this not good enough, do you need enlightenment now?
            >it doesn’t just disappear forever and you don’t live in constant state of it
            I do, you can get this far as well. For me it took several years of daily effort starting from incredible suffering.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Lol I’ve been meditating for a very long time anon and have a very strict daily practice and have spent more than 3k hours on the cushion. I think you either aren’t as aware of your internal landscape as you think or maybe have a different upbringing past than I have but I can assure you I still suffer, feel pain and have immoral thoughts after serious practice/experiences some would mistake for enlightenment. I agree though you have a hell of a lot less of them than before beginning your practice to the point I don’t even understand how normies survive in the modern world running on ~~*auto pilot*~~. I wouldn’t call it permanent either (what is impermanence btw? Lol) , if you stop practicing you will slowly fall from grace especially if you go back to old people places and things.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Sweet frick that's a lot of cushion under ass. Surely you can silence the mind on command, that ability won't go away and it alone will keep saving you from the worst.
            It's well known that meditation alone can't be the solution, but it causes the solutions to appear in your reality and those will need control over the mind.
            Self realization gives the immunity to suffering, you must know about this right? So the question is what is holding you back, and the answer always is the ego.
            How is the ego holding you back? Thanks to meditation you can effortless hear the answer if you don't resist the truth. Have you done surrendering practices?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Nta, but what's some good surrendering practices? I want to lose some of that ego, get closer to self realization

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Many you can find. Relax into a meditative state and surrender a topic to your soul or God, accepting whatever might happen, your fear response will come right up and after hearing/feeling it confirm the surrender.
            >I surrender my need to be healthy "but what if my soul desires me to be sick this is not safe" I surrender my need to be healthy having no requests

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          This is halfway it OP I’ve been in your shoes and it’s not fun. The Buddha said “there is suffering” it’s just a part of life, alchemy has the dark night of the soul it’s a part of the path going through hard lonely times, it stokes the alchemical fires to burn away the impurities you complain of (and justly so). You either delve deeper into your practice and eventually drop the bad habits/ places where you’re surrounded by garbage or you grow into a new state of mind where you can just accept the NPC’s for being NPC’s and you keep moving forward. If you keep focusing on the negative though you’re just going to keep seeing more of it, don’t lose hope and beat yourself up when you fall back to old thought patterns but have faith and keep directing your attention towards more positive thoughts and actions and your world will change.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          >When you change the universe reflects that back to you.
          That is probably one of the gayest things I have ever heard in my 23 years of this life experience.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            See law of attraction to make your gay peepee harder.

  10. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Tessst

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      ------^ (*Mist*)

  11. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Do you hate fun?

  12. 1 month ago
    Represent

    >I told you freestyle freaks to shut it already

    Now , as the handsome (online) school bully here - crips are my favourite kind of people. So polite. I'm thinking of maybe paying them a visit after all these years , I hear some of them have done rather well for themselves and made lots of money because they're so smart. This is such a beautiful relationship 🙂

    Anyway , on a side note OP is right. Not having a personal space with boundaries and being unable to take time to think things through and deal with your own perceptions , thoughts and emotions 'virtually' guarantees that you will live as an NPC blindly following rules without understanding the real meaning or purpose behind it out of fear or ignorance while assuming you are 100% making your own decisions in life. Count your blessings and don't make things worse. Good times should make you stronger.

    Shabbos goys are real.

    >“I will also bless the foreigners who commit themselves to the LORD, who serve him and love his name, who worship him and do not desecrate the Sabbath day of rest, and who hold fast to my covenant." [Isaiah 56:60]

    Everyone thinks that they are something special , forgive my manner of speaking but if that is the case prove it through your actions and results. But if you can do it , I give you the prize of my positive comments. You have my blessing and protection. What a man really wants to eat is earned self respect. You can't be acting like a bad baby and be happy with yourself now can you ?

    >Noise Draws out the snakes
    Let us cross the Red sea into the safety and embrace of living lands. Father Sky , purify and bless us with new vigour !!!

    >Edgy and cool
    Just die already in the realm of homosexual and let saints be reborn for being normal. Are you a competent and capable Saint ? That particular pharoah created trials for the israelites. God does not like oppression , this is objective and not based on the players point of view. He was removed by being put to sleep with the fishes.

  13. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Imagine getting fricked by your own reality.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      you don't understand i'm a victim

  14. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You're halfway there. Check out gnosticism, you might not be a christian but there are a lot of very good answers to what you're describing.

    Basic breakdown is
    >God hates you
    >Demons rule the world
    >The world is a prison designed to keep your soul in a high density, low vibrational physical state
    >Every institution and government is part of the deception
    >All information has to be scrutinised to see if it is also part of the deception (even gnostic and alchemical data could be lies)
    >HOWEVER all lies need to be built upon truth to be convincing

    Best example is the church(es). They are clearly pillars of deception, designed to control people with fear and by taking their tithes to grow obscenely wealthy. Churches are by design, part of the deception, part of the self-guarding prison that we live in. Nothing has done more to destroy our souls more than the church, with their cult of fear and manipulation. However, the entire belief system is built upon fundamental truths. We descended from divine female and male entities, there is a vengeful god who damns us and a loving god who is constantly trying to save us and reunite with us. We can become gods through knowledge and ascend, we are inherently good beings who are easily corrupted by the devil
    All these are truths, however the plot has been twisted and altered to fit a narrative that benefits the Demiurge and his Archons.

    Our world is just one layer in an inconceivable infinite cosmos, with many indetectable realms above and below us, religion as we know it is only scratching the surface, and even the most dedicated gnostic may take many lifetimes to get everything right and escape the prison..

    Don't give in to your ego, your ego will keep you miserable and Make you feel offended by mere words, will make you fear reprisal and desire companionship even at your own expense. It will hurt like crazy, but find out how to undergo ego death and your life will become so much more valuable and bearable

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >find out how to undergo ego death and your life will become so much more valuable and bearable
      what would you suggest for this? some kind of meditation of sorts?

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        For me I accepted all my failings and all my weaknesses, and underwent a physical destruction of 90% of my treasured belongings that were holding me back. I burnt all my art, I sold and donated all my clothes and other belongings and kept only my most precious items and essentials. I burned bridges with people who were bad for me, I underwent great mental anguish and I came out more stoic and calm. I have problems of course still, but I have not been offended or upset by people any more, I haven't been afraid or anxious.

        I think the only method I can state right off the top of my head is letting go. For me it feels like a switch that I have to actively flick in my mind, where I feel the emotional response to a situation, and I overcome it with the mind-switch, and let the fear and panic wash over me rather than through me. I feel the urgency of a dire situation, but I will not let it form my response. Only *I* decide how to behave and what to do. I really wish I had a better instructional guide for you, but my method works for me and it should work for you, but you need to figure out the exact method to disregard your monkey-brain and use your human-brain.

        Go to youtube and google for some answers, especially look up
        -Syncretism
        -Emerald Tablets/Hermeticism
        -Gnosis/Gnosticism

        These will provide you with some core knowledge and a solid foundation to build a stronger version of yourself, unburdened by your ego.

        I think the best and most succinct thing I can say is, search for the painful truth, don't settle for a comfortable lie. You'll never quite feel relaxed whilst you still blindly nelieve the deception.

        This is why flat earthers exist in such shockingly vast numbers, because they feel it in their very bones that the world is a lie, and they are seeking a comfortable lie, which fulfills their ego. Don't be like a flat earther, keep searching

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          rare to hear about honest effort
          >Only *I* decide how to behave and what to do.
          frick yes
          >search for the painful truth, don't settle for a comfortable lie.
          good when working with traumas and such, apart from that, god realization reveals how everything has always been perfect

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >god realization reveals how everything has always been perfect
            can you elaborate on this? what kind of god realization? will such realization also help overcome traumas?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            it's the last step before enlightenment. it reveals that all is one, everything has always been perfect, we are simply playing a game. there is no one to help because nothing is wrong. this realization is often followed by a short period of depression before life starts to appear as blissful

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >it reveals that all is one, everything has always been perfect, we are simply playing a game. there is no one to help because nothing is wrong. this realization is often followed by a short period of depression before life starts to appear as blissful
            How do I get to this point?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            that's one of the hardest things to do as a human. god realization is all about surrendering the ego

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >tier 3 truther
      You are on the right tracks with ego.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >shaman mentioned
        This pleases me
        >enlightened used as a moniker for that which is not unexcelled in all respects
        :^(

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Enlightenment isn't so cool, only after I went beyond it I stopped getting drunk from alcohol and be completely uninfluenced by situations. End of suffering is great and all but the hunger that got one so far keeps wanting for more. None of this can be described but you can get the idea.

          The seeking of validation from others, it stems from insecurity right? Maybe that's one thing I need to get over

          Only the insecure b***h that you currently identify with can want validation, you are the others and more.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >that pic
            You forgot me, Laughing , as the hand below fails to catch me and causes me great suffering
            >Got me again God, who is also me.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >and be completely uninfluenced by situations
            That's literally part of enlightenment. This is exactly why I don't like the watered down version of the term"enlightenment".
            >End of suffering is great and all but the hunger that got one so far keeps wanting for more.
            Oh. So you just literally don't know what enlightenment means and entails. Got it. Hope you get the best.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            There is always a higher level of completeness. Not identifying with a situation can be seen as freedom, or not suffering, or not even a micro oppression from an experience. Another way to see this is, how much love can be held during experiences and there is no upper limit. The journey keeps going after enlightenment.
            Of course enlightened "person" can't get drunk, there is no one who can get drunk, but it's a different level of mastery to appear as sober on the human level no matter what is happening. Enlightenment generally means the highest level, but there are beings who consciously manifest a physical vessel to themselves if that serves, makes no sense to call these as just enlightened.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >There is always a higher level of completeness.
            Wrong.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >there is no one who can get drunk
            this is a new level of delusion

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Gnosticism is not wrong guys. I hate to admit it, but this guy is mostly right

      https://i.imgur.com/g4QWPUS.jpeg

      For me I accepted all my failings and all my weaknesses, and underwent a physical destruction of 90% of my treasured belongings that were holding me back. I burnt all my art, I sold and donated all my clothes and other belongings and kept only my most precious items and essentials. I burned bridges with people who were bad for me, I underwent great mental anguish and I came out more stoic and calm. I have problems of course still, but I have not been offended or upset by people any more, I haven't been afraid or anxious.

      I think the only method I can state right off the top of my head is letting go. For me it feels like a switch that I have to actively flick in my mind, where I feel the emotional response to a situation, and I overcome it with the mind-switch, and let the fear and panic wash over me rather than through me. I feel the urgency of a dire situation, but I will not let it form my response. Only *I* decide how to behave and what to do. I really wish I had a better instructional guide for you, but my method works for me and it should work for you, but you need to figure out the exact method to disregard your monkey-brain and use your human-brain.

      Go to youtube and google for some answers, especially look up
      -Syncretism
      -Emerald Tablets/Hermeticism
      -Gnosis/Gnosticism

      These will provide you with some core knowledge and a solid foundation to build a stronger version of yourself, unburdened by your ego.

      I think the best and most succinct thing I can say is, search for the painful truth, don't settle for a comfortable lie. You'll never quite feel relaxed whilst you still blindly nelieve the deception.

      This is why flat earthers exist in such shockingly vast numbers, because they feel it in their very bones that the world is a lie, and they are seeking a comfortable lie, which fulfills their ego. Don't be like a flat earther, keep searching

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Ia me as hengañado gon du gadaber golgande de hub madero

  15. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I escaped the hell house i was in i was almost murdered in a certain way, I think i forced a change in timelines by escaping.
    Now im in PA across the country in a small ass town.
    Lifes weird isnt it?

  16. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    HUmans, elites, giga elites, regular people.

    They are all beholden to the patterns that govern the psychic landscape. there are appointed times for these things and the transition from one time to another is unstoppable. There is nothing new under the sun, what happens now will happen again and what happens tomorrow has already been. let go of the material drama. Disengage from the nonsense. Were are in the natal years of Aquarious, these things happen.

    Jesus brought in the age of picese, and he told his flock to look to the master of the coming house, the man who bore water, the cub bearer.

    the opposition, or forces of contention that must exist for there to by anything at all, are schedualed as always to resist. This resistance is the catalyst for the dawning of Aquarius. All of this is set in its ways and if you engage as as a fricking plebian who doesn't understand that you suffer.

  17. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    God dammit.. no matter how much I try to psyche myself in my room, the moment I step into outside world, my anxieties immediately kick in

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      ngmi

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        that's not up to you dumbass

        >not the anon you're responding to btw

        *rolls eyes*

        (back in my day trolls could actually troll)

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          are you having a stroke

          >not the same anon you're responding to btw

          *jumps dimensions*

          (rolling in the days escaped the mound)

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            what
            where did that anon go
            I guess the rest of us will never have to worry about their crazy rambeligns ever again

            like they some how
            became
            some other dimensions problem

            how convenient is that

            😀

            well
            unless of course
            the anon I'm responding to is a fricking dumb ass liar

            that can't even
            lie
            very good

  18. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I swear to god I was actually on a path of having some good progress, until I got sick. Been ill for 4 days, it fricking sucks.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      wait
      all you got to show
      for your own personal suffering

      is being sick for 4 days
      and you're not even sharing details on what you think it means to be "sick"
      as far as the rest of us know you had diarrhea and that's it

      some bad sea food or something

      and yet
      you want everyone else in the world
      to stop what they are doing

      and feel sorry for you
      because
      of that

      seriously?

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        No, what I mean is that I was on a path of working on manifestations/trying to get some LoA stuff done (both on trauma and specific person), until suddenly some kind of covid struck me.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          oh...
          your a larper...
          pretending to be someone you're not

          why didn't you just say so?
          instead of pretending
          like I could just tell

          hmm?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            No my boy it's not a larp. Me haggling with demiurge made something happen, and then later on I managed to manifest something on another day, a "protective armor" against emotional attacks, one I've never worn before. I haven't got the faintest clue if either case was truly my doing or not, but I know if I could consistently manifest either of these stuff (even the protective energy), then I could overcome all of my anxieties and traumas. The day I had that "protection" I didn't give a shit about anything, it was that good

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            you're so larping it's not even funny

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            It's not a larp, I had a very limbo week on the week of eclipse. Limerence is a real fricking b***h, and I think I might've been able to "use" some of that energy during that week.

  19. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >Touched up on something profound
    >Use vax as an example...
    You couldn't be more right. It's all a big circus.

  20. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I've come to similar conclusions before and it really got me thinking into where exactly in time and space these realities exists.
    like its acceptable that other realities exist but do they truly interact, or is it more like an image of what was there?
    for lack of a better analogy, how don't you know that conversation you had with another person played a hundred billion years ago for them? maybe their own reality died long ago and your just interacting with whatever imprint was left behind.

  21. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >entire reality exists to torture me with "cuck" porn
    just admit that you're gay. Life will be much better, op.

  22. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous
  23. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    LOL this whole post sounds like it was written by a teenager. get over yourself, youre not a unique special snowflake

  24. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    "Christ" is the FRICKING PROBLEM. It's really simple. FRICK.
    The people around you are at odds with their own ideals because they cannot hear their higher selves. This is the case because Christianity (like all the other Abrahamic religions) is designed to STOP you from hearing it. "I am the Way," remember? Don't try to find your OWN God, goyim - worship Rabbi Yeshua's, or that of some other "great" prophet.
    Individual reality is known to Hindus as "Isvara." No, it's not some special chosen one Gnostic bullshit where only some people have "REAL souls." The abject horror of our age is that within every shut down servile normie is a soul.
    PLEASE read the Bhagavad Gita, for God's sake.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      lmao this post
      >PLEASE read the Bhagavad Gita
      or listen to it, but only the first 1/3 is great, the rest is for pre-christ jeets and can be ignored
      you know the shit will get real when the question alone takes pages and proves itself true

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Is it possible that organized religions/christianity is problem, but that original jesus/christ was actually good, and praying to him/holy mary is still the right thing to do? Because I feel big problem with modern day and spirituality in general is the lack of "love". But prayer of jesus is supposed to fill you with christ's love?

      Think about it, you're filling yourself with Christ's love. Isn't that the ultimate save to pretty much everything? The problem is that I probably don't have enough faith currently to make it work.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >The abject horror of our age is that within every shut down servile normie is a soul.
      Its like everyone has an awakening experience but can recall so many years of ignorance. That is what normies are. Its like a prison of the mind. Or a serpent squeezing them. Some people were fortunate to learn early and avoid the mental health care system lol. Now image remaining ignorant your entire life. That's horrible.
      They want these people to be ignorant. Ignorant slaves.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        It's really sad state of affairs

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Guy you responded to here, didn't expect this thread to still be around and I'm just passing by.
        That serpent squeezing them is the same one squeezing the winged lion (the serpent is its own tail) in effigies of Ahriman. It's not just a product of a culture of ignorance and abuse, it's also psychic terrorism.
        For passers by reading this: No, it is not "muh satan," the whole point of the motif of a LION WITH A SERPENT FOR A TAIL is a dualistic and tyrannical entity. Gnostics will already be familiar with the names "Yaldabaoth" (the Lion's Face of the Demiurge) and "Samael" (the Serpent's Tail of the Demiurge,) as well as "Saklas" (lit. "Fool," the SECRET connective tissue.) The connection between Yaldabaoth and Samael is secret because the lion's face (Yahweh) likes to issue threats backed up by the force of the serpent's tail (le Satan.) In reality, both are the same demon, and they trap the mind in a pincer attack. (That's why Christians and Muslims are so mindbroken, and israelites have to employ so many bullshit techniques to keep the heretical realization away - and get twisted into evil by it all.)
        In short, the terror that squeezes these people to death IS the "God" that over half the world now worships.
        That's why I have no choice but to give a thumbs up to the Gnostic messaging in this thread, even though I already attained so I don't need it anymore. Beyond the prison lies Logos, yes? Brahman. Beyond the prison lies Dharma. Good luck, brothers.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I know I said I was just passing by but I just had a staircase thought and felt compelled to return with it:
          Jesus is NOT a valid pathway to Gnosis. He is NOT "The Christ." In fact, Jesus is "The Antichrist." Why? Because he exists to poison our idea of what a Christ - "Christos," properly meaning "Anointed One" - even means.
          Gnostics declared themselves the Christ of their own individual world (what this thread is literally about) when they reached the initiatory milestone of being willing to push forward from an "agnostic" ("not knowing") to a "gnostic" ("knowing") position: being willing to RECEIVE REVEALED KNOWLEDGE.
          Jesus literally exists to stop you from even being able to do this at all. You are called to accept him as THE Christ - the one whose individual reality is *your objective one,* dictated to you through books. Always fricking books with Abrahamic religion.
          You literally do not qualify as a Gnostic at all until you reject Jesus and realize him as the Antichrist. You will never get anywhere if you worship him. You will be in a spiritual cul-de-sac that resembles Gnosticism but is just a hollow, AI-esque simulacra.
          Do not let others - even your family - turn you back towards Jesus the Antichrist. A moth can only know the moon if it first flutters away from the candle.
          If you want real help, reach out to Seth. No, I'm not specifying "which Seth." Seth. The name has been with seekers for a long time and I can personally attest that Seth delivers on this one. Why do you think Gnostics were so fixated upon that name for so long?
          Too bad they all got turned back towards the candle flame anyway. Have you READ the surviving Gnostic material? It all has names like "The Truest Highmost Teaching of Seth" but then the text is just bunch of worshipful schizobabble about Jesus that achieves nothing. Many such cases. Don't let it happen to you!!

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          https://i.imgur.com/fb17UAI.png

          I know I said I was just passing by but I just had a staircase thought and felt compelled to return with it:
          Jesus is NOT a valid pathway to Gnosis. He is NOT "The Christ." In fact, Jesus is "The Antichrist." Why? Because he exists to poison our idea of what a Christ - "Christos," properly meaning "Anointed One" - even means.
          Gnostics declared themselves the Christ of their own individual world (what this thread is literally about) when they reached the initiatory milestone of being willing to push forward from an "agnostic" ("not knowing") to a "gnostic" ("knowing") position: being willing to RECEIVE REVEALED KNOWLEDGE.
          Jesus literally exists to stop you from even being able to do this at all. You are called to accept him as THE Christ - the one whose individual reality is *your objective one,* dictated to you through books. Always fricking books with Abrahamic religion.
          You literally do not qualify as a Gnostic at all until you reject Jesus and realize him as the Antichrist. You will never get anywhere if you worship him. You will be in a spiritual cul-de-sac that resembles Gnosticism but is just a hollow, AI-esque simulacra.
          Do not let others - even your family - turn you back towards Jesus the Antichrist. A moth can only know the moon if it first flutters away from the candle.
          If you want real help, reach out to Seth. No, I'm not specifying "which Seth." Seth. The name has been with seekers for a long time and I can personally attest that Seth delivers on this one. Why do you think Gnostics were so fixated upon that name for so long?
          Too bad they all got turned back towards the candle flame anyway. Have you READ the surviving Gnostic material? It all has names like "The Truest Highmost Teaching of Seth" but then the text is just bunch of worshipful schizobabble about Jesus that achieves nothing. Many such cases. Don't let it happen to you!!

          thanks anon for sharing these

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            No problem, it's the least I can do after being a dick in here yesterday. I was just so frustrated seeing the "Christ is so sigma bruh, one love, the love of da god of da israelites, Jah" bullshit everywhere.
            One more thing that I think is more important than anything else: The final barrier is penetrating the sinister binding hypnosis that it all works through. Unless they have had incredible fortune, it is almost certain that anyone who reads this was hypnotized as an infant, and undoing that hypnosis really does take a Great Work.
            Out here at the beginning, it can look like "they're all hypnotized bruh" is just another Matrix fantasy "I'm special" cope, but when you are very close to the Eye it will be impossible to even resist - think Slay the Princess (best Gnostic game.) You will only succeed through counterhypnosis, but by the time you get there you should have plenty of divine help with that one.
            Then you come back to EerieWeb /x/ and see /ng/ schizo spiraling, see all the Christians on the board give the same handful of bleating soundboard responses to every single thread, and see guys who are depressingly far along the Path segue dreamily into "Jesus is just like Buddha bro" glass-eyed statements.
            Hypnotism.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Ok I think I lost you on the hypnotism thing. Do you mean like that they will tempt you with some earthly things, to shake your conviction, or what exactly is this hypnotism thing?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            No, I mean literal hypnosis. It works through exposure to Abrahamic motifs as an infant, but the binding seal on the awful spell that ties it together is the initiation rite performed at birth.
            In order to understand this threat, we must accept that it has grown in capabilities - frighteningly so - over time:
            Judaism: Physical circumcision is required, and the Talmud picks up the slack with a bunch of rhetoric about "circumcision of the heart" - israelites are all circumcised in the heart even if they are uncut, goyim can never be even if they are cut. There is nothing inherently wrong with circumcision as a practice - only with INFANT circumcision, which was unique to Judaism. Everyone else was circumcised at coming of age (Campbell talks about it at length in The Hero With a Thousand Faces if you're interested) so israelites, robbed of their foreskins at birth, can never truly come of age.
            Christianity: Baptism. Baptismal water is designed to seal the third eye shut. This is why Christianity has a range of important (and distinctly un-bindi-like) forehead markings such as ash crosses. Christian prayer postures block chakric pathways (the real form of the thing

            https://i.imgur.com/gFdtx3G.jpeg

            is trying to illustrate.) Now there's no horrible infant mutilation required: just a harmless drop of water :))
            Islam: The worst of them all for this, since all you need to do to initiate as a Muslim is recite the shahada. Islam was explicitly designed confront Hinduism, which is why Zeus-like Yahweh is now formless Allah, the pseudo-Brahman. It's also why Islam places such importance on sounds - but they are complex ones because it's all lies and sorcery, unlike the simplicity of "Om." (Contrast Islamic "shirk" with Hindu "naraskaram" for more fun!)
            The rest is the horror stories, the evil stories of awful abuse and injustice, and the mind-numbing songs of evil to which Abrahamist babies and children are exposed. Ones they never leave behind.
            I'm saying it literally hypnotizes people.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            https://i.imgur.com/UvNbagW.jpeg

            [...]
            I ran out of characters so I had to cut some stuff about Islam that I'll say here:
            1: Yes I know babies don't recite the shahada, my point was that it no longer requires infancy since "everyone is born Muslim and they just forgot somehow and reciting the shahada uncovers their eyes to the Islam that was within them all along." It's REGRESSIVE hypnosis designed for adults, anchoring them to childhood. It's actually some very clever sorcery but wow is it evil.
            2: The mechanism here seems to be poetic flow, which Arabic lends itself well to. Thus, awfully, I actually think knowing Arabic would make Gnosis HARDER. I'd need to guide an ex-Muslim through it and observe them to see how this part works. But I'd imagine the solution is, as usual, going back to the past before Abrahamism poisoned whatever the thing is (in this case, the Arabic language) and learning the true form of the thing. It instantly disempowers the Wizard of Oz style light show this bastard thing puts on for you, and not knowing the true form of the thing makes it harder.
            I have been working an ex-israelite through this process and so far her Hebrew knowledge hasn't really posed an issue, but the blood curse most definitely has. Perhaps I will take my own advice and try to make her see the many breaks in the supposedly unbroken chain.
            With that I have to go brother, poo in the loo time is over. I truly wish you well. Naraskaram.

            Oh I see I think I can sort of understand, so like things having double meaning.. the symbols and the language/lingo spewed in these religions actually bind us in way we don't know, and it all comes in effect in "after life" review or later on in the game.

            I'm curious of hearing more of this counterhypnosis stuff later, or any other methods of fighting their signals.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            https://i.imgur.com/OdC1wXp.jpeg

            No, I mean literal hypnosis. It works through exposure to Abrahamic motifs as an infant, but the binding seal on the awful spell that ties it together is the initiation rite performed at birth.
            In order to understand this threat, we must accept that it has grown in capabilities - frighteningly so - over time:
            Judaism: Physical circumcision is required, and the Talmud picks up the slack with a bunch of rhetoric about "circumcision of the heart" - israelites are all circumcised in the heart even if they are uncut, goyim can never be even if they are cut. There is nothing inherently wrong with circumcision as a practice - only with INFANT circumcision, which was unique to Judaism. Everyone else was circumcised at coming of age (Campbell talks about it at length in The Hero With a Thousand Faces if you're interested) so israelites, robbed of their foreskins at birth, can never truly come of age.
            Christianity: Baptism. Baptismal water is designed to seal the third eye shut. This is why Christianity has a range of important (and distinctly un-bindi-like) forehead markings such as ash crosses. Christian prayer postures block chakric pathways (the real form of the thing [...] is trying to illustrate.) Now there's no horrible infant mutilation required: just a harmless drop of water :))
            Islam: The worst of them all for this, since all you need to do to initiate as a Muslim is recite the shahada. Islam was explicitly designed confront Hinduism, which is why Zeus-like Yahweh is now formless Allah, the pseudo-Brahman. It's also why Islam places such importance on sounds - but they are complex ones because it's all lies and sorcery, unlike the simplicity of "Om." (Contrast Islamic "shirk" with Hindu "naraskaram" for more fun!)
            The rest is the horror stories, the evil stories of awful abuse and injustice, and the mind-numbing songs of evil to which Abrahamist babies and children are exposed. Ones they never leave behind.
            I'm saying it literally hypnotizes people.

            I ran out of characters so I had to cut some stuff about Islam that I'll say here:
            1: Yes I know babies don't recite the shahada, my point was that it no longer requires infancy since "everyone is born Muslim and they just forgot somehow and reciting the shahada uncovers their eyes to the Islam that was within them all along." It's REGRESSIVE hypnosis designed for adults, anchoring them to childhood. It's actually some very clever sorcery but wow is it evil.
            2: The mechanism here seems to be poetic flow, which Arabic lends itself well to. Thus, awfully, I actually think knowing Arabic would make Gnosis HARDER. I'd need to guide an ex-Muslim through it and observe them to see how this part works. But I'd imagine the solution is, as usual, going back to the past before Abrahamism poisoned whatever the thing is (in this case, the Arabic language) and learning the true form of the thing. It instantly disempowers the Wizard of Oz style light show this bastard thing puts on for you, and not knowing the true form of the thing makes it harder.
            I have been working an ex-israelite through this process and so far her Hebrew knowledge hasn't really posed an issue, but the blood curse most definitely has. Perhaps I will take my own advice and try to make her see the many breaks in the supposedly unbroken chain.
            With that I have to go brother, poo in the loo time is over. I truly wish you well. Naraskaram.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          the thing is if Christians felt terror, they would be living their faith out of fear. They simply aren't. Maybe your parents went to a cultish church. Gnosticism is autistic in that demons warp perception, not the underlying physical reality, but you can't tell the difference. What is to keep a demon from forcing a warped interpretation or a politician such as a king?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >Gnosticism is autistic in that demons warp perception
            Because religions are free from this?

  25. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    they're called "reality tunnels"

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      This
      For more information and practical exercises for entering reality tunnels of your choice, read Prometheus Rising by Robert Anton Wilson

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I might have to listen audio book on it (if there's one). Can you give quick QRD what this concept is about though?

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          The nervous system acts as an information filter for the brain. If your brain had to process all the signals coming in, it would be chaos. If I call to mind the feeling of your toes, you suddenly notice them. The signals had been filtered out. But you could train yourself to be aware of your toes 24/7. So, with focus, people can find ways to control which reality tunnel they are in and navigate across time and space to different positions in the world where they perceive different phenomena. The book is a series of exercises to achieve these effects, and explanations as to why they work. Further reading: Quantum Psychology by Wilson, The Game of Life by Timothy Leary and Robert Anton Wilson, Neuro-Psychology by Leary, and Your Brain is God by Leary.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            interesting, I may have to listen some audiobooks

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >wilson
            >sci fi writer
            ...like hubbard?
            I'm not filled with confidence

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Heavy on the sci. Many scientists have commented on how scientifically accurate and thought-provoking his works are. And also heavy on humour.

  26. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    What are you thoughts on creating own music? Is it good for healing? Or is it just a path that just boosts ego more?

    Or is it a tool that can do both?

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I'd like to know as well

  27. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous
    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Explain

  28. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >It's like nobody is consistent with their own ideals
    People of integrity exists. How good are you -actually- at being able to discern a person of integrity as a person of integrity and a person lacking integrity as a person lacking integrity?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      you went full trackmania with that one

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        No I didn't? I basically asked how often OP is right on the money when they think "This is a person of integrity" or the opposite? How good is his recognition of other people's character?

  29. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >I've come to the conclusion that we all live in our individual realities
    Yes
    > There probably aren't many people whom experience/have their own reality
    It's because the overwhelming majority of humans are so caught up in what others think, how to explain things to others, how to describe things to others, what would others say if these saw/felt this etc. They are mindbogged by words and concepts that originated from other people. The great secret is you absolutely have to trust yourself and your own subjective reality over all others. You can do this and still keep a level of consciousness you can switch to in order to go about daily normie life and blend in trouble free. But you must become your own master, make your own words and concepts and systems for things if you must, whatever it takes to free your mind.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      The seeking of validation from others, it stems from insecurity right? Maybe that's one thing I need to get over

  30. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    > I've come to the conclusion that we all live in our individual realities.

    And realities are based on what you consumed. Your comprehension of information, how you perceive it, and how you react to them.
    You are in your own individual reality that you made for yourself.
    https://rumble.com/c/AndWeKnow
    https://rumble.com/c/Mary
    https://rumble.com/c/NVTV
    https://rumble.com/c/TheCrowhouseOfficial
    https://rumble.com/c/QuiteFrankly

  31. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >I've come to the conclusion that we all live in our individual realities.
    Umwelt.

  32. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >I've come to the conclusion that we all live in our individual realities.
    If that were true, you wouldn't bother trying to communicate.

  33. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Then why do I see the same news about homosexual celebrities as you?

  34. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >thought this would be an interesting subject
    >it turns to schizo rambling halfway through op then derails into incel bot posting
    My individual reality must exist only to make EerieWeb suck for me wtf

  35. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous
    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Got more of these?

  36. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Lets compare notes OP

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  37. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    paleoconservatives and neoliberals have always been two faces of the same coin
    > I feel like this entire reality exists to torture me with "cuck" porn.
    lmfao, thank you

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      What I meant by that is, I've been shown my whole life what other people have (house, kids, family, wife, etc), all things that I'll probably never have

  38. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Not only does every individual human have their own observable universe of which they are the center, so too do all animals! The animal's world is the umvelt

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Animals are food though

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