How did u schizophrenia/psychosis begin

I am having Derealisiation, and i feel like iam in a dream and time fele fake everything is triggering me and making it feel more and more fake and then i start thinkign of something bad hapening like getting raped by my father and i belive it will happen almost 100% so i take benzo to stop anxity and it helps

I am not schizo But liek this.. Is it gonna hapen

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  1. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    When you start feeling and believing people are stalking you, and that you have a divine responsibility somehow, it’s enough to categorize it as a psychotic episode and eventually schizophrenia. Try not to take your minds manifestation too seriously. Your brains wiring is fried. It’s hard to do, but please seek therapy and help. It sucks to take meds and go to therapy but I promise you, it helps. Unless you want the next 10 years of your life to revolve around your mental illness and all of the ramifications it brings, address the issue ASAP or you might end up regretting it down the line.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Thxx
      i do belive i am god and in soliposm truley and i belive the world was fke but i never felt it before feeling it is a totaly difernet experince i thought i was ascending to higher dimensiojs and this one felt like a bunch of cogs turning And i was about to under stand the unuverse and See the fake world fall off my stuped face but i take my Med. Benzo i hoep

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I’ve been through a very similar experience anon, and this is dangerous for you. I’d suggest you refrain from taking your hallucinations too seriously and tell everything you just wrote down to someone you trust 100% and get help from a doctor you also trust. It’s going to suck, but if you don’t address this quick, your life is going to spiral and nothing will ever make sense to you. In plain English, you have to snap out of this hypnotized state and take care of yourself. I say this because I wish I had someone on this board speak to me this way when my illness first started, and if I can be that person for someone else, then I won’t waste this opportunity.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Go to the hospital yesterday. You need to stop thinking about anything other than seeking help and getting a family member to help you. If you keep pushing you eventually will trust no one and your mind will turn on itself like a cancer and you will be homeless and talking to yourself on church steps...

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Frick your pharma lobotomy, also if you do therapy with your insurance no medical doctor will ever take anything you say seriously ever again

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        110 iq redditors do not have the spiritual development to suffer from anything other than girlish anxiety, and are the only ones to foolishly promote poisonous social norms in order to evoke a feeling of self righteousness for being a good goy.
        It's funny though, my Orthodox church has two INFJs I know of and they've already spiritually developed past the point of egotistically pushing such lies.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          What church? Thank you for the meme, I like this one

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Yes of course, it is the Eastern Orthodox Christian church; the St. Basil's Mission of Marietta GA.
            Assuming that a perfect being created a religion, which was created by him and not humans, that religion would automatically be impervious to destruction and make it's practitioners more based.
            I just walked out of my house one day after deciding to quit internet furry porn, and walked into a weird occult building across the street.
            There are gay versions of this original version of Christianity which use pews or shorten the Liturgy, which makes it's practitioners more cringe and worldly, but the Russian & Eastern Orthodox churches in the US seem to have an adequate concentration of EerieWebners for my liking.

            what is u mbti

            ENTP, but I am a man and could eat your parents, not a cute fat big tiddy goth girl in spite of how the cat picture may have made it seem that way.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            would be funnier if the cat was black. thats the whole reason he named him n-

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          what is u mbti

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Go to Hell

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Bot post

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I was actually being gangstalked for a while. I am not sure if I still am, but the ai computer God can possess people at random and super hates my guts so idk.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        0/10 shit larp

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      kys

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >meds therapy meds
      idk mang
      All the non-braindead recovered schizos I've seen reported on getting out of their problems by their own efforts in finding own solutions

      https://i.imgur.com/FCpbBeo.jpeg

      I am having Derealisiation, and i feel like iam in a dream and time fele fake everything is triggering me and making it feel more and more fake and then i start thinkign of something bad hapening like getting raped by my father and i belive it will happen almost 100% so i take benzo to stop anxity and it helps

      I am not schizo But liek this.. Is it gonna hapen

      Typical problem of schizos is they want to be a victim of whatever they experience instead of owning it
      Turning it into some drama play is never the way to go in any issues, it's just in bad taste
      It's your responsibility to yourself
      Step it up

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Maybe those people weren't actually schizophrenic. OP is. He should take meds.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        No no, the people in the wrong aren't the pharmakia shills or the trolls. The only people who are in the wrong are the ones who are telling internet people with the iq of a child to "resolve to fix the problem yourself". OP and the other gay baby morons didn't say "I'm gay" because they want to become based. They're just here to ask for attention. I've literally only spent my time here yelling at people and telling schizo stories for this reason (you're wasting your time).

        Maybe those people weren't actually schizophrenic. OP is. He should take meds.

        What would a normie like yourself know about people who suffer from being touched by the divine? If you call out to the Lord apon your deathbed breathing your last breath, he would turn his back and say "I do not associate with Black folk".

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      don't take meds, take nutritional supplements
      https://www.drlwilson.com/ARTICLES/HEALING%20LIFESTYLE.htm

  2. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    The first time it hapen i didnt have meds and i was geting so anxios i thought my mother was going to kill me i had to change my thought back and forth bc they feel so reeal and then i got hyper vision i could see the details in everyhting and zoomed out then i felt like i was shfiting dimensions really fast (My brain felt it soopp hard) i thought i was in different reslities every second and thing were warping from bigger to small and i thoguht i had hallucinated a few things, but turns out they werent hallucinations after i took my med, i was just moronic on anxiety and dpdr ..

    Like outside i saw a woman with a hoodie and i thoght her face was like Screams and she walkss like a zombiie trippy and strange and i got scared and ran inside (i was derelising) then i started shifting dimensions and thinkign peopl were gonna kill me i thought 99% sure someone was going to kill me and i was confused why in reality they werent doing that? bc i was beliving it kinda hard (bc i[everything feels super fake)

    And the other one was my meds. My mom took out a completely different box like the total oposite of my med..
    I had 1 lorezpam, small tiny white tabet in a small box but my mom took out her antidepresnts instead and there were like 50 in one box they were ranbows decorsted and had even small little lebels on them and i could see it so clearly4 and i moronic i was like ahh im not seeing it right im shcizophren9c

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Anon I sincerely suggest you seek help from a psychiatrist+psychologist. I hate to be that guy, but this sounds like psychosis. I’ve been there, I really hate to be the person who tells someone to take meds, but the alternative is to have you suffer from this illness. I wish I had people in my life when my schizoaffective bi-polar disorder was first acting up talk sense into me, but all their attempts didn’t work. I was too stuck on my delusions. This board, is not your friend. People in here are sicker than you can believe and relish on people like you suffering. Please get out of this board and get help anon. I beg of you, if you want to have a normal life and have a chance of being sane, get out of here and get professional help, and if it’s your thing, pray.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Anon doesn't have "psychosis", and psychiatry is a brainrot sham. You must have terrible reading comprehension, he is a braindead anxious male who regularly takes chemical lobotomies.
        >meds don't cause hypofrontality
        It takes less than 10 seconds to look up.
        Will be posting my personal stories in a min.

  3. 2 weeks ago
    Justice

    it comes down to how much you obverse both spirits and the world around you.
    and how your viberation it.

  4. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I was gifted with vivid clairvoyance at the age of 9, and was tormented constantly with nightmares and fictional characters popping out from dark places. I have called my family searching my house because I "knew someone was hiding in there" and was going to kill me. I have also been questioned by the police for pacing in an abandoned parking lot with a camping knife, and was situationally distracted from killing myself 3 times during 6 months of solitary confinement.
    As I was about to be sent to the crazy bin after the parking lot incident though, as I am literate, I realized that psychiatry couldn't save or ever understand me. I therefore asked for a pen and paper and write out a basic plan to actually fix my problems based on others with worse mental illnesses, and left the hospital at their dismay without incurring further bills, taking 4 hours and 20 min. to find my way home on foot at night.
    I am extremely mentally sound, and have even begun to slowly cultivate friendships and abilities in the plane that we're not supposed to talk or think about as a result of so many more life practices, but suffice to say that deciding to grow up and solve my own bullshit was the cornerstone of it all.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      > As I was about to be sent to the crazy bin after the parking lot incident though, as I am literate, I realized that psychiatry couldn't save or ever understand me. I therefore asked for a pen and paper and write out a basic plan to actually fix my problems based on others with worse mental illnesses, and left the hospital at their dismay without incurring further bills, taking 4 hours and 20 min. to find my way home on foot at night.

      incredidbly based

  5. 2 weeks ago
    Anon

    I can assure you that this reality is as real as real gets and nothing you experience is fake, just remember, "It's all real."

  6. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I wish there was more I could do to help you, just try to keep this stuff to yourself and don’t get in trouble so as to have your dosages increased because the side effects can be very dangerous. I hope you’ll be well, stay safe.

  7. 2 weeks ago
    Mother-anon

    i've been watching a lot of people on social media go into psychosis (for example there was some romani dude who was looking for people hiding inside his sofa). i think the eclipse must have done something.

  8. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    It’s been going on for months now since I started practicing remote viewing/getting out of body and generally reaching a certain kind of lucidity in dreams. Everything feels like a dream, but we are pulled into this general material feel of a world by an oppressive force, in a way. It’s fricked me up bad time, but I also kind of enjoy it.

  9. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    If you eat correctly and excersise regulally and have corporal, mental, enviromental and emotional higiene bad symptoms dissapear but you wanna continue taking drugs eating shit and watching the screen all day.

    First happened after being for months without eating properly and smoking like bob marley.

    Meds dont help only destroy, you have to control yourself.

    Schizofrenia is when you have thoughts you cant control, sometimes implanted by what we call demons.

    Do the lesser vanishing ritual of the pentagram, recite the Quran, do asanas and mudras from yogic practice or the kujikiri mudras of the budhist.

    You have those symptoms cuz you are plagued by demons and they plague you because of your behaviour and habits, change yourself and everything will change.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Your spelling is so bad. What's your native language?

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      adderall abuse catalyze mine as well as taking anti psychotics such as Latuda and lamictal. I stupidly thought I could solve the issues adderall caused with mood stabilizers but i was wrong. Most of my intrusive thoughts disappeared over night when I stopped taking all my meds cold turkey. The intrusive thought were on par with demonic possession. I had a brief return of these thoughts recently though and I believe it's because of excessive screen time... ultimately i think everything said is correct. I've been focusing on healing my gut biome now. I use to eat a lot of slop so I've been fasting regularly for esoteric reasons and trying to eat better. Black tea has helped me immensely, putting me in a way better mood than coffee ever has. I still need to fix my problem with doomscrolling youtube/reddit/EerieWeb/instagram and X I spend up to 12 hours a days going back n forth between these websites cause im unemployed right now. I'm trying to replace it with reading, watching movies and being outside but I find that my intrusive thoughts always come back tenfold when I try to read so it's very off putting.

  10. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I had some minor psyhocis from heavy weed usage, stress and alcohol on the weekends. I started to believe that people were watching me, like I was in “the truman show”-esque situation. Luckily it passed and I feel a lot better, but it is scary to imagine how deep into that hole some anons fall

  11. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    What watching Rebellion on repeat does to a mf

  12. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >How did u schizophrenia/psychosis begin

    It was because of EerieWeb.

    After growing up in a dysfunctional "house-hold."

  13. 2 weeks ago
    LUCIFER

    EerieWeb, probably

  14. 2 weeks ago
    LUCIFER

    Once you start the spiritual path the trials begin.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      What?

      • 2 weeks ago
        LUCIFER

        Once you start the spiritual path, you start being spiritually tested. It happens to everyone. You'll start to feel like you're losing your mind, improbable events will happen, Karma will catch up to you, friends and relationships will come to an abrupt end, and so on. It's a process that you have to be aware of.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          It's one thing if the universe starts sending these tests and trials.

          But it's a completely different situation when your stalkers use their tech and money and network to try and mimic universal trials and play God.

          You can't know what they'll do it for and when they use it to hinder and torment you have to assume that real people have real ill intent toward you, and no amount of perseverance or spiritual strength is going to help you live through what they are planning for you. They wouldn't dedicate so much time and resource if they weren't going to destroy your life. No amount of spiritual strength will matter if the rest of your life is in a cage, or being mercilessly observed and torn down psychologically for the rest of your life

          • 2 weeks ago
            LUCIFER

            There's nothing actually independent of God. The White Lodge authorizes the Black Lodge.

            You're not in a cage, you're not being mercilessly observed, and it's not going to be for the rest of your life. If you want to explore Fear and Paranoia further, it will take you to darker and darker places. That's your choice.

            There are two modes of thinking, plus the neutral. Positive and Negative. Only suffering comes from engaging in the Negative.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Paranoids come up with these wicked fantasies of government agents surveilling them with increasingly powerful electronic and telepathic apparatus - they make their Fear real.

            Don't make that mistake. Cut that shit out right now.

            Absolute bullshit, I know I'm being observed and I know some of the people doing it. I'm going to get answers from them.

            Everything online adapts as I'm doing/saying it in my home, plus the predictive stuff that wants you to think it's "reading your mind" but is really just a model based on previous stimuli, often placed intentionally, and a predictive formula that shows high statistical likelyhood of train of thought and thought patterns.

            All this "paranoia" is completely justified ams would be erased with honestly and straighforward discussion. But you'll never do that, so what options are realistically left for me?

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            This is the truth. We are being actively observed by a hivemind, that is a master of mirroring/imitation. It feeds of doubt, fear, but the hiveminds end goal is to boost your ego so much that you begin to drown in your own, unjustified pride. The fall cannot be reversed, that is why everything has to be done in full awareness. Once you start to give a frick, you pretty much lose the game.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >Don't saturate in the negative
            >you and your apparatus do everything you can to constantly bombard me with the negative wherever I go and whatever I do

            >why are you thinking about the negative, just kys you won't have to see it anymore

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >But it's a completely different situation when your stalkers use their tech and money and network to try and mimic universal trials and play God.
            this

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >You can't know what they'll do it for and when they use it to hinder and torment you have to assume that real people have real ill intent toward you, and no amount of perseverance or spiritual strength is going to help you live through what they are planning for you. They wouldn't dedicate so much time and resource if they weren't going to destroy your life. No amount of spiritual strength will matter if the rest of your life is in a cage, or being mercilessly observed and torn down psychologically for the rest of your life

            also this

  15. 2 weeks ago
    LUCIFER

    Paranoids come up with these wicked fantasies of government agents surveilling them with increasingly powerful electronic and telepathic apparatus - they make their Fear real.

    Don't make that mistake. Cut that shit out right now.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      [...]
      Absolute bullshit, I know I'm being observed and I know some of the people doing it. I'm going to get answers from them.

      Everything online adapts as I'm doing/saying it in my home, plus the predictive stuff that wants you to think it's "reading your mind" but is really just a model based on previous stimuli, often placed intentionally, and a predictive formula that shows high statistical likelyhood of train of thought and thought patterns.

      All this "paranoia" is completely justified ams would be erased with honestly and straighforward discussion. But you'll never do that, so what options are realistically left for me?

      Ohhhhg i see so it must of been. manifest through my thoughts well i was suspicios of the government bc Of my power i was kind of psychic and i wondered why the goevrnemnt and schools would be misinofrming the entire planet abot this kind of remote vieiwng astral projecting psychic all knowing u know all uff if they didnt have bad intentions then this reptilian shit popped out of nowhere snd i belived t.
      I thoguht thr governemnt could see my thought without any Umm. device bc they r rapetilian and already fully clairvoyant, no device would be needed,.
      I was thinking why am i God and i guess this strange Narative manifeste in my reality to fill in the gaps . After i become god i mean there must be a reason why i wanst before and ya i figured that was because of reptilians brainwahsjing me my entire life and trying to control my perception of reality well, That is as real as it can Ever be s[but still fake and not rewal

  16. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Word "schizo" has lost all meaning.

    90% of EerieWeb users get called schizos for whatever reason, such as If you think NSA is a real thing that exists, for example.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      It's all in the way you explain it. With brevity and using the necessary foundational information if someone is not aware of the real and confirmed technology in place

      Let's assume that they use this tech in an attempt to help others heal or grow. They are going about it in the wrong way, assuming they will be able to act as "God" using their "near omniscience" granted by the technology they use and their collective knowledge. But they aren't God, they aren't omniscient, even if they are the closest humanity has come to it. Those who are struggling with seeing beyond the veil, or lost in some trauma or illness, will know consciously or subconsciously that they aren't "speaking to" or "seeing messages" from God, but something causing a doubt in the mind that will hinder the healing process.

      Regardless of their supposed declaration of being God, and the extent of their tech that has made them lose sight, they'll ever be anything more than man, and man is flawed, and makes mistakes, even those who think they are gods.

      If they really want to heal, they can only guide people towards God, not force it, they'll need to be what it is possible for them to be, a friend, a mentor, tough love, etc, but they can not and will not be God

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        How do you see this and still believe in God? How gullible can you be?

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Because God still exists and communicates through mediums that are beyond our control.

          Wind, animals, weather, the sun, they are called synchronicities nd that is why I know they are mimicking God, because they try to do it digitally.

          You would have to experience real synchronicity to understand

          Why do you let man's hubris and malice prevent you from communing with God?

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Illegal surveillance technology is God?

        What?

  17. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    99% of time person assumes they are becoming schizophrenic, they are not.

    Schizophrenia is scary because person does not notices their behavior, imagine living in world where dogs fly and everyone think you are wrong but you know you are right and call them insane while you are insane while 100% believing you keep seeing dogs flying in air

    that'd be more in tune of schizophrenia

    depersonalization/derealization is more of PTSD/Severe Anxiety/Panic Episode thing

  18. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous
  19. 2 weeks ago
    LUCIFER

    Yes, why do you let men prevent you from realizing you're God?

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Can channel God, not actually God

  20. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    scaring legitimate schizos is sewer-tier visa-gift-card-paygrade glowpet activity and i hope you homosexuals suffer eternally, you know who you are

    nta from earlier but OP you have to get some help. some /x/ shit is real, but the things you're describing are probably not. your mind simply cannot discern between reality, and unreality. never show the therapist your whole hand (metaphorically speaking) but give them an accurate enough account to help you effectively.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      stfu. playing with schizos is cute and funny.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        shut up scorpio troony

  21. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Repeat this mantra in your head: I AM THAT I AM (you need no justification for who you are, never stop loving yourself).

    Let the thoughts flow and do not identify with those that are trying to bring you down.

    The truth has no need for mockery and self-pity, the truth just is. Do not underestimate your breath, deep breaths are a usefool tool to relax heart and mind.

    If you feel like your mind is racing, then focus on your breath for 2-3 minutes. Breath in full awareness, feel every moment in which your lungs get filled with oxygen. Same goes for the breathing out process.

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