If life is a dream, Im just going to fricking kill myself

There I said it. I’ve got to arrange a way to get the job done, but I will get it done this time. If karma really exists and I take on a karmic debt, so be it. This dream shit has got to end. It’s a cruel nightmare that I have to exist as a sentient being in a world with no other sentient beings. They all are very cleverly crafted NPCs. But they’re just that. The fact that existence is limited to there only being one sentient being is a joke. But it makes sense when you consider the fact that the one being is all knowing and knows it to be true. What am I getting at? Nothing exists outside of the mind of God. There is nothing except for God. And there’s just 1 God. Now you might ask, what are we? God’s subconscious. God created an illusion so powerful that we feel as though we are another being entirely. But we are just a part of that same entity. We are a cosmic joke.

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  1. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    If life was just a fantasy, There'd be no need to have a dream.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      A dream is a fantasy

  2. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    https://en.wikisource.org/wiki/The_Mysterious_Stranger/Chapter_11

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Nothing exists but me!!!! While I type this in a physical world on a device made by hoomans.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Physical is the wrong term as you can only perceive it with your body, when you dream you see images yet your eyes are closed, why?

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Probably because I am literally existence itself. I am undefinable.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Because of stimulation between the neocortex and the visual cortex based on unconscious associations from the amygdala and hippocampus. What you mean why?! Its not a mystery at all

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Think deeper imagine in programming terms, the universe has a back end and a front end.

            Your body renders the front end and hides the back end, there are material stuff (or that appears to be material) and non material things like math or even ideas itself.

            The body evolved to only show the front end hence why what i said is important you can't really understand reality with materialism itself

            btw this may be interesting to you

            also pic related is bohr coat of arms, the hierarchy of reality goes in the opposite sense of materialist may think.

            The back end comes before the front end and the back end is non material, op may have stared too much into the abys, once you start to think in these terms long term it's as if the solidity of the universe becomes less solid and synchronizities and such stuff go out of control and you can go full schizo.

  3. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    What if you killed yourself and suddenly your self consciousness, which seems to be very much tied to the physical body, started to quickly disperse. Now your "being" is carried by the intent of killing yourself, and you'll go down and down. Harrowing. Don't do that shit.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      If I can’t kill myself without some dumb stupid consequences occurring then why do I exist in the first place. All I want is to stop existing forever. I want it so bad.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >I want it so bad
        Well there’s your issue. Carrot on a stick forever. Even when the carrot is the idea of letting go of the carrot hahaha. You guys man, crack me up.

  4. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I don’t know if this is a joke but I’m going to treat it as if it’s not.

    Please don’t off yourself OP. Life’s hard and full of suffering, but we’re all going through the same thing. We’re all looking for the answers and trying to improve our circumstances, but the struggle is part of what makes the end worth while.

    You are loved and appreciated even if you can’t see it now.

  5. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    You’re already “killing yourself” silly billy. One second at a time. Stop eating if you want to hurry it along ;).

  6. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Anon, please know there's other paths you can take then killing yourself. Please know I believe you can find happiness and joy. Others to connect with and help you can receive. Adventures to be had and dreams to follow. I hope for the best for you, and others as well. This message applies to others too. If it means anything, I believe there's more sentient beings out there other then just myself. Or yourself.

  7. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    How do you both entertain the grandiose idea that you are the only sentient being, and then 180 to say "we" are God's subconscious in a sick joke?
    Bro, we are just humans. Relax. There can be more to it, but who cares if there is. We can't know anyway. Even if something tells us something, we don't know if it is a crock of shit or not. So just live as man. Let the obvious reality be your reality, because any other layer can seem just as fake and gay as the last.

  8. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    i wan tot also but im afraid of reincarntion hoping its Only exists when ur concious and creating reality with thiughts maybe when u die and have 0 thiguhts therel truly be nothig

  9. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Youre fricking moronic im 100% conscious. Sollisiphism is babies first philosophy for midwits. Also imagine believing something a WOMAN wrote

  10. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    It's not that simple, not anymore.

    The knot with the highest tension snaps first.

  11. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

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