Experiencing death

I wont go into too much detail, but surely somebody knows what im trying to get at.

I NEED to get as close to death as possible without actually killing myself. If i can reach death’s door step or even clinically die and come back, ill be happy. The safest thing i can think of is ego death through drugs but all i have is weed and you can only go so deep with that.

Im desperate /X/ and running out of options here. What do you think invoking a god of death/the afterlife for answers? Literally anything please.

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  1. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >sit still
    >don't eat, drink, look at screens
    >3 days you'll be talking to all types of shit

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      You might be on to something. Only thing is id probably have to take off work and a personal responsibilities, but this means more to me than literally anything in life right now.

      Death (physical) or Death (energy/entity).

      Both why not

      In order to have the Real Experience you have to Really Die.

      I have done so. What is your question?

      Sorry anon this is somethint I have to go through and experience myself firsthand.

      Go on a bender to end all benders. At least like three weeks no sobriety.
      Stop drinking cold turkey.
      Have some Valium on standby because trust me you will knock on death’s door.
      By day three you will start to see the hat man, the angel of death
      He will get closer and closer and closer.
      When he picks you up you are close to death
      If he looks at you face to face you are literally dead to anyone examining your body but can come back
      I don’t know what the next step is. No one does.

      Thank you. If i go woth this approach ill return in a few to let you all know how it goes.

      Have you ever not woken up?

      Not sure how to answer this

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        it’s really not, you’re not going to like the answers you find

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Whatever is beyond the veil of death will either be better or worse than this horrible, ugly, terrible life. I might not like the answer but im tired of living in lies. I need the truth anon. I have to find it. There is no other way.

          You'll find out no matter what. I suggest going out like a hero.

          Honestly theres nothing id love more than to die in a fit of glory. But i need to find my answers first anon. I cant just skip to the end of the movie like that

          • 4 weeks ago
            DEATH

            There's no end to the movie. This isn't a spoiler. It doesn't end.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I feel like i should like this answer but… part of me doesnt.

            Who.. what the hell
            are you anon ?

            Do you have to sit the entire time? What about sleep? I don't think I could be unmoving for that long, or not sleep

            Is not me OP. I will do nothing but sit in bed as jesus and the buddha did. Thank you DuSTO. I owe you. I would go to war for you. I just have one more question

            All the pain and suffering ill put myself through, just to conquer this world and my demons. will it truly be worth it in the end? Yes or no is all i need. Ill believe whatever you tell me. I trust you. Thank you.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            It’s just a bored homosexual. Probably a gnostic.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I wasnt talking to you get off my thread you virgin loser

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I wouldn’t take advice from name gays if I were you

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I wouldnt either but everything he said was objectively true. Im not stupid anon and know of the ones that plan to lead me astray. He isnt one of them. He is leaving me in dire suspense though.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            So you same gayged.

            Cool. Probably same did who larped a demon was after him in the second coming of Christ thread.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Wtf are u talking about are u mental?

          • 4 weeks ago
            DEATH

            You are Infinite and Eternal.

            There is no End to Infinity, the universe is a continuous and eternally novel creative-tricyclic process of infinite potential timelines, interconnected, and all created by You.

            All paradoxes will be resolved by higher and higher dimensions of mind. Is it worth it? It exists and does not and can never exist:nly that Unknown God - and a few realized beings - have seen the End that Does Not Exist.

            I can assure you the underlying math is very elegant.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            You are beautiful and i love you. Thanks

            just meditate anon it is practice for death

            I will meditate, then i will live. Then i will love. Then, finally, i will die. I promise you this anon.

            I cant fricking wait for this shit IVE NEVER FELT HAPPIER IN MY LIFE

            I AM FREE
            I AM FREEDOM
            WE ARE ALL GODS!

      • 4 weeks ago
        DEATH

        You'll find out no matter what. I suggest going out like a hero.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Do you have to sit the entire time? What about sleep? I don't think I could be unmoving for that long, or not sleep

  2. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Death (physical) or Death (energy/entity).

  3. 4 weeks ago
    SOTHIC_LUCIFER

    In order to have the Real Experience you have to Really Die.

    I have done so. What is your question?

  4. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Go on a bender to end all benders. At least like three weeks no sobriety.
    Stop drinking cold turkey.
    Have some Valium on standby because trust me you will knock on death’s door.
    By day three you will start to see the hat man, the angel of death
    He will get closer and closer and closer.
    When he picks you up you are close to death
    If he looks at you face to face you are literally dead to anyone examining your body but can come back
    I don’t know what the next step is. No one does.

  5. 4 weeks ago
    DEATH

    Have you ever not woken up?

  6. 4 weeks ago
    DEATH

    The only mystery is whether you will escape punishment or not.

    You don't, of course, but we do let you out again.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      https://i.imgur.com/cedta1l.jpeg

      Behold, I am the Light that Blinds Gods.

      Tick

      Tock

      Tick

      Tock

      • 4 weeks ago
        SOTHIC_LUCIFER

        There is so much in Quartz.

  7. 4 weeks ago
    DEATH

    I personally would not recommend Survival as a mindset... it is only parasitic. Suicide is dignified, it is Sovereignty.

    Earth is not a particularly nice place. There are far grander worlds, explicitly designed for the soul to heal.

    Take care.

  8. 4 weeks ago
    Hermes

    Hahah. Kill your self

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Op here and i did it turns out the death dude and were right. Not even shitting you guys. Thread closed i love you all.

      Death is the answer. Its always been the answer. All this time ive been searching for the right answer and this was it the whole time. Right in front of our faces. Honestly god have mercy on us all. Thank you EerieWeb for helping me figure this out.

  9. 4 weeks ago
    DEATH

    Will God be impressed if you outlast the wienerroaches?

    No, fool: I am God.

  10. 4 weeks ago
    DEATH

    If you like moving around so much perhaps your encounter with DEATH should wait a little bit, and you can tire yourself out in the normal way.

  11. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >What do you think invoking a god of death/the afterlife for answers?
    Yeah maybe try listening to a mantra of a deity related to death or afterlife.
    Maybe Saturn, Shiva or Yama would be a good fit.
    Try going to a graveyards and sitting and meditating on the energies. On the lifes gone by.

  12. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Lol just make some DMT.

    Or just do some wim Hoff breathing, your brain will try to convince you you are dying.

  13. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    if you pretend you're a vampire and the holy spirit is cool w/ you you can spend time under the covers and pretend you can't stand the light, you will start to feel like a vampire if you have magickal potency. this might only work for me because i am polish nobility

  14. 4 weeks ago
    SOTHIC_LUCIFER

    Behold, I am the Light that Blinds Gods.

  15. 4 weeks ago
    Lol

    ? Broh yo'r fkng crazy

  16. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Full anesthesia. No dreams, no sense of the passage of time, no consciousness, no subconsciousness, just pure non-existence. Closest you can experience to total brain death and still be able to count to 10 afterwards.

    The revelations you receive, while whatever it is in your brain that allows your soul to interface with it is shut down, however, maybe somewhat disappointing.

    So go get your wisdom teeth out or something, before you do something stupid and wake up a crippled moron.

  17. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    just meditate anon it is practice for death

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Why do you need practice. Just skip the middleman

  18. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    The scholarly literature has labeled the experience Ayahuasca perceived death or APD
    Good luck, youre gonna need it

  19. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You want answers when you don't know the kind of question you really want to ask
    Death is a human construct. Something exists therefore nothing can't ever exist.
    Sure energy is not destroyed but takes another form. And you really shouldn't have a nice day, YOU put yourself here in the first place.

  20. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    They have anesthetics you can probably buy from a vetinarian supplier. They main means if death though would be from respitory arrest so you need a ventilator. If your even more serious you can get like nitrous oxides and oxygen masks.
    I heard stories of psychonaughts ending up dead from using float tanks and ketamine. Drownings and such.

  21. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I was meditating early this year and made it into the light, mostly to se if I could. The entities there were confused as to how I got there. They were kind, but perplexed; it was as if a penguin randomly walked into the zookeeper's lounge. Unfortunately scared the crap out of my wife since I apparently looked dead, so no more of that fun.

    Try meditation and OOB stuff. An hour every day for a year to get the hang of it if you haven't already. Stay safe!

  22. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    5 meo DMT is your best option

  23. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    why would you summon death? i did it accidentally, i wont say how because i know there are idiots out there who will try and end up dead, but one thing you should know about death, if you summon him and his attention turns towards you, he might summon demons just because you playing games, and trust me you dont want that, you will be marked for long time and time to time angels of death will apear in front of you just to check you out why you had their attention they can frick your mentality if you are weak minded, most fricks out there will say do this ritual etc etc it doesnt work that way its not mumbo jumpo abra catabra, you have to vibrate into the lowest frequency in order to get his attention, i wont go into details but vibratting into the lowest frequency can phase you into limbo and see all kinds of things time to time

    • 4 weeks ago
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  24. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Just meditate to meet Source bro.

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