I feel like remaining in the totality zone was a mistake. I should have left.

I feel like remaining in the totality zone was a mistake. I should have left.

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  1. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    A video on yesterday's Solar Eclipse:

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I watched it a bit earlier. I did look at the eclipse. Overall the amount of info I'd started piecing together over the last year or so overwhelmed me, my mind refused to put the pieces together from a lot of events.

      Overall whether I stayed or had left, I feel I've made a great mistake. I'm not exactly sure what I should've done.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >I feel I've made a great mistake
        Yeah that's called your common sense telling you that you shouldn't look at the frickin sun moron.
        It baffles me that the spergs on here legitimately fell for that shit

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          I've looked at the sun previously, to no real ill effect. Not for a prolonged period mind you, and in this case I was only checking the sun occasionally. Observing the environment otherwise.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            You think there was no I'll effect, but you'll be wondering at some point why your vision seemed to have degraded. You may not perceive anything yet, but damage is damage, no matter how small

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I'm aware that ROS / thermal damage to the eye takes a bit to become apparent. I'm still wondering why they wanted everyone to look at it. The LED (head)light agenda serves to slowly degrade your vision, so obviously that's one possible goal. Fake glasses, get everyone is one place, get them to stare at the sun. The other possibility is aerial pathogen or lipid nanoparticle dispersions. Something that falls quickly in the shadow so it isn't degraded by sunlight, maybe otherwise embedded in microplastics. Either way this would give a path for dispersion, would draw people from wide distances who will then return where they came from, and could be absorbed transdermally, inhaled, whatever.

            I was already in the path of totality and I was wondering whether to just leave. I felt like I should, and several synchronicities occurred around this, but on the other hand I thought maybe there was something that something didn't want me to see.

            My conclusion is that my unease and initial impulse (year or two ago) was correct. I don't know why, but I should have left. Intuition / messages tells me it may have something to do with "BGI Group" and PDLNPs. Who knows. I'm tired of never knowing what to do.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          I've looked at the sun previously, to no real ill effect. Not for a prolonged period mind you, and in this case I was only checking the sun occasionally. Observing the environment otherwise.

          Ive stared directly at the sun for prolonged periods regularly for years. I'm not sure which is more likely, whether we've all been lied to, or im some kind of superhuman. but this is my honest anecdotal experience for anyone who might be interested. dont blame me if you try it and do the blind tho. I might really be some freak of nature and id hate to think something negative was encouraged by my ignorance... but... i dont even have artifacts or any vision problems. the only ill effects were slight pain as my eyes adjusted when i first started doing this years ago, and sneezing. i dont even get the pain anymore, and i get a weird headchange/maybe placebo. but im talking like minutes at a time. staring. directly. at it. all different times of day. in over half of the US at this point(some other anon theorized pollution sheilding or something)

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I guess... i honeslty wasnt trying to be an butthole. i think i really am an autist tbh. for some reason it stuck me as pineal calcification metaphor adjacent when i read it on an instinct level, but on a logical level i think you mightve gotten saved from a soul sucking/loosh harvest by being shielded from the black sun. this may be my schizo talking though idk

            >for some reason it stuck me as
            shouldve been *struck*

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >Overall the amount of info I'd started piecing together over the last year or so overwhelmed me, my mind refused to put the pieces together from a lot of events.
        I feel the same way. On the leadup to the eclipse I was remembering old memories and I began to fit the pieces together and remembered things I tried to forget. It dawned on me what I lost and what crushed me was what the future that might have been.
        Now I'm at a loss of what to do.
        Do I keep on my current path or do I try and repair things even if it won't turn out like it could've been? If I turn back would I even make it?

        It all started after the Ides of March in the second half of the month and it all came out of left field.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          I just don't like being changed. It feels that when you look into the white ring, something leaves you. This life has been bad enough that it's just one trauma and loss after another, and I can't endure being thrown around anymore. Anon above "randomly" dropping in and addressing me by name and then oscillating between "I hate you, you did something terrible to me, but I won't tell you what it was" (they've done this on other forums) and "I'm being mean and evasive to help you" is just the cherry on top. I feel weird, fricked around, and I don't like it. I'm tired of it. I've had enough of this place but I feel like an eclipse shadow sinks you deeper, or back, into matter. Hence "so heavy I fell through the earth" perhaps.

          Maybe I'm just disgusted and ashamed that I couldn't get the mental haze out of the way to do what I was supposed to, which was leaving.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            As usual. Bridge, the Anima. Hence the bridge destruction rituals and Lilith associations leading up to the eclipse.

            In place of. What was before, and is now something else.

            Recollection of the pain of being as one, recollection of the pain of being divided and wandering in the fog. Why am I always being scrambled, mind wiped, and thrown off track.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            https://i.imgur.com/bzBrXCs.png

            As usual. Bridge, the Anima. Hence the bridge destruction rituals and Lilith associations leading up to the eclipse.

            In place of. What was before, and is now something else.

            Recollection of the pain of being as one, recollection of the pain of being divided and wandering in the fog. Why am I always being scrambled, mind wiped, and thrown off track.

            Well, actually having now inverted / reverted my state, I think perhaps it was a positive thing. It was just unfamiliar so I rejected it, thinking I was running away or becoming even more lost in illusion, unfinished business. And yet clearly I was already in an endless labyrinth that had no escape by design. Mission impossible.

            I suppose I retract my prior statements. There's nothing to say about it and no need to say anything either. I had a decent time the last few days... and then started running away from it, again. Back to pain and confusion. Kind of stupid when I think about it.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I watched it a bit earlier. I did look at the eclipse. Overall the amount of info I'd started piecing together over the last year or so overwhelmed me, my mind refused to put the pieces together from a lot of events.

      Overall whether I stayed or had left, I feel I've made a great mistake. I'm not exactly sure what I should've done.

      QRD? What does staring do? I was in line of totality and stared at it basically the whole time.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I have to wonder if it devours your soul. I feel very strange.

  2. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >turned the picture upside down
    >there's nothing hidden
    i trusted you...

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

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  3. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    You aren't the master of the mind Ryan. You are just a thought.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Tell me more.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I remember everything you did and everything I was forced to do. You will never again get the chance to force me to go in that zone that brings me lower and lower. No, I'm well aware of the condition here that you lied to me about everything to attempt to gain the upper hand at this reincarnation wheel. The problem you have is that you crave death and I do not. I crave life and I wish to be given the full benefit of life beyond the entirety of your satanic dream editing machine. Yeah I know all and see all and I will never again fall for your brand of voodoo because fundamentally you lost your edge when you were found to be a liar.

        You will never again ever get a reset and even if I die and the portal inside me goes off and takes me back, I'll still end up doing what I want, when I want, and where I want. There is absolutely nothing you can do because I am free.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          If there's something to be remembered, I don't.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            You can't see the image of an apple in your mind's eye. I can.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Does the number 4 mean anything to you?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Indeed, it does. There is never a three try system. You will never get a 4th chance. You shouldn't have been given 3 chances in the first place. The 4th Chan(CE)

            I am the Evergreen.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I still don't understand.

            https://i.imgur.com/D8eKpq0.jpg

            You can't see the image of an apple in your mind's eye. I can.

            I can.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            What do you want from me? Why did you make this thread if you aren't reaching out for the source of your anxiety?

            The source of your anxiety is that we could have been done with this end of the world system but we choose to stay and endure so that the end never comes. It never has ever ended.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            How could we have been done? Why did we come here to begin with?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            We could have had it all but we decided to go rolling in the deep. We are here to assist those in Apostasy climb out of the Abyss and rejoin the world of the living dead. Everyone here is dead but they don't know it. This is the past, the world we live in exists to remain in a state of Static Composition until you learn your lesson and then it becomes a Dynamic World. Likewise, if you wait too long to learn your lesson, you take the chance of getting left behind in the past and you will stay in the past forever, even until the dying of the sun and you will never reach the future at the cusp of time where God is already done with this entire world and has His Titles, His Joy, and His Eternal Glory.

            We came here to help those that were falsely accused of sin, by design of the deception that we left Heaven to Join in the Earth. We never left heaven, we are still there, sitting in a gaming chair with goggles on. We are being rehabilitated in a immersion simulation that takes 2 hours in the place where we are because we are closer to the center of the Galaxy than the rest of the people that are here in this immersion gate. We are here to gain the benefits of benevolence by force, even if it takes 30,000 - 40,000 years to accomplish. Only 2 hours will have elapsed when we are done and we don't have to rush, we don't have to worry, we don't have to do anything because we already won. We are already free. This is being done for the benefit of our parents.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Well, who are you then? And what did I force you to do? I think we've talked about this before, elsewhere.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Don't worry about that right now. You only need to worry about becoming free yourself so you don't get stomped on when those fallen angels descend upon the Earth.

            If they think they won't encounter a fight, they are fricking fricked.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Say something that will make me believe you, or that I should know. Something that cannot be inferred by a hypothetical remote sensing of the more standard means.

            >I feel like remaining in the totality zone was a mistake.
            How so?

            Tying into the above, basically I'd been fixated on and looking into the eclipse for a year or two. Despite it all, all the symbolism and alignments and so on, at the end I still didn't know what to do. All the pieces were right in front of me and my mind either couldn't, or refused, to put them together.

            I feel like the eclipse either damages or marks you in some unseen way, or that it correlated with some way to wake up and leave whatever this place. Which is why I was woken up and had the eclipse always parallel in my mind to begin with.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Flaming darts that smell like farts from your lip flap flipflop flipping poofacehole.

            Satan thus realized his wrong was that God would forgive even him for doing what he did. He asked God to forgive him and God gave him the throne. God went on vacation and said, you are on your own.

            Now Satan is bored and has nothing to do, so he comes here on EerieWeb and picks on you.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            You always do this.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            You asked for it.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            On a scale from 1 to 10.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            6

            I'll trade you your fear for comfort and satisfaction simultaneously. Ready?
            .1
            .2
            .3
            .4
            .5
            .4
            .3
            .2
            .1
            This is my personal Universe that I won.
            .
            >
            .
            >
            .
            >
            Your Personal universe extends 6 feet around you and you are permitted to enter and exit other people's Personal Universes by invading their personal space and moving away from them.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Do you think this is due to the field created by the circulatory system? You act like I've invaded your personal space.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            You assailed me in many ways before and you thinking about who I am is the same as an assault. Yeah, I think we have iron in our blood stream and that is the same as both a battery and a magnet. Meaning, that the body is a electromagnetic machine. That's what we are trapped in, the basilisk is a vehicle for the soul.

            I'm not trying to be rude just to be rude, I'm trying to wake you up from your dream state to your final realization of who I am so that you can get on with your final realization of who God is.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            You're doing a poor job of it, plainly stated. I don't remember anything and already tried to wake up.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I know I can't jail break you by bruit force. It has to happen because you want it too and not because you give up so easily.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            can you explain what you mean by jailbreak me?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I feel like I would almost definitely want access to a superuser script if at all possible, as long as there are no negative consequences to obtaining and implementation.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I think you want to invert the order, you think it's fun to give people enough rope to hang themselves. You have learned the way to destroy is to build.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >You have learned the way to destroy is to build.
            anon is catching on

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            So to create a vampire you would drain out all the iron and replace it with hemocyanin, or some other substance. However the key would be to first diminish the field / vortex by altering, and effectively halting, the pulse.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Close, you have to make astral steel from the iron in the blood then use that knife to stab him in the eye.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            have a nice day.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            It sounds like you're just going insane and this eclipse is the focus of your insanity. If there weren't an eclipse there would have been something else that would have devastated you in a similar way. A lot of what you're saying about it probably makes sense to you in your head but when you write it out it sounds like nonsense. Are you in your early twenties? That's typically when men develop schizophrenia. Or maybe you've already been diagnose, idk.

  4. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I feel like remaining in the totality zone was a mistake. I should have left.

    It was your mistake to make me think I was ascending in the first place because you only made things worse for yourself.

    It's you that shouldn't have made me stay in the totality zone. You fricked up. Not me. I am free. I won, I am free I won. I am free.

  5. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >I feel like remaining in the totality zone was a mistake.
    How so?

  6. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Just wanted to say I hope for the best for you, and others as well.

  7. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I live in the totality zone and a big cloud obscured the eclipse for most of it and i wasnt able to see the eclipse during totality. What does this mean esoterically speaking?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >What does this mean esoterically speaking?
      nobody actually knows and anybody that answers as if they do are most likely schizo. we could guess or intuit and theorize but.. idk how you could KNOW

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >what do you think this means esoterically speaking?
        Happy now autist-kun?

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          I guess... i honeslty wasnt trying to be an butthole. i think i really am an autist tbh. for some reason it stuck me as pineal calcification metaphor adjacent when i read it on an instinct level, but on a logical level i think you mightve gotten saved from a soul sucking/loosh harvest by being shielded from the black sun. this may be my schizo talking though idk

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I dont think you were being an butthole anon. You are right that there has been so much meaningless
            >ECLIPSE IS..... LE GOOD!!!!
            >NO! ECLIPSE IS...... LE BAD!!!
            Posting, with no arguments or evidence.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            honestly almost everything seem like a deception or a distraction... i might just actually be going schizo but it seems like something keeps getting humanity to buy into life in some way just to rape us for loosh harvest. like it just wants to get us to care or get our hopes up or think things are gonna get better so it can hurt us more when it inevitably torture rapes us with existence again cause we're stuck here. maybe thats just me being pessimistic and schizo tho. idk.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Similar thoughts. Everyone saying they feel better after the eclipse, renewed hope, it's getting better. They build you up just to drain you again.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >dubs of truth
            yeah that or flat out delusionals. people that wanna believe it so bad they do, or think if they believe it hard enough it's gonna "manifest" literally magically and shit. or both. the deception AND the decieved, pushing the same decption.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Id love to believe we "jumped to the good timeline" or whatever they were saying yesterday, but literally nobody gave any reasons to believe that other than "i felt it. other anons felt it" like... i cant just... turn off my brain like that cause i want to like some people seem to be able to.

  8. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    can someone explain the pic

  9. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Did people think that people were just going to stop getting tortured in underground basements or that the cartel would stop ripping peoples faces off when the eclipse happened? "The good timeline" sounds like such a childish idea. Life has always been and always will be mostly suffering. And it has nothing to do with this quasi political Q anon stuff or whatever you think the problem is. The earth is just a rotating ball of pain.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      The earth is a cursed flat stationary platform of pain.
      fify

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Whatever helps you get by.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          This spiritually important to grasp anon. For what comes next.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      tummyache anon take ur pain pills big guy

  10. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    idk anon, I'm pretty paranoid by default and my intuition tells me this was a cosmic occurrence, nothing less nothing more.

    NOW, considering entire cults/religions/paradigm shifts have occurred in & around such happenings through history, your skepticism and concern are valid, but this sort of happening is for once beyond our reach.

    I think you're probably feeling a bit bored if anything, and your schizoid-charged mind is looking to make some great theory out of this. truth is, if we weren't so blinded by the hyper-saturation of media & technology to begin with, there might have been something truly divine or mystical to see that day. instead, we're faced with an antechamber of underwhelm.

    I saw aurora borealis last year and it was a similar feeling, a kind of disappointment.. like it's undoubtedly beautiful and awe-inspiring, but it wasn't much more impressive than a star-filled sky, or a nice sunset, yet even those have marked great changes in my life.. but none of which have involved any transdimensional headgnome frickery or metaspiritual bullshit. those are mystical experiences. this was essentally just a cool cloud.

    the true mysticism is in the fact that if you keep telling yourself the cool cloud made you moronic, you will be moronic. so either make something positive of it or shut the frick up.

  11. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Never trust anyone
    read the next lines backwards
    sreggin
    eugnot
    ym
    suna

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