Esoterically Speaking

How may I improve my self-discipline with regards to both my physical desires and following my intuition?

I am at a plateau spiritually. I don't want this to be the end of my spiritual journey. It feels like this may be it if I do not change soon. As if divine grace will leave me to my own carnal devices. I have not lucid dream for at least a half a year, if not longer. Although I still see numerical synchronicities.

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  1. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Please respond.

  2. 1 month ago
    Anonymous
  3. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    You gotta stop jerking your worm, amigo.
    Check out "Beyond The Alchemy" on youtube.
    Yash is a master.

  4. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    It sounds like you're getting hung up by the association of pure desire and the narratives you've been conditioned to believe about those desires.
    They're separate things which the Matrix wants you to believe are the same.

    The feeling of wanting something is not the same thing as "wanting something".
    Within the narratives of this false world you're often taught that positive feelings lead to negative implications for yourself or others. That's how the Matrix controls your soul.
    It makes you afraid of your own self. Afraid of what comes from within. It wants you to think you're a "bad boy" for having a positive attraction, because it wants to kill your attraction.
    It wants you to turn yourself into a machine. A walking contradiction of the spirit. And most people in this world (including spiritual people) are falling for it. How many times have you heard from spiritual people that enlightenment = controlling what comes from within you? Yeah, that's exactly what the Matrix wants them to do.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Does that include sexuality?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Yes, of course. That's why in my view the "nofap" thing is just another spiritual trap.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          It sounds like you're getting hung up by the association of pure desire and the narratives you've been conditioned to believe about those desires.
          They're separate things which the Matrix wants you to believe are the same.

          The feeling of wanting something is not the same thing as "wanting something".
          Within the narratives of this false world you're often taught that positive feelings lead to negative implications for yourself or others. That's how the Matrix controls your soul.
          It makes you afraid of your own self. Afraid of what comes from within. It wants you to think you're a "bad boy" for having a positive attraction, because it wants to kill your attraction.
          It wants you to turn yourself into a machine. A walking contradiction of the spirit. And most people in this world (including spiritual people) are falling for it. How many times have you heard from spiritual people that enlightenment = controlling what comes from within you? Yeah, that's exactly what the Matrix wants them to do.

          I agree with you. Despite that I still find it difficult to really function here. I just do what I can to help other people since I can't help myself, it's strange.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >Despite that I still find it difficult to really function here.
            Well yeah, that's the point. That's the truth of this system. It's not your friend. That's why the goal should be to leave it behind, not to seek a place of comfort within it. Because no matter how many times you make a nest for yourself inside the system, it will be taken away.
            The system doesn't want you to be comfortable. It wants to turn you into a gear in a machine that ignores itself in favor of the greater cause of the machine.

            If you can't find a place of rest in this world, and have the courage to trust your soul when it knows that's not the way things should be, then congratulations because your soul is seeing clearly, and it will find a way out of this.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Yes, of course. That's why in my view the "nofap" thing is just another spiritual trap.

        https://i.imgur.com/GgQ6wOo.png

        You hear that, OP? Get gooning.

        Never goon.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          That yellow King James Version bible reminds me of the KJV Thompson Chain-Reference Bible, the one of the best study bibles to read.

          Thompson Chain-Reference Bible
          https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thompson_Chain-Reference_Bible

  5. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    If you want to spice things up a little bit, try destroying your life

  6. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Do things you are afraid to do. Really swallow your pride and submit your will to God’s plan for you.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Go to silence 10 mins/day to overcome the feels.

      you havent plateued. you just wont always be in the process of initiation. You got initiated, and began your journey, now that the novelty has worn off, you think you have plateued. No. This is where the real work and effort in The Great Work actually begins. Part of it is actually overcoming this feeling you have. You will. Have faith.

      These.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        In other words, stop being a little b***h, OP.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          >333
          >99
          Divine consecutive numbers confirms.

  7. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Go to the black lodge discipline center

  8. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    you havent plateued. you just wont always be in the process of initiation. You got initiated, and began your journey, now that the novelty has worn off, you think you have plateued. No. This is where the real work and effort in The Great Work actually begins. Part of it is actually overcoming this feeling you have. You will. Have faith.

  9. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >How may I improve my self-discipline with regards to both my physical desires and following my intuition?
    vyvanse or adderall. Those are the only 'spiritual' drugs because they allow you to sit still for longer than 5 minutes.
    psychedelics are of no consequence.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Bro they don't make make everyone "sit still". I never want to be still on it.
      I love my stims but I'd hardly call them spiritual. They ramp up your dopamine. Junkies on skid row mainline amphetamine and turn into gooning freaks giga-nutting all over eachother. It's all very base-reality if you ask me. Hallucinogens have definitely expanded my horizons, provided first-hand experiences and perspectives you just can't get sober. Have you ever done a sizable dose of psilocybin? I hardly imagine you can call it worthless spiritually having done so. I don't reccomend regular use, just need a few good ones. Maybe once a year. It does have something to offer.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >Junkies on skid row mainline amphetamine and turn into gooning freaks giga-nutting all over eachother
        Junkies on skid row just want to get high. OP asked for something to help with discipline. If have a will, a direction and you use it to get things done. stimulants are a literal wonder drug. Amphetamine, which is roughly half of what methamphetamine is. Is the perfect drug for people who are otherwise actually normal but are severely depressed or unfocused. You wouldn't believe what it did for me while i had it. I was able to act somewhat normal and everybody started liking me more.

        High dose niacin (~3g/day). Check out the parasite general, as parasites and candida can debilitate your cognitive function by a massive degree

        Vyvanse is a dogshit treatment drug and does virtually nothing to manage my symptoms. Also don't shill amphetamines until you learn whether or not OP has clinical ADHD

        >clinical ADHD
        I'm not even sure if this is a real thing.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      High dose niacin (~3g/day). Check out the parasite general, as parasites and candida can debilitate your cognitive function by a massive degree

      Vyvanse is a dogshit treatment drug and does virtually nothing to manage my symptoms. Also don't shill amphetamines until you learn whether or not OP has clinical ADHD

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Hahah yes legal meth is my favorite “spiritual “ vibe oommmmmmmm

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Dubs confirms. Meth is made with iodine. Iodine has spriritual implications. Ergo meth is spiritual food. QED. You can't refute this.

  10. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I fricked up spiritually today been about 8 days but frickin jacked it today after stupid thot videos started appearing in my YouTube feed. I quit blocking them but I swear something just kept making them show up and I cracked. Then I got pissed about something and I forgot what it was dumb and I hadn’t gotten mad for about 10 days. Also ate some carbs and it had been about a week on that shit too. More bummed it’s supposed to be the sabbath and whatever negative force fucjed me up today. I seriously feel like a piece of shit.

  11. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    You hear that, OP? Get gooning.

  12. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I'm high again after a long tolerance break and i feel in heaven again. Using thcp vape though, not smoking anymore, my lungs can't take it.

  13. 1 month ago
    DaWizeWazoo

    Self control increases as you begin to understand both your conscious and subconscious through shadow work and taking notes along the way may help you better retain the info you discover. You may eventually find out that what you perceived as one of the worst aspects of yourself was just a misunderstanding. This man-made society has a way of telling you what, who, and why you are without any actual self discovery. And since God is also a part of you, acknowledgement and understanding the ways he works within your life is incredibly helpful as well!

  14. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Regulars cleaning and banishing rituals are a start of you're looking for "esoteric" options. Follow that up with regular energy work in meditation. I like to direct the logian and thanatological energies from above and below a long the central channel of my body, then breath in and direct various elemental powers along keep points while vibrating different names of God into them.

  15. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Frick drugs. They won't help you.
    Now, do you believe in something, or someone higher than you? God?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I believe in magic in a cute and funny girl's heart.

  16. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Rock the kasbah

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