How do I stop this? Only Christians answer please. I want to kill myself sometimes.

How do I stop this? Only Christians answer please. I want to kill myself sometimes.

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  1. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    have a nice day

  2. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    God forgives you especially if you do shit like this. Chill out man.

  3. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Hi I amin my 20s and I also have OCD and am a believer and luckily a lot of my obsessions are not about religion but understand that compulsions and obsessions are not the same thing as God but it is rather a mental illness and you might even say it is the devil trying to mess with your head to try and reduce your ability to reach your full PRODUCTIVE potential for the lord. Best of luck seek therapy and maybe medication or just therapy love you

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      He gets grieved when some of them get through. I feel the sensation through my body. I must have control.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        i promise you that the sensations in your body and the hyper-vigilance towards them is a symptom of the OCD, it is you who is attributing meaning the physical, very real visceral reactions to the stress the compulsions and obsessions fuel. let me know if you need a friend

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I think I'll play it safe and think it's the anger of God. This smacks of the young prophet who was deceived from the message God had given him and supped with the lying prophet. I'll be satisfied when my thoughts are completely submitted to Christ.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            actually, the other anon was right. you're a homosexual and should frick off

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Why? I can't just let any bloody thing enter my mind. I need to cut it off before it forms.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            https://www.newadvent.org/cathen/13640a.htm
            HTH

            >Some special indications that persons are really scrupulous, generally adopted by theologians are those enumerated by Lacroix. Among these is a certain rooted attachment to their own opinion which makes them unwilling to abide by the judgment of those whom they consult, even though these latter have every title to deference. In consequence, they go from one confessor to another, change their convictions with hardly a shadow of motive, and are tortured by an overshadowing dread that sin lurks in everything they do, and say, and think. The scrupulous may, and ought to, act in defiance of their misgivings, i.e. against their so-called conscience.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Source?

  4. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    peppermint tea
    sitting with no thoughts
    the thoughts in your head are not yours
    read the Gospel
    work out
    take a bath or something - you'll be clean and you will relax
    Pray for guidance not with [paste prayerx40] but eith your own words, if you are persistent enough you will get Eureka! moment and you'll know that you are saved and everything bad that happens is the demon homosexuals spamming with THEIR BULLSHIT AS IT'S THE ONLY THING THESE DJSUZBDKAXJJDKAN CAN DO
    ignore them

  5. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You must pray, prayer is very powerful.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I've prayed for hours

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I spend all my time praying and don't know how to stop, I've broken through.

  6. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Do you really think a god as almighty as the one you believe in wouldn’t understand your condition? Religion and belief are individual voyages meant to heighten your sense of self and give you a deeper understanding of life and whatever else there is. Obsessive following of literal understandings of Christian teachings will not lead you any where. Calm down, he won’t smite you down. You’re still learning

  7. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Try doing things out of love before will. Create something if you can. Anything with creativity that fits the verb. God has a plan but you have to do your best to stay calm, trust, and love people and God. I don't think fear or anxiety has any place in our connection to God and each other.

  8. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    https://www.newadvent.org/cathen/13640a.htm
    HTH

  9. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Read Ecclesiastes and internalize it

  10. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Try to learn to appreciate what you already have, and learn to be grateful for every day you live.
    Let go of desire for things you do not need, and try to exist in the present while you continue on the road to bettering yourself.
    -
    Life can be a struggle, but carry on, until you get "home". God bless you, Anon.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      What? I don't want any of this garbage. I just want Christ.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        It's not working homosexual.
        Get on meds.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I would say what I gave you is sound life advice, and you already have a connection to Christ.
        Then again,it sounds as though you want more than what you say.
        That is why I mentioned letting go of desires for things you want, but do not need.
        Learn to appreciate what you already have, and work towards a better tomorrow. God guide you.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I appreciate what I have and I don't want anything but for these thoughts to stop.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I don't know what you're dealing with, but when I keep my hands busy intrusive thoughts are seemingly banished. Maybe that would help you. A physical hobby you enjoy, or going outdoors and simply enjoying nature and the fresh air and sunlight.
            Changing your diet may also help. Someone once said that "schizophrenia" and autism are linked to a gut microbe imbalance.
            Perhaps a change in diet could help quiet your mind too?
            This is your life, and your choice. God help you, and God help us all!

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I find it works but only up to a point. For. me it's making board games and playing games or making music and looking back, I can't believe my complacency when thinking we are so close to the end!

  11. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Sounds to me like you have a fear of God, and you should. Over and over in the Bible he says, you better fear me. But you seem to be taking it too far. We had a piano player in church when I was a kid. this guy was a real case, like you. He thought if he went upstairs and forgot what he was going up there to get, the was sinning, because he was not concentrating hard enough. He was probably even more extreme than you, but suffering from the same general malaise. You have to understand you're a fallen creature, only Jesus can make you perfect, and that's not going to happen while you're here.

    Now I'm not saying wig out, smoke dope, screw prostitutes, and go crazy. You do your best, but knowing it will never be enough. You're just trying to show God that you're willing to try, you're willing to take direction, you know he's the boss, and he can fix you. That's what he really wants from you. Some indication that you're still salvageable, and you want to be salvaged. Take some of that pressure off yourself and realize. Even if you did everything on your laundry list, you'd still go to hell without the help of Jesus Christ.

    Take some of that pressure off yourself. It won't save you.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >Sounds to me like you have a fear of God, and you should. Over and over in the Bible he says, you better fear me.
      Sounds like something an ego would make up to create the common masses.
      >Obey me or you'll incure God's wrath!
      It's 2024 Anon. If there is a God it's clearly indifferent to all this shit

  12. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I met a spirit who identified themselves as the Archangel Michael. He said/implied that the Buddha is holy. If that is the case, then, if these words are words of the Buddha, then they are also holy:

    On karma / the outcome of actions:
    https://www.dhammatalks.org/suttas/AN/AN3_101.html
    On the relaxation of thoughts:
    https://www.dhammatalks.org/suttas/MN/MN20.html
    >Anxiously shares the gospel with friends and family because it will be his fault if they go to Hell
    That is a fully unskillful way of looking at things. You cannot proselytize people into caring about something they truly are resolved to not car about. Here's a sutta on proper resolve: https://www.dhammatalks.org/suttas/AN/AN6_55.html

  13. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Immanuel Kant
    >See people as an ends and not as a means.
    That's all you need.

    >I want to buy someone a gift because I enjoy our friendship.
    >My friend's enjoyment is an "End" and the gift is a "Means".
    Good

    >I want to buy my friend a gift because I enjoy their friendship, and because they will probably return the favor.
    >The gift and your friend is now a "Means" to acquire a gift of your own in the "End."
    Bad

    Not rocket science.
    Just keep it simple, check your own reasons for wanting to do things.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >Kant
      Good taste Anon.
      No but seriously OP needs medical help. This isn't a spiritual issue but a mental one.

  14. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    don't do it jesus is still with you you've been praying for hours and it didn't seem like anything happened but god works in his own time and way he's listening do not give up keep praying and have faith even it it feels like nothing is happening Hebrews 13:5 "God has said, “Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you."

  15. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    In order to be Christian you kind of have to admit and be aware that you will always be imperfect in this life, and you fall short of God’s grace. The beauty in Christianity is that despite the flaws of mankind, and our reprehensible nature at times, He decided we are still worthy of Love and Mercy. There is no need to beat yourself down so much about what you do daily, although aiming and striving for Perfection is encouraged— but one cannot lose one’s Light by trying to dim it down for the sake of pleasing what most Christian’s view of God is: an angry and jealous deity. This is not the God that Jesus preached and taught His disciples about. God grants us Mercy and Salvation, which is ultimately individual, and no works (meaning, it’s not what you do) will ever save you, no deed done is what will proclaim your seat at Heaven. It is ultimately done by the Judgment of Jesus and God, not by your deeds. And that is the beauty to me about Christianity. Take a look at the Bible and many figures in it. Many were inherently flawed, yet God for some reason saw something in them and brought about huge and enormous transformations within them. So, with that being said, try not to be so hard on yourself. The Lord knows everyone like the back of His hand. There is no need to beat yourself down so much… and I say this as someone who has and is struggling with a similar aspect in my own personal faith and relationship with God.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      God is loving, forgiving, and great.
      Praise God.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Amen!

  16. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I forgot to mention I keep throwing up when I pray. I think it's evil leaving me.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      the evil is probably leaving you I would continue praying and having strong faith

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I think you are very passionate about these things, and the sense of responsibility overwhelms you, causing you distress… try to relax my friend. I’m sure God would want you to seek tranquility, as well. Try meditating and praying in silence. Practice mental gratitude, pray in your Mind. Maybe this will help. Godspeed in your journey to get closer to the Creator.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        When I pray in my mind it seems was lot harder to drown out intrusive thoughts, but sometimes I do it to make a more earnest supplication by showing I can.take control of my mind. But God promises suffering! I just wish it wasn't so close to home, so to speak.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          its a worthwhile effort to continue trying

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            But what if you can't?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            You can, and your first failure is convincing yourself you are unable to use a tool the God you so rightfully admire gave you. Everyone can do this if they are able minded. It takes practice.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            try to talk to god in a natural way he's still with you like these digits could be a sign

            When I pray in my mind it seems was lot harder to drown out intrusive thoughts, but sometimes I do it to make a more earnest supplication by showing I can.take control of my mind. But God promises suffering! I just wish it wasn't so close to home, so to speak.

            No, that would be worse. I just got out of the psych ward and am now at a psych hospital because of my OCD.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            That is another anon. I would never say that. I can I just don't know how dangerous it is to silence my tongue and try to use the same tool the devil is using against me.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Even babbling gives me reprieve such that I can pray that God banish the thoughts to his sea of forgetfulness and as far as the east is from the west. I hope this prayer helps others here, do far it has been my greatest weapon and I'm certain it's from God.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            So far*

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            just do your best the important thing is not the method but expressing yourself to god just be you talk to him like he is your friend

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          It was like that for me at first, too. You have the ability to speak in your Mind and control the stream of thoughts. It takes practice and patience, but you can do it. It takes courage to sit with your thoughts alone and being able to control them, not the other way around. From the looks of it, it seems you’re in an intense headspace. Clear your head out. Cleanse your Mind, only YOU know how to do that. There are readily available ancient methods on the internet that are extremely effective.

  17. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Literally go to an emergency room and say those things out loud.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      No, that would be worse. I just got out of the psych ward and am now at a psych hospital because of my OCD.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        But proverbs says THE FOOL speaks everything on his mind while the wise keep it for another time.

  18. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Legit went through this. Will not go away without psychiatric help.

  19. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Not a jesusian myself but this looks like paranoia or other mental problem

  20. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Chill out- do your best not to purposely sin and if you do sin- accidentally or otherwise- as long as you are truly sorry and confess you will be forgiven

  21. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I remember being like this when I was a Christian.
    >Violent/sexual/blasphemous intrusive thoughts about God and Jesus

    I didn't think this happens to other people. Everything else you said is also familiar. So glad it's over.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      How many years was it?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Your shirking from the battle.if you aware his he will call you back. All I did was boast "jokingly" that I was a musical genius and boom I was convicted on the spot. I looked for excuses to leave because I didn't want to experience tribulation.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        You are*

        Autocorrect is so worthless.

  22. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I was like that when I was younger lol
    My advice to you is God loves you. But it seems like you’re too hard on yourself and feel you don’t deserve it. That’s natural, but it doesn’t mean you should spend every moment worried. You’re saved, enjoy your life, don’t sin with intent

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Well nobody deserves it. That's just Christianity 101 but yea he is gracious and merciful.

  23. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I hate christcucks, but having suffered with various forms of Pure-O, Obsessional OCD, compulsive rumination or whatever you want to call it and being on the verge of an heroing I can sympathise.

    Basically, getting over it and being back to normal is fully achievable. It sounds trite and simple, but it is just acceptance of the thoughts and not engaging with them. You have to accept that to a great degree, you can't control what you think and thoughts aren't a reflection or character or intent or desire.

    Just stop fighting the thoughts, and accept that you're now at a new normal. You're going to have to live with this as you are for the rest of your life, so why toil? Within a few weeks the thoughts lose their power and go away.

    In doing this, you'll probably feel worse before you get better for a couple of weeks but you will move on, I assure you. I lost out on the latter part of my teens and the first couple years of my 20s obsessing over garbage, it still pops in once and again from time but I have my ljfe back, fully. And you can too.

    Hope you feel better soon, but I'd rather you don't let the israelite cult dictate your life.

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