Guardian Angels

I recently had a spiritual experience that has convinced me some higher power is watching over me and cares about me and my well-being.

What I don't understand though is why the frick anyone from a higher world would actually take the time to care about my well-being. Maybe we're related/kin? Maybe it's some contractual thing. Idk.

I just don't understand why something like a guardian angel would actually take time out of their days to give a shit about me. I don't understand it. Maybe it's got something to do with universal compassion and a general divine benevolence for other things. Idk.

Anybody on this board familiar with this?

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  1. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    I don't know but according to this video: https://youtu.be/8WMjnJmgpn4
    everyone gets assigned a guardian angel

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      Y tho

      • 2 months ago
        Anonymous

        God loves us 🙂

  2. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    >What I don't understand though is why the frick anyone from a higher world would actually take the time to care about my well-being. Maybe we're related/kin? Maybe it's some contractual thing. Idk.
    Souls are infinitely valuable, and when you are in a state of eternal pure consciousness about the only thing worthy of your time is maintaining relationships with others.
    I have a being who loves me as well. Its hard to fathom how much they love us, but I have felt myself capable of such great love on occasion, I guess beings in higher realms can do it all the time.

  3. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    what happened

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      Going to try and keep a long story short. I was suicidally depressed about a year ago. I was at my limit and at one point, I basically gave up on living in every sense of the word. I lied in bed and blacked out, just trying to fade away into nothing.

      I opened my eyes (minds eye) and saw this ray of sunshine shining down on me. And in an instant I felt this message. It was like a lifetime trapped in a moment, yet simple. Like a smile. Like sunshine. It told me life wasn't pointless and showed me the error of my ways. It's kind of insane because it was like I was sent this highly compressed form of information directly into my mind and my mind just kind of opened the package and interpreted it as best as it could. Mostly in the form of simple visions, songs I knew, etc. I heard these voices not long after this, which we're talking about me and about how I've been wasting my life and how I'm going nowhere fast. They seemed to care about me, idk why. I tried to talk to them but the moment I did they noticed that I noticed them and immediately lowered their voices, and left. I woke up not long after.

      it's because of this experience I had that I didn't kill myself tbh. I want to meet these things. The more I think about that experience the more questions come up. As well as answers. The current question in my mind is who exactly are these things, why do they care about me, and why did they run when I tried to talk to them?

      • 2 months ago
        Anonymous

        And you never had anything like this happen before or afterwards? Isn't it possible your brain hallucinated because you are so catatonic just wasting away in bed?

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          Sure. It could all just be fake. Idk.
          This isn't the kind of shit my mind comes up with though. This was different. Very different.

          I wanted to die. Why would I think of this if I wanted to die? Whatever. It might have been some part of me. Idk tbh.

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            I mean that's still nice. Has your life changed for the better?

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            Mentally it's changed a lot. I've learned a lot. But I'm still in deep shit. Doesn't matter though. I couldn't care less. I'm going to die trying. That's what I've decided.

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            What did they tell you about why life isn't pointless? Like if the afterlife exists why does it even matter if we live here or not?

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            Whoever "they" are, their message was too complicated to put in a single EerieWeb post. The best I can manage is that they showed me the great song of life, my place in it, and why I'm important and why I matter, why everything matters.

            I think there's these things buddists have called koans. It's like a never ending gobstopper of information to meditate on that supposed to promote mindfulness. It's like that. Every part of their message had great purpose. Everything overlapped into each other. Into what some call the great song of life

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            I'm glad you feel better. Still I can't shake the feeling that these beings just manipulate us to keep us alive so we can keep playing our slaves roles for "their greater game" and don't exist. I mean they could snap their fingers and fulfill all of your wishes but they don't because... reasons? Some mysterious reasons it's THE GREATER PLAN. Man frick their plan, make us happy.

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            That's not at all how it works and I think if you meditated on that a little you'd realize how inconsistent your logic is.

            Anyways, thanks.

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            >That's not at all how it works and I think if you meditated on that a little you'd realize how inconsistent your logic is.
            How so? Almost all Near Death experiences say the other side is perfect and full of bliss and God is all powerful. They can do literally whatever they want.

            And if life is so important and not pointless why do millions of kids get raped or killed or abused and there is no mysterious guardian angel sending down rays of love? Why this weird bias, favoritism and selection? How do you know they don't use fake love to keep you brainwashed and obey their slave planet instead of escaping? I mean do you have proof?

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            >It could all just be fake.
            Everything is real, anon. Some things just feel like a waste of time. If something feels significant to you then accept it wholeheartedly, because nothing is worse then letting the magic die.

      • 2 months ago
        Anonymous

        I had a similar situation but I have a sort of ongoing pact that I'll fricking kill myself if they leave so one sort of reluctantly hangs around and hugs me so I don't do that.

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          Now this sounds fake and gay. You can't hold the world hostage like that anyways. Not how it works. You'll only end up fricking yourself over in the end.

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            It's a gross oversimplification of the situation I am just frustrated with them

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            People who help you aren't there to hold your hand every step of the way. It's amazing how many people see an open hand willing to help and instantly try to think up ways to abuse it.

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            It's amazing how people can act haughty about this when existence can get to such incredible depths of shit

  4. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    I had a very similar experience 4 years ago. I had given up on life and everything. Nowadays - after one hell of a ride, with both tremendously scary / challenging and wonderful experiences - I have absolute certainty - not faith - in God and I’m living a joyful and meaningful life fulfilling my mission. Like you I often wondered „why me“ and I think it has to do with the purity of ones heart / what you do with the pain that we all feel.
    What happened to you was a calling to start walking the path towards God. Should you accept it, prepare for a wild but worhwhile ride. Pay attention to the signs and learn how to communicate and receive messages with / from the divine, they will show you the way step by step.
    It‘s not easy but it‘s absolutely worth it.
    I suggest you to start meditating often and to increase your overall awareness - Eckhart Tolle, The Power of Now comes to mind - and you could also check the experiences of other people who have gone through similar experiences. I recommend the early videos of „Marc the Messenger“ - now he seems to be schizoing for clicks -.
    Heed the call anon and godspeed on your journey.

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