Holy Spirit isn't enough in my life

I look like pic rel but 30 years old.
I beg for food and money for beer and weed.
All I do is sit in my room I rent in a basement and
watch the same reruns of shows and youtube vids.
I might be homeless in the future.
I get mad at God every day and mad at Jesus.
I blaspheme the Father Son and Holy Ghost.
I think the Holy Ghost in me is a joke, not enough.
I'm screaming FRICK GOD!

I'll never:
>read the bible
>go to church
>take communion
ever again.
And if I pray or give thanks it's out of an old habbit.

I'm out, God isn't good enough to me I'm out frick this.
>can't anhero
>eating fast food once a day for 6 years now
>waiting for cardiac arrest or heart attack
>no lotto ticket wins
I'm more angry at The Lord than Lucifer.
I have head and body lice and my washing machine is broken and dryer is questionable.

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  1. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >711
    That's where I pan handle sometimes. FRICK GOD!
    Do you hate your flesh?
    Are you a more superior spirit inside, trapped in your flesh that wants out, like a caterpillar in a cocoon?

    The way I keep talking and thinking and acting I will not be rapture ready for I blaspheme constantly without ceasing and I cannot stop for I will to kill my own flesh for my nervous system and my heart and my brain offend my new creation which is stuck inside my meat puppet vehicle flesh body that has sin seeped into the veins, yea, even into the bone marrow.

    I say, every heart beat is a sin to me, for my heart is the only thing keeping me back from entering Heaven. I say, every inhale, and exhale, I only deem it ok because I smoke cannabis, but as for my heart beats, they can altogether stop immediately with sudden cardiac arrest, even I'll say; amen to it!

    My spirit and soul trapped in this terrestrial animal flesh is so tired of being in this body that can bear hot and cold, that I will to exit and be as a ghost, that I shine in a brighter nature, being able to see the angelic hosts.

    I have seen this world of the material, and I say, I do not like the hylocos human, who are purely of the earth-bound state, who are bewildered by the fatasims and mechinisms of the material world, blinded by their carnal fleshly desires, unable to grasp anything spiritual, still being within stuck in choshech where the ohr, has not shinned in their levavot. They cannot comprehend the light, nor will their microcosm ever reflect the macrocosmic light, that the morningstar be the light of all mankind and shines even in the woman.

    I'm absolutely sick, of prosperity Christians in their suits with their perm prepped hair cuts and styles and flashy ties and the likes. They're filth. I am closer to the poor who know this world is not worth taking the 666 mark of the beast for. I don't care for a house or a wife, or a vehicle or a pet, or a job, I have no desire.

  2. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >lazy gay
    >blames God

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I'e prayed to that potter, that jehovah in jesus name for a part time job and looking he never delivered and I hate applying online in Azazel's disgusting world frick this garbage and I'm less lazy than you I go on 6 hour walks every day scumbag.
      I don't drive one of Azazel's vehicles he placed down for humans!
      Frick Jesus!

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >gib handouts

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Azazel and Jesus probably couldn't be further apart. Unironically you're a schizo and need help from either Azazel or Jesus

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          >you're a schizo and need help from either Azazel or Jesus

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >I won't apply to a jerb
        >wtf why won't anyone just give me one

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        You're not getting a job because you look like a schizo hobo. Parable of the sower. Clean up.

  3. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Frick God Jehovah!
    The mentally ill father!
    Frick The Word his son Jesus!
    Through The Word all disgusting things have been created.
    >lord of the bed bugs
    >lord of the lice
    >lord of the wienerroaches
    >lord of the parasites
    >lord of flies and moths
    >lord of itches and scratch burns
    >lord of piss and shit and pain and crying
    Who created sin? Who swept the curse of sin through the land?
    That filthy potter, that Jehovah did.
    The absolute scum couldn't raise Adam and Eve better.
    Who is really more guilty for allowing all these bad things under the sun to happen?
    Jehovah the mad God who is a jealous God in his mental illness and hell casting.
    He almost repented for creating mankind. No wonder and go figure, he made us as monkeys.
    We're wrapped in animal flesh that gets too hot and too cold, and has pimples and moles.
    He knitted us in the womb with imperfections, we are filthy creations.
    How many times did Adam bang on his chest, and even kill himself that God raised him?
    He can't even take care of his creations properly, the tyrant good for nothing racca.
    I've desired in blood lust to whip Jesus and punch him and spit on him and destroy him.
    I have punched and stomped and spat on and ripped and burned over 15 Bibles of different translations.
    I have said in my heart that the Holy Ghost isn't good enough and that I need money.
    I'll never own a physical Bible again for I know I will destroy it as if it's in my nature.
    I'm simply reacting to the lack of help this hell casting tyrant doesn't do.
    I'm reacting to all the bad things that have and are happening in my life.
    He's not a good good father, don't even sing that about him he doesn't deserve it.
    And go ahead and make my ear itch you scumbag I've had enough of you.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >gnostic larp gay preying on suffering of others to push his demon fraud religion
      What a shock

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        nothing about this is gnostic, but you knew that already. the blood of hypatia is on your hands

  4. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >regularly practices blasphemy
    How can you think you have the holy spirit?

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Exactly yet because what I confess The Lord or I can confess Jesus is Lord and shit and I have the power to take communion and I have the power to still read in front of my old Church and I still feel prompt to give thanks and all the garbage the holy ghost wants me to do homosexual

  5. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I'll worship death and dwell in the cemeteries at night, Jesus can burn in hell!
    Three days and nights in the heart of the earth wasn't enough, nor what the Romans did.
    He fricking deserved, it all, and more, for us all, the bastard. Rise up against the throne potato hell casting tyraunt hell is paved with good intentions and few are chosen!

  6. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    God helps those who help themselves

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >God helps those who help themselves
      >who help themselves
      Yeah because God doesn't help!
      I can make the moves but he'll only give me what I need, not more than what I need, yet by God I need frickin more money.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        lazy c**t

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Aww because I refuse to be a slave to a boss.
          have a nice day I'd work your job better than you.
          I've worked better jobs than you in the past.
          I have a much better looking resume than you.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            you're the one b***hing and moaning and doing nothing about it

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            He's rebellious and acts out because his parents would never make time for him.
            Please be more understanding.

  7. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I feel a similar way. I get frustrated and feel hopeless often. Even if you think you aren't good enough, you are. Your salvation is assured despite your grief. God loves and you understands your anger towards him. I don't have anything else to say, because I'm not that far ahead yet. Maybe I'm one step after you, and the next step is something better. But I feel at peace now that I've forgiven God and smothered my indignation for a while. I hope you can find that same peace. I'm sorry anon.

  8. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Take things one step at a time.
    There are creative solutions to every problem.
    For example, if the washing machine broke, I might have to wash my clothes in the bathtub, or take them to a laundromat while I figure out how to either fix it myself or hire someone to repair it.
    Don't lose hope.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I got the shampoo to kill the lice, so I gotta get new cheap clothes and shower with the old ones on then off to wash em type crap, use the shampoo to kill the lice, and swap into new clothes then hope my dryer can get hot enough to kill the lice on the old clothes and possibly pillows and blankets and aaaal that SHIT.

      I'm like my dad, wanting to die with no desire.
      Dad didn't like to brush his teeth either it's all fricked yet God keeps my teeth white enough and barly any cavities but 2 but idk shit's moronic.

      I'm so out of the frickin dating game for life.
      Why should I if I jack off to anal porn frick that.
      Gross, frickin carnal animalistic filthy abimnable desires! Get me out of my flesh! I'm curesed with my dad and mother's curses genetically in my cursed DNA!

      you're the one b***hing and moaning and doing nothing about it

      Whenever I attempt or in the past have to do something, it is as if Lucifer's world is designed to make me fail. Either scripts online applying wont work or they wont accept my printeed resumes when I walk around asking managers to give it to bosses.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >Why should I if I jack off to anal porn
        You're silly mister.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          At least I don't jack off to anime and trannies and furry crap and other abominations yet in the past watch I probably did once to one of those frickin things but I'm sick of all the sexual garbage online and irl.

          Sex should be for pro-creation only, then the couple should try to not do it and be spiritual.
          There is no sex in heaven.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >Sex should be for pro-creation only
            Isn't that what lice do, copulate for procreation only?
            Transgenderism and authentic homosexuality is observed only in higher species, like humans and dolphins.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Male bedbugs rape one another

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >homosexual
            /misc/ must watch movie on gays:

            https://rumble.com/v4uomzo-aids-the-judgement-of-god-full-documentary.html

  9. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >bragging about skill and job success
    >living in a basement about to be homeless
    Hm

  10. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    you're literally me except I still look like I did at 18 and I also browse EerieWeb, also rent a full apartment

  11. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Look up covert narcissism, it's ruined your life anon. It's not just a buzzword it's a way of thinking that gets all consuming. You are a prisoner in your own mind but that means you have the keys to free yourself.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Poop21

      no

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >covert narcissism

      This guy knows what's up. You probably have untreated trauma from your parents. Then you replaced that human narcissistic relationship with a god narcissistic relationship.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        You guys would diagnose Jesus and Jehovah.
        People already call Jesus schizo, Jehovah mentally ill mad God.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Exactly.
          Don't listen to these morons, you could follow their advice and live the 'normie life' but reality always eventually reasserts itself. You literally need to live under constant delusions for their advice to work.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >covert narcissism
        Isn't The Lord an attention prostitute for having us always give thanks and acknowledge him in all our ways? Pray to Jesus or burn in hell.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Where did Jesus say that?

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            When your mother was with him last night HUEH

  12. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I don't love anything anymore. This creation has been a complete disappointment. Just endless suffering and struggles, what for I ask you? Man has a cried a trillion tears just so the creator can experience himself from all aspects at our expense.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Literally in the same situation. This reality is just a joke. I wish it could just end, all of it.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >This reality is just a joke.
        Welcome 2 clown world!

  13. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You know what has to happen right. You have to produce more work. If it feels like you're bound, you can pray for God to lift the curse of a spirit of binding. It also might be generational curses if you feel like it's something you never did. Never were responsible for doing, I mean. But the Holy Spirit can fix that. He can pray for you in utterances beyond our understanding.

    Google What does the Bible say about a spirit of binding. It might not be laziness.

  14. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    OP lives in a first world country and is complaining that he doesn't have enough money to get high and drunk.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      getting high & druk r ez
      its about everything else

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Like what?

  15. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Lice really will make you hate God

  16. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Dracula Flow 6

  17. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Hang on a few more months anon. Things are about to change. They get much worse instead of better, but a new opportunity is going to open up September 3, 2024. If you want to go, the time is coming, but do it the right way.

    The evil ones made the world the hellhole that it is. God made Eden and put Adam and Eve in it. Lucifer ruined it for us all. If you want to have at the beings responsible, you'll get your chance in about 3 months.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Glad you know about Lucifruit.

      You can call Lucifer, Luci-FRUIT!
      >fruitier than juicyfruit

    • 3 weeks ago
      Matpat

      Lucifer, Eve, and Adam are all idiots.

  18. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    As long as you live in sin and blaspheme the holy spirit, things will go badly for you. Repent now before it's too late.

  19. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >>All I do is sit in my room I rent in a basement and
    >watch the same reruns of shows and youtube vids.
    literally me

    it's a very comfy life

  20. 3 weeks ago
    Matpat

    Job and Christ suffered far worse than you do.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      But it's just a gaytheory

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