God has forsaken me, my guardian angels have left me, fate is not on my side anymore, im doomed to a lifetime of hatred and mockeries, my father and m...

God has forsaken me, my guardian angels have left me, fate is not on my side anymore, im doomed to a lifetime of hatred and mockeries, my father and mother will condemn me, my friends will betray me, my love will commit adultery

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  1. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    This is a curse. Delete this post, OP.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      no it is my life it is my life it is my punishment my consequences it is the hammer that hit the nails down on my chest it is the whip on my eyes my nails my skin my legs

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        No, you're actively cursing yourself. Stop. Every time you repeat this lie to yourself, everytime you choose to believe it, you curse yourself. The only way to change your misfortune is to stop repeating these mental poisons to yourself.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Exactly. OP doesn't realize that it is malicious entities doing this to him to make him think and feel this way constantly. He really needs to grow some balls and fight back for his sovereignty. These are fallen beings that have been disgraced from the teet of the divine. They starve down here on Earth looking for any soul to conquer and dominate. They know they are the absolute scum of the entirety of creation and they want OP to feel the way they do.
          OP, I hope you know that is not the real you talking. That is a demon that has cast his burden on your shoulders and you need to resist that devil with all your might.

  2. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    You are never any of those things unless you believe and internalize such.

  3. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Aww don't say those things anon
    They're not true
    They never were and you know it

  4. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Shut up and get on, brother. The ride never ends, lets get it

  5. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >t. Debbie Downer

  6. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    such is the way of the impatient

  7. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Party on
    If they wanted you to be successful
    They wouldn't have prevented it so many times

  8. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Nah anon we are all gonna make it

  9. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Pick up your cross and follow Christ.

  10. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I am 40 and none of my hopes and dreams materialized.
    40 years wasted away with nothing to show for. The few things that I had in life I lost them the past few years.
    My health is deteriorating, my youth is gone, my friends abandoned, my energy is depleted, my motivation is absent, my savings evaporated. There is nothing left now, just the emptiness remains.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      You didn't even try anon..
      C'mon you're stronger than that.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Eat healthy and keep moving Anon. Your heart is going to COMPLETELY shit out on you if you don't stay in a healthy weight. Whatever problems you have now can become infinitely worse with the way you're looking at life.

        Don't do it. Get fit now. Walk. Lose 2 lbs a week - eat as little as you need to to get that to happen. Reclaim your life with the avenging angel of the life you lost.

        I'm 38, but I absolutely know this feeling. Rage against that void bro. Halt your deterioration and stop stressing. I've been dealing with these feelings honestly for the past 10 years, but now I understand that giving in to entropy like this is NOT good. too late to delete this idiotic post, but banish it, defy it - openly say it does not define you, and never think this way again.

        I turn 29 next month, and boy do I feel this.

        Sounds like my life right now. I'm 28

        me in 12 years

        I accomplished some things before hitting 30 but then lost everything and now I have to start from zero at 40. I don't know if I can do it again now, it was easy to cope and grind in my 20's, sacrificing my youth for a future that eventually materialized but in the end only lasted a few years at best.
        Too many defeats, too many mistakes, too many setbacks, too many disappointments, too many regrets, too much pain and too many sins piling up... it's over for me bros.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          You need a different life, I think. Please meditate and pray. Go into nature, commune with it. Commune with Nature and it's gods, and lift your spirit to the altar of that creative force. It broke you. I am sure it will have a way of fixing you.

          The Infinite rests in it's arms. There are infinite things you could find joy in, and meaning. But I think without a religious experience, you will never know.

          If it's bad enough you're about to kys, do it with a hard dose of psychedelics, like 5g dried shrooms or try some ketamine at a hero dose - but these could leave lasting scars on the way your brain works (even braindamaged people can laugh and be happy bro), but it's a sad price to pay to force a perspective change. If you can, do it sober, and go out. Your brain already knows how to do this. It already understands the Divine, and is waiting for you to engage it in that way.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Frick, that hurts

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          You can't give up.
          There are so many people like you that have it so much worse. And its easy to be caught up in a web of defeat because there's so much crap out there. You can't give up because the moment you do and die, and then get sent back here it'll be the same misery for you. Your soul remembers. And if you just die and give up and try again its back to the same thing over and over again. You are your soul. And you are here to learn. And when you try again, your life won't magically bounce to an easier place. If you don't do it now, you never will. The moment you get comfortable with your life being all miserable is the day you'll live another lifetime the same miserable person. So do that thing you've always wanted to do NOW before you forget and go through the same thing over and over and over and over again. Your soul will thank you later. Your past lives will thank you later. And you will thank yourself later.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      me in 12 years

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Sounds like my life right now. I'm 28

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I turn 29 next month, and boy do I feel this.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Eat healthy and keep moving Anon. Your heart is going to COMPLETELY shit out on you if you don't stay in a healthy weight. Whatever problems you have now can become infinitely worse with the way you're looking at life.

      Don't do it. Get fit now. Walk. Lose 2 lbs a week - eat as little as you need to to get that to happen. Reclaim your life with the avenging angel of the life you lost.

      I'm 38, but I absolutely know this feeling. Rage against that void bro. Halt your deterioration and stop stressing. I've been dealing with these feelings honestly for the past 10 years, but now I understand that giving in to entropy like this is NOT good. too late to delete this idiotic post, but banish it, defy it - openly say it does not define you, and never think this way again.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      none of that matters idiot. that's your ego crying foul. nobody fricking cares. The "real you" is not inside this simulation. start fricking connecting with your higher self, or else you will fall with this titanic (this world). This world WILL fall, the question is, do you want to anchor yourself to this place so hard that you want to fall WITH it when it does, or do you want to be free?

      Start doing deep meditation, out of body experiments, NDEs.. open your third chakra via chakra work or crystal, and induce some short temporary psychotic states.. let go of the stress by walking in the nature. Your ego doesn't fricking matter. You DON'T live to serve your ego. You live to serve your higher self. That is, if you want out of this place and no reincarnate here again.

  11. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Sounds like you should learn how to meditate,
    and stop being dependent on others.

  12. 1 month ago
    Justice

    >i got no angels around me
    your big fat lair.
    i'm still there and there is nothing you can do to get rid of me.

  13. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Every anon in this thread virtue signalling an attempt to comfort you would see your head on a pike as soon as you became a liability to them IRL. Such is the nature of man.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Virtue Signalling is a social behavior. In an anonymous setting like this, it just doesn't really exist. What you see is genuine concern for the needless suffering of a fellow human. What harms my neighbor will certainly not hesitate to harm me as well.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >anonymous setting like this
        Stop deluding yourself.
        >genuine concern
        Genuine concern would be inquiring to his situation, not dismissing his statements outright with a simplistic "aww that's not true!"
        >needless suffering of a fellow
        You have no idea what he's going through or what leads him to say the things he's said.
        >What harms my neighbor will certainly not hesitate to harm me as well.
        I'm sure mindless platitudes will stop he who causes harm. The hell on earth is the result of Man and Man alone. O how virtuous a Man you are.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Narcissistic moron needs to condescend to others and make himself the center of attention.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >and make himself the center of attention.
            At least now you've admitted that social behaviours present in the facade of anonymity nonetheless

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >He said while not even talking to the anon who said that.

            What a moron

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            What the frick are you talking about? I'm calling you a self obsessed windbag who's inventing motivations for others so you can excoriate them for crimes they didn't commit. Not everyone on the planet is a fricking therapist who can sit down and talk something out with random EerieWeb anons. And I guarantee you that if any of the schizophrenic autists on this board tried, it would do far more harm than good. Well wishing is just what it appears, someone trying to be supportive. You are hideously cynical.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >Hopes and prayers :^)

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Unironically yes and the only people who seethe about hopes and prayers are hypocritical eternally online morons who don't do anything but complain that other people aren't doing anything while they do nothing themselves. The average person can only realistically manage thoughts and prayers. Unlike the autists who use this site, including me, they have shit to do besides complain about things online. If you have the free time to complain, you have the free time to try.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >hypocritical eternally online morons who don't do anything but complain that other people aren't doing anything while they do nothing themselves
            That's a lot of projection for a single sentence. Inaction is preferable to action in almost all circumstances.
            >If you have the free time to complain, you have the free time to try.
            What a joke. You could be given all of eternity and the world you'd realize would only ever get worse. When your preferred course of action is just thinly-veiled inaction, you're only embracing falsehood.

  14. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    WRONG

  15. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Demon does this then casually tosses you into a pit of fire while mocking you for your ignorance and sentimentality

  16. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >we wish
    >me is fine
    >life goes on

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  17. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    https://kingjames.bible/Job-1

  18. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Thanks for the replies with good advices. NTA but I'm going through the same.
    But I don't like to imagine myself working hard here for another "life" or a higher self. That's a cope mechanism.
    Right now my life is just a mess. The only good thought I have is that I've had the chance to meet people that were important to me. That's what I keep repeating to myself non stop.
    I'm glad I spent some time with you guys as well. It helped a lot.

  19. 1 month ago
    Krishna

    my guardian angel got killed by the NSA lol

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      lol wtf elaborate

      • 1 month ago
        Krishna

        when a daimon or angel blasphemes the holy ghost it dies. i battled lilith who was a daimon in my mind and she blasphemed the holy ghost and died. then my guardian angel blasphemed the holy ghost and died. i saw a vision of her in hell tied up with demonic semen in utter blackness. the deep state was interrogating my conscience with the illuminati. now i have my own daimon and new angels

        >DKRA

  20. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Sucks to be you.

  21. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    life 101 god will never help you with your problems even if you are a good person. There is no higher agency looking out for you.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      the problems that we think we have tend not to be the actual problems we have

  22. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Believe the word, I will unlock my door and pass the cemetery gates

  23. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    you had sex in hell?

  24. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Every night I am molested by two beautiful women. One is blonde and the other is ginger. I am often sexually taken advantage of when I am dreaming with them riding me and moaning. I sleep at night and I feel an invisible body next to mine cuddling with me and nibbling my neck and flirting with me in a woman's voice. I tried to tell people but many of them did not believe it. They have molested me sexually and treated me like their lover for so many years now. There's nothing I can do about it.

  25. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    God never left. Right there with you anon. God is with you every moment.

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