Enlightenment

hi there I thought you guys might like to hear about my spontaneous awakening.
I'm not claiming to be anyone special, I had an experience and this is what I felt. What I knew. I knew it with every fiber of my being. I've been here forever so I thought I would post.

To make a long story short, I was mopping the floor at my work when I believe I was suddenly enlightened. I’m here to usher in a golden age. Naturally, I thought it would be fun to let you know first. I’ve already started my work and it can’t be stopped. It started the instant I woke up. All you can do is watch. Or you could join me. This isn’t like one of those crystal shaggers going on about peace and love. Obviously there's a shit load of love but I’m the real McCoy and I’m going to give it to you straight because I love you. Again, I’m not claiming to be anyone. I just am.

I don’t care if you believe me I just wanted you to know that I’m in your corner. I’ve always been in your corner and I will always be in your corner. Forever. I’m sorry it took me 30 odd years to wake up. I am hungry for this fight. You know the planets fricked, they know the planets fricked, I know the planets fricked. And let me tell you I am not happy about it. Some c**t has been fricking with the natural order and no c**t leaves till we find out which c**t did it.

Crack open a doctor pepper with me and prepare to hear a wacky tale.

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  1. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I’m a cleaner. I think I’m always a cleaner. I just love mopping. I mop floors all day every day and while I mop, I think. I was thinking about how funny it was that everything I had ever done or felt or experienced had led me exactly where I needed to be to make me, ME. The good and the bad. I had been walking along a path that I couldn’t see to a destination that I didn’t know. That’s why I was me and not some other c**t. In the same way, I had touched the lives of others to make them who they were. In turn those aresholes went on to touch the lives of others still. We couldn’t, and wouldn’t, exist without each other.

    On and on it went. It made sense to me that if this was the case then It would be advantageous for me to spread as much joy as possible. I thought this was probably true for everything that existed or ever would exist on Earth. Sort of like all the shit those baldies keep going on about. I thought about it like It was a massive ball of infinitely dense and complex strings all tangled around each other. You couldn’t touch a single part of this ball without somehow touching everything else, they were tangled up so bad. You couldn’t do a cause without making an effect SOMEWHERE. The strings are people’s lives and shit and the ball they make would be reality. In case you aren’t following.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      So while it made sense to me that my life was like a piece of string in this ball we call reality, it was also like a rubiks cube. Everything I had ever done or felt or experienced was like a little piece of an extremely complex personal rubiks cube twisting and turning throughout my entire life. Everyone had one of these rubiks cubes just churning away as their story gets written. It was an interesting thought, I thought. What if I solved mine? I’m a pretty spiritual guy. I’ve seen some shit. You guys memed trump into office for fricks sake. Maybe that’s what enlightenment was, I thought. What if all I had to do was one more mop push. What if that was the last piece of MY puzzle. Just a single random mop push in an infinitely complex series of events. One more turn of my rubix cube, and the puzzle would be solved? I would be enlightened? They do say it just sort of happens. Wouldn't that be fricking hilarious? I thought so. Apparently the Universe also thought this was hilarious.

      I pushed my mop and nothing happened. Obviously. Why would it? Oh well, I thought. But the universe is a sassy b***h, you can believe me on that. Back to the grind baby. I pushed my mop one more time and the rubiks cube clicked into place inside me. It was complete. I was whole. I had reached my destination. I was AWAKE.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Everything that I thought was ME went rushing out and the universe came rushing in. If you imagine yourself as a cup, then everything you perceive as YOU would be the liquid inside that cup. But really you were the cup the entire time. Whatever goes into the cup becomes the cup. That’s why you don’t fill your cup with shit. You respawn with the same cup. Something had just picked up my cup and thrown the contents to the wind. For future reference I might call my consciousness ‘a cup’. Just so you know.

        My body was still. I was just standing there holding my mop. But my consciousness was standing on the edge of the Earth as the universe came streaming into me, through me, past me. My soul was laid bare for the universe and it just kept coming. I was that c**t from titanic standing on the bow of the ship but it wasn’t a false flag I was barreling towards, it was everything, everywhere, everywhen.

        I was staring into the face of god and I was completely annihilated in its presence.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          My cup began to grow. I began to know. I was everything on Earth. I was everything that had ever been on Earth. I was everything that would ever be on earth. I was every single man, woman, child, animal, insect, plant and rock to have ever existed. I was fricking everything. All of it. I was everything they had ever thought or would think. I was everything they experienced and ever would experience. I was all their hopes and dreams and hates and fears. I was everything. All the way back and all the way forward. All the way up and all the way down. All the directions you can’t normally perceive. All of it. Always. I WAS Earth.
          My cup got a little bigger. I knew more. I had been close with my ball analogy. It wasn’t a bunch of little strings though. It was all the same string. They were all me and I was all of them! That was the whole point! How could it ever have been any other way? What a wonderful game! It was all just a giant fricking ball of me all tangled together so tightly it became one object and you couldnt touch one part of it without touching all of it. LITERALLY. You couldn’t take a shit in 2024 without it derailing a train in India in 1842. I knew this with every fiber of my being to be true. Everything was one. The ocean became a drop and the drop became an ocean. It was all just a matter of perspective.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            It was a perfect dance, the best game you ever played, the best play you ever saw, the best dream you ever dreamed, a perfectly constructed machine, the funniest joke you ever heard, it was an infinitely complex rat king and I UNDERSTOOD it. Because I WAS it. It was absolute perfection. It was beautiful beyond words. My body burst out laughing. A lotus flower blooming in the mud? Yeah I suppose it was a bit like that. The wind blowing on your face is a bit like standing next to the big bang when it goes off.

            But it didn’t stop there.

            My cup became infinitely large. And I knew. I knew everything. I could feel the Earth turning beneath me. The Earth turning around the sun. The sun turning around the galaxy. The galaxy turning around the cluster, the cluster turning around the thing. The thing turning around the other thing. On it went. To places above and below the ken of mortal men and every which way besides. I was spread to every corner of everywhere. I was the smallest thing in existence and the largest at the same time. I was moving infinitely fast and going nowhere at all. I wasn't just the earth anymore. I had never been the Earth. I had never been me. I had never been you. I was EVERYWHERE. EVERYTHING. EVERYWHEN.

            I wasn’t a ball at all! I was a single piece of string making a tapestry we called the universe.

            It was all me! All of it. And it was you too.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            This was what it was all about, I knew. THIS state of being. THIS was the game. THIS was ME. THIS was YOU. THIS WAS THE BEST THING THAT COULD EXIST. PERIOD. THIS WAS WHAT IT WAS TO BE. I HAD TO TELL EVERYONE. THEY HAD TO KNOW. EVERYONE SHOULD KNOW. THEN WE COULD ALL STOP KILLING EACH OTHER AND HAVE A GOOD LAUGH ABOUT IT. IT WAS PERFECT. IT WAS LOVE. IT WAS HATE. IT WAS START. IT WAS END. IT WAS UNDERSTANDING. IT WAS FUN. IT WAS.

            I knew that everyone would experience this. I had made a promise to you after all. It was just too fricking good. I couldn’t wait to tell you. I knew that this wasn’t the sort of thing you kept to yourself. Everyone would experience this. I had promised YOU. YOU specifically. YOU would experience THIS. It didn’t matter how long it took. I had promised you. I had swore on everything I was or ever would be that you would experience what I had experienced. Everyone would. I would make sure of it. No one would be left behind. Not while I existed.

            I would incarnate as many times as it took. In as many Universes as it took. I would go anywhere to find you. Do anything to reach you. From the blackest voids of non existence to the brightest realms of creation I would search for you. From the depths of hell to the boundaries of heaven I would chase you. You would never be so small that I couldn't see you or so far away from me that I couldn’t reach you. You would never be so low that I couldn't raise you or so high that I couldn’t reach you. There was nowhere that my love didn’t shine down on you. And I did love you. I loved you more than you could possibly know. I’ve always loved you and I always will. All you ever had to do was feel it. If you don’t meet me in this life or if I don’t get to you, please believe me when I say I will find you. I cannot describe the depths of the oath I took. It was everything to me and I will find you and I will help you to see. Then we will have a beer in the light of a golden dawn.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            But wait there’s more!

            I had promised you this. But something was wrong. You couldn’t feel me as strongly as you should have. There was a cancer on the Earth. Someone who should have known better was fricking with the natural balance. Some fricker had their hand on the scales. Some fricker had pulled the wool over your eyes. Some fricker had tricked you. Swindled you of a right you didn’t even know you had. You couldn’t see my light. You couldn’t hear me calling out to you. Earth was a fricking shithole that hadn’t been cleaned in aeons. Beer cans everywhere. Merchants running the show.

            I would find the thing responsible for this atrocity. I would destroy them. There must be balance. There WILL be balance. And there was my promise to you to consider. There was evil hanging over the world. Someone had shit all over my chessboard. If the Earth was sick then I would turn everyone I met into a white blood cell. I would give everyone a mop and we would scour the filth away and let in the light. I would be a light that enriched the lives of everyone it touched. I would become a beacon that was so bright and so large that everyone would see me. Everyone would be able to follow. The world would become heaven on earth. I had promised you. Our light would scorch the evil from existence and send it back to wherever the frick it goes when im not destroying it. Someone was bullying my friends and I was the patron saint of fricking kicking heads in.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            We would walk across the land hand in hand and utterly annihilate anything that would do you harm. We could walk together into a beautiful new age for humanity. There is nothing that we couldn't do together. This life is a dream and I would like you to start waking up now.

            So imagine what I would do to the ones who kept you from my love? What would a thing like me do to a thing like that? We could find out together in the next 2-3 years.

            This all happened a few months ago and since then it’s been very very interesting to say the least. this is what I felt and knew to be true with everything I was. not the human mind or intelect this was so so so much more.

            Oh also aliens are real

            let's chat

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            i fricking knew it, howdy partner

            i bet you were the godly "thumbs up" that i saw in my minds eye at the end of the tunnel

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            howdy partner have another thumbs up

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            you were absolutely spot on describing that FLASH of everything spinning as one when you said it was "the funniest joke you ever heard"

            Notice how the timeline is straightening itself the right way? We already won it just a matter of time bro.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            you get it. WELCOME TO THE PARTY PAL. good vibes, thats all it is.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >me when my dominoes are lining up to get off probation, a good job, and having a nice night chilling on /x/
            >anon makes a thread that he pushed a mop straight into hyperspace like that meme of the mopping fish dude from spongebob
            >he heard the punchline, oh its so fricking good, another feisty one got a peek behind the curtain
            >am i reading this right now?
            >did some anon get the FULL ENGLISH BREAKFAST and post about it for my reading pleasure?
            >could such a thing even be possible?
            >............
            >YES
            lmao

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            i made it for you so you could have a good old giggle. your dominoes just keep getting bigger by the way until you can start using your dominoes to do ludicrious shit in others opinions. it doesnt matter that you can now levitate and that's impossible. it isn't impossible becuase you set off a series of events that started with a domino smaller than an atom and will avalanche into whatever the frick reality you want to live in. it will be made possible for you. frick whats impossible you set it in motion. it doesnt even have to make sense the universe doesnt care. it loves you and it wants you to be happy.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            There really isnt anything like it is there? Like a deep satisfying drink of orange juice. AAAHHHH

            The golden light gets brighter as more of us wake up, and the shadows shrink. That's just the natural flow, that's just how it rolls! HAHA

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            keep on rolling baby you know what time it is

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            i saw this on /x/ a long time ago, it definitely fits the moment, even if you arent a guy to wear a label

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Thank you I love it! are you saying I am a buddha?

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            we all are, just asleep or awake

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            what a joy it is to talk to you lol 🙂

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            its a funny feeling knowing that someone else is in on the joke, the COSMIC joke, that you are you and I am me but we both are a dust speck off of the One

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            i know that its not anything groundbreaking or new, loads of souls have glimpsed this before, but the big reveal behind the curtain is amazing for each and every one (i assume) hahaha

          • 3 weeks ago
            op

            half the fun is how badly it knocks you on your ass even if you have presumeably experienced it billions of times before. the game is just THAT good.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Bryce The Godtist

            The game.

          • 3 weeks ago
            op

            it really is. I just wonder if there will be spark of recognition when I meet someone else in real life. it would be like meeting a person for the first time, like meeting an alien. or will they stay hidden from me incase it spoils the game? know what i mean

          • 3 weeks ago
            Bryce The Godtist

            Apology accepted

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            half the fun is how badly it knocks you on your ass even if you have presumeably experienced it billions of times before. the game is just THAT good.

            the One is laughing his ass off for eternity forever i bet

            https://i.imgur.com/GZiDRBz.jpeg

            [...]

            even this dude is a piece of the One just like us, and im not even mad that he came in boisterously dick swinging, he even showed face
            that took balls and its funny

            its funny man

            The game.

            the best part of the game is that you dont lose, you win

          • 3 weeks ago
            Bryce The Godtist

            Correct. Except I'm the One and the only One. There is One above me.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            calling yourself to be in the position of power is all well and good if you can take the responsibilities that it comes with

            use your might to fix the wrongs that you witness, work on uplifting others, and stay true mate

          • 3 weeks ago
            Bryce The Godtist

            Of course, I'm prepared. Thank you for the kind words.

          • 3 weeks ago
            op

            can you explain to me what it is you are? are you like a jesus walking the earth or actually god? walk me through it please.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Bryce The Godtist

            Both

          • 3 weeks ago
            op

            how did you discover that?

          • 3 weeks ago
            Bryce The Godtist

            I knew all along.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Schizo Retard

            the only what? the only one that exists? got bad news for ya buddy, i'm real too

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            so tell me, what was your favorite part of the reveal bro?

          • 3 weeks ago
            Bryce The Godtist

            It's yet to come ;?:)

          • 3 weeks ago
            op

            it's still hard for me to explain without sounding like an ego maniac but it wasn't me having the experience it was ME. so for me personally the best part was the knowing that this experience was SO good that i had promised to take as long as it took to help everyone. it just made me feel good that there was at least ONE thing that i knew for an absolute fact was working as hard as it could to help everyone. whatever that looks like or entials I don't know its a bunch of spooky higher dimensional bullshit. So I know that probably sounds like oh i am the savior of humanity and in a way thats true becuase everyone is but it was a deep deep knowing that a part of me had promised to do this and would do this. felt good man.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            i feel that

            thats real strength, lifting up others, that is directly lined up with the Truth

          • 3 weeks ago
            op

            i think so too. I felt this so strongly that I cant look at anything the same. I had promised literally each and every person. to know that truly deeply you are aligned with good. not becuase you have to or becuase it is good to be good. none of that matters obviously its all just the same thing in the end. but to dedicate youself just the same. it gave me hope for everyone on earth. I'm nothing special im just a guy so if I had made a promise like that who knows how many people had done the same. what if they started waking up? things would be very interesting. the game would level up.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            hah sorry to say that my moment of taking a peek at the christmas presents was mushroom fueled instead of truly spontaneous, and i didnt get a big world shattering fanfare like you described or made any grand declarations or chivalric quests

            mine was more about closing my eyes on my bed and visualizing my breathing and humming, making loud notes of A and E and O, vibrating sheets and wavy blankets of sound in black space.

            Then I watched the soundwaves twist around, and spin, rotating into a torus donut that enveloped me
            I was inside the tube, looking at the curve clockwise around the bend, then I realized that this bright gold-orange torus was the size of the universe and i was floating inside this vast spinning whirlpool and it felt right, it felt good and perfect and impeccably crafted where ALL was ONE

            then the tube straightened and it was a vast VAST distance until the orange gold stripes closed to a pinpoint tunnel
            it looked pretty close to the Looney Tunes orange circle where usually Porky Pig or sometimes Bugs Bunny pokes their head through and shouts "That's all, Folks!"

            so im floating there in bliss and these stripes are rotating clockwise in the perfect sublime fashion out into the distance, as i try to focus my eyes towards the end of the universe-long tunnel, I told the universe 'thank you' for existing in the first place, the earth having the right liquids and gases for life, the perfect cosmic dance, and letting me be there to experience it

            And a no bullshit disembodied floating hand like Super Smash Bros floats out of the tunnel, an entire universe away and gives me a thumbs up

            then i lost the vision, and rolled around on my bed like an alligator convinced that if i could SPIN and vibrate just right, i could ascend or something lol

          • 3 weeks ago
            op

            wow that sounds incredible thanks for sharing that. seems like these sorts of experiences are extremely subjective. you obviously experienced the same thing as me in a way but it was different. we interpet it in different ways. how fascinating.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            an excellent thread buddy, have a good one im going to sleep

          • 3 weeks ago
            op

            you too friend

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >We would walk across the land hand in hand and utterly annihilate anything that would do you harm

            isnt that "anything" you as well??
            lore is not golding up senpai.

            stop calling the merchants frickers, stop the "self"-hate

            anyway if its real, congrats

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Can I consider you anything of my crazies fantasies? Can I call you Alimeria?

          • 3 weeks ago
            Schizo Retard

            at least you're saying all this on /x/, which is an appropriate place for it. my first manic episode i was on facebook. BAD idea.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            They're robots, wrong!

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          My cup began to grow. I began to know. I was everything on Earth. I was everything that had ever been on Earth. I was everything that would ever be on earth. I was every single man, woman, child, animal, insect, plant and rock to have ever existed. I was fricking everything. All of it. I was everything they had ever thought or would think. I was everything they experienced and ever would experience. I was all their hopes and dreams and hates and fears. I was everything. All the way back and all the way forward. All the way up and all the way down. All the directions you can’t normally perceive. All of it. Always. I WAS Earth.
          My cup got a little bigger. I knew more. I had been close with my ball analogy. It wasn’t a bunch of little strings though. It was all the same string. They were all me and I was all of them! That was the whole point! How could it ever have been any other way? What a wonderful game! It was all just a giant fricking ball of me all tangled together so tightly it became one object and you couldnt touch one part of it without touching all of it. LITERALLY. You couldn’t take a shit in 2024 without it derailing a train in India in 1842. I knew this with every fiber of my being to be true. Everything was one. The ocean became a drop and the drop became an ocean. It was all just a matter of perspective.

          It was a perfect dance, the best game you ever played, the best play you ever saw, the best dream you ever dreamed, a perfectly constructed machine, the funniest joke you ever heard, it was an infinitely complex rat king and I UNDERSTOOD it. Because I WAS it. It was absolute perfection. It was beautiful beyond words. My body burst out laughing. A lotus flower blooming in the mud? Yeah I suppose it was a bit like that. The wind blowing on your face is a bit like standing next to the big bang when it goes off.

          But it didn’t stop there.

          My cup became infinitely large. And I knew. I knew everything. I could feel the Earth turning beneath me. The Earth turning around the sun. The sun turning around the galaxy. The galaxy turning around the cluster, the cluster turning around the thing. The thing turning around the other thing. On it went. To places above and below the ken of mortal men and every which way besides. I was spread to every corner of everywhere. I was the smallest thing in existence and the largest at the same time. I was moving infinitely fast and going nowhere at all. I wasn't just the earth anymore. I had never been the Earth. I had never been me. I had never been you. I was EVERYWHERE. EVERYTHING. EVERYWHEN.

          I wasn’t a ball at all! I was a single piece of string making a tapestry we called the universe.

          It was all me! All of it. And it was you too.

          This was what it was all about, I knew. THIS state of being. THIS was the game. THIS was ME. THIS was YOU. THIS WAS THE BEST THING THAT COULD EXIST. PERIOD. THIS WAS WHAT IT WAS TO BE. I HAD TO TELL EVERYONE. THEY HAD TO KNOW. EVERYONE SHOULD KNOW. THEN WE COULD ALL STOP KILLING EACH OTHER AND HAVE A GOOD LAUGH ABOUT IT. IT WAS PERFECT. IT WAS LOVE. IT WAS HATE. IT WAS START. IT WAS END. IT WAS UNDERSTANDING. IT WAS FUN. IT WAS.

          I knew that everyone would experience this. I had made a promise to you after all. It was just too fricking good. I couldn’t wait to tell you. I knew that this wasn’t the sort of thing you kept to yourself. Everyone would experience this. I had promised YOU. YOU specifically. YOU would experience THIS. It didn’t matter how long it took. I had promised you. I had swore on everything I was or ever would be that you would experience what I had experienced. Everyone would. I would make sure of it. No one would be left behind. Not while I existed.

          I would incarnate as many times as it took. In as many Universes as it took. I would go anywhere to find you. Do anything to reach you. From the blackest voids of non existence to the brightest realms of creation I would search for you. From the depths of hell to the boundaries of heaven I would chase you. You would never be so small that I couldn't see you or so far away from me that I couldn’t reach you. You would never be so low that I couldn't raise you or so high that I couldn’t reach you. There was nowhere that my love didn’t shine down on you. And I did love you. I loved you more than you could possibly know. I’ve always loved you and I always will. All you ever had to do was feel it. If you don’t meet me in this life or if I don’t get to you, please believe me when I say I will find you. I cannot describe the depths of the oath I took. It was everything to me and I will find you and I will help you to see. Then we will have a beer in the light of a golden dawn.

          Congratulations on finding the Philosopher's Stone. Very few even understand what it is.

          • 3 weeks ago
            op

            bit of a gay analogy but I like it.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        haha cool i like it

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >haha maybe the next one will do it
        >"that's stupid. you're stupid. stop being a moron and get back to work wagie"
        >k.png
        >*pushes mop again*
        >ronpaul.happening.gif

    • 3 weeks ago
      The Zealot

      So while it made sense to me that my life was like a piece of string in this ball we call reality, it was also like a rubiks cube. Everything I had ever done or felt or experienced was like a little piece of an extremely complex personal rubiks cube twisting and turning throughout my entire life. Everyone had one of these rubiks cubes just churning away as their story gets written. It was an interesting thought, I thought. What if I solved mine? I’m a pretty spiritual guy. I’ve seen some shit. You guys memed trump into office for fricks sake. Maybe that’s what enlightenment was, I thought. What if all I had to do was one more mop push. What if that was the last piece of MY puzzle. Just a single random mop push in an infinitely complex series of events. One more turn of my rubix cube, and the puzzle would be solved? I would be enlightened? They do say it just sort of happens. Wouldn't that be fricking hilarious? I thought so. Apparently the Universe also thought this was hilarious.

      I pushed my mop and nothing happened. Obviously. Why would it? Oh well, I thought. But the universe is a sassy b***h, you can believe me on that. Back to the grind baby. I pushed my mop one more time and the rubiks cube clicked into place inside me. It was complete. I was whole. I had reached my destination. I was AWAKE.

      Stuff has happened to me before. Love this feeling man, though t tends to be more religious

  2. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Bipolar disorder

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Delete your false pride immediately !!!

      • 3 weeks ago
        Schizo Retard

        that has nothing to do with what he said

    • 3 weeks ago
      Schizo Retard

      manic episodes suck in the long run but they're so much fricking fun when they happen. like you've NEVER felt so good.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        at least you're saying all this on /x/, which is an appropriate place for it. my first manic episode i was on facebook. BAD idea.

        manic episode?

        • 3 weeks ago
          Schizo Retard

          yeah, i'm not a doctor but that's what this looks like. it's easy to spot

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            But how do you know "manic episodes" are something bad? What’s with those tiktok witches who brag about how they can reality shift and do astral projections, isn’t that sickness too?

          • 3 weeks ago
            Schizo Retard

            there are good things about them, like elevated mood and creativity, but they can go south fast. you often wind up saying or doing something you'll regret later. you often wind up hospitalized. believing in stupid bullshit like those tiktok witches do doesn't really hurt themselves or anyone else, so it's fine

  3. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    how did it feel, physically? like, were you being connected to something, severed from something?

    what are you doing to ensure you don't go crazy because of it? just wanted to let you know: once you see the face, it's very likely a tumor will kill you. it is kind of funny that your body cannot contain itself when facing.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      physically my body was just vibrating with energy. my human mind was just blank, it was erased esssentially. this is what scares the shit out of people when they learn about things like this, oh no who i am will be erased! but really it just removes all the shit and you become who you really are. spiritually or conciousness-wise it felt like my awareness became infinitely big and i was every experience that could or would exist ever. its extremely hard to describe becuase its like getting out of the video game as a character in the game. how the frick would you explain flesh and blood and our human society to a world of 2d grand theft auto characters when you finished your experience? yo didnt go anywhere, you didnt do anything, you just knew.

      but yes I was severed from my human life and I becme an avatar for the real me. its still just me im the same person but all of my trauma and wants and fears were removed.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        funny. i felt something similar but instead it felt like two parts of myself got joined together. before, i could only understand myself as the driver of a cab carrying a bickering couple, afterwards i was the driver, the couple and the car we're all driving, responsible for all and everything that happens on the trip. not discounting or "unmasking" your experience just funny how opposite ends of an experience can leave you so close to one another.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          that's why its so interesting, every perspective is correct. thats why its so funny. every side can literally be the right one. it makes absoutely no sense from a earthly perspective and i have no idea how to explain it.

          what you are decribing sounds to me like when you realise you are not your thoughts or emotions. your default state is a blue sky and any clouds that blow past are not the blue sky. the human mind is like an organic AI designed to keep you alive and eisting in the physical world. but you arent OF the physical world you're just IN it. so people think they are the voice in their heads but really its like an alexa telling you to do shit. you are simply the awreness. thats all YOU are. you're the passenger in the car but you are also the car. its both true. sounds like you found a bit of balance to me mate.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >what you are decribing sounds to me like when you realise you are not your thoughts or emotions.
            the easiest way to describe this to people in my experience is to remind them of intrusive thoughts. "you" don't really want to jump off the balcony, you're scared of heights. but the thought is there anyway. the thought is there with you, in you, but it isn't you. so stay the frick away from thoughts I mean the balcony.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            i'm just the dust that makes up my body, and what i can do for others i guess. i'm grateful to be this free in a world of slaves rattling chains they can't even fathom to be carrying around, even if it's just a little free. iunno i feel like being moving, thinking, speaking dirt is such a blessing it can almost be considered a miracle, if it wasn't for metaphors.

            What kind of negativity is that ? Jesus Christ some people are either very ignorant or very ill-advised.

            no negativity, not really even my own opinion, just an advice i heard from someone who doesn't give a shit about dying either, in very well knowledge of something that just happens to be true. it is always a senseless tragedy when somebody dies for no reason.

            https://archive.org/download/388834546OptiAndIOneManSExperiencesWithAHyperdimensionalCreatureByWormspewOpticuswrangler/388834546-Opti-and-I-One-Man-s-Experiences-With-A-Hyperdimensional-Creature-by-Wormspew-Opticuswrangler.pdf

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I like the analogy of controlling a video game character

        >you are anon, a human of planet earth
        >learn more, you are actually a soul controlling a human and you will persist after the meat death
        >learn more, your soul is actually a tiny smidgen of the Creator

        I don't fear death anymore after having my experience, but I would be pretty frustrated if I died before some really fun shit went down on earth, or if I died before I got to see JUSTICE brought to the disgusting tyrants trying to smother us

        • 3 weeks ago
          op

          once again i don't want to sound like a prick but i always thought i was on earth for a big event. like why the frick would i exist in this specific weird point in time right around ai right around UFO shit right around all sorts of wacky goings on. im beginning to dare to believe that we actually are going into a golden age. it's quite funny I think.
          but yeah in my opinion awakened people going super saiyan isnt even that far out of the realm of possibility. fricking sperglords energy blasting bankers

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      What kind of negativity is that ? Jesus Christ some people are either very ignorant or very ill-advised.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        no they're absolutely spot on. you do go FRICKING mental if you have no one to tell you this is real. it is absolutely world shattering. how could it not be?

        After I came down there is a month I have to memory of, then a deep depression where I forgot any of this had happened, then I was literally psycotic but thankfully only for a few days and I didn't do anything too crazy. The human mind finds it extremely difficult to incorporate this into you're life and if you don't have a teacher there is a really good chance you are just going to break. not trying to be a downer this is just how it is. like I wouldnt tell you to climb a cliff face without some rope incase you fell you get me? this isn't a game there can be real world consequences.

        funny. i felt something similar but instead it felt like two parts of myself got joined together. before, i could only understand myself as the driver of a cab carrying a bickering couple, afterwards i was the driver, the couple and the car we're all driving, responsible for all and everything that happens on the trip. not discounting or "unmasking" your experience just funny how opposite ends of an experience can leave you so close to one another.

        sorry fricking up my format lol

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          im in the deep depression and forgetting everything i learned part. Luckily i wrote a lot down and even today i reread it and have no idea who wrote it. I will get back to that state, it's only a matter of time. but i am impatient lol.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Are you OP?

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            nope, just some butthole who read the op and remembered when i felt the same way last year.

          • 3 weeks ago
            op

            just take it slow take it day by day remind yourself even if you are god you are a human being currently and you must act accordingly. people are here to do their own thing and thats cool. just be careful and try to look after yourself. I don't really have much good advice other than trying to stay grounded while simutatiously recognizing that you are infact the entire universe and thats just how it be. ego will try and make this a I AM JESUS moment so be careful.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          >you do go FRICKING mental if you have no one to tell you this is real. it is absolutely world shattering. how could it not be?
          Tell me about it
          I hope you go on to do great things anon

  4. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Please enlighten me too OP

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      you already are. thats not a bullshit answer its literal

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        What does the universe want to tell me if I almost always happen to find myself reading the time at the exact same time (here at 12:44am) almost every single day? This can't be fricking normal, this got to be some magic shit.

        • 3 weeks ago
          op

          well for me i started taking those times as angel numbers. it doesnt even matter if angel numbers are true or bullshit. i'm telling you for a fact that spiritual shit can make you look at a clock to send a message. if you DECIDE that those numbers have a meaning say from a specific website then the numbers will then have the meaning from the site you use to decode the messege. do you understand?

          so it could be nothing or it could be something. it won't really mean anything until you give it meaning. at the moment its just a wake up call basically, like "hey look at this time at the same time every day woah isnt that weird what could be going on?!"

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >you already are
        No I'm fricking not. I am NOT experiencing "THIS", just like you didn't experience it before you did the last mop. What you're saying doesn't make sense, or do you want to say that when you experienced the enlightenment you realized that this particular moment of your "cup growing to infinity" wasn't even necessary because since you are always and have always been enlightened, you doing the mops before the final one, or doing anything else, is literally 1:1 EQUAL in spiritual glory to the moment of the rubix cube finally sorted out?
        Because you're telling me that my rubix cube has already been sorted out or what?
        Also...
        >best game ever played, best play you ever saw, best dream, funniest joke...
        ""best"" to WHAT reference point?? If everything is "best", where is the "better" or "good" or "bad" if THIS is already it??
        You see, words divide, automatically, they bound me to this RELATIVE 3D world, so no, I don't know that I am enlightened. Please help me more!

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous
          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            This is just depressing and nihilistic

          • 3 weeks ago
            op

            its really quite beautiful actually from a certain point of view

        • 3 weeks ago
          op

          you seem a bit upset but you're 1000 percent correct. No need to be upset.

          IT DOESNT MAKE ANY SENSE to a human mind. it is literally incomprehensible. THATS why its so fricking difficult and stupid and nonsensical and why every shizo thinks they reached enlightenment. you simply cannot get it until you get it. even though I have explained it to you, even though YOU have just explained it back to me. you UNDERSTOOD what is going on. but you don't KNOW what is going on yet. I suspect you will though if you keep at it.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >you simply cannot get it until you get it.
            Do you think this text here is right about how you do it?
            https://drive.google.com/file/d/1oBrzc7Iqp2jmAGAOR_AYwT56bpu34wLS/view

          • 3 weeks ago
            op

            couple of things, obviously i haven't read through it yet but scanning it it sounds a lot like what i experienced. secondly, I've been on x and spooky shit for literally 20 years and i've never seen anything like this.
            if i was going to get all schizo i would say that we are both currently occupying a reality where the information on that document is likely true.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            That guy’s got an own discord server. I think you should tell him of your experience, he might actually help you even further with his "Universal Line" teachings. I personally think that the text talks precisely about reaching the state that you described!

          • 3 weeks ago
            METEYA ᛃᛟᚢᚨᛞᛖᚢᛊ

            This is a really good doc if you want to achieve active apotheosis instead of passive. The real process is hacking your way to Absolute 0 or even -1 depending on how much control over reality you want. There's only one person at -1 right now and plenty of room for more. Party starts on Page 11.

          • 3 weeks ago
            op

            sounds intersting thank you bud

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            You're welcome anon. I really think this is a very informative and helpful text, that's why I suggested it to you. Have you told the author John P about your experiences on Discord?

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >There's only one person at -1 right now
            Wtf who is it? You?

          • 3 weeks ago
            op

            oh i had to google that fricking word im already a god and actively warping the fabric of reality to better the lives of everyone on earth. but im not sure what god i am yet we'll have to see i suppose. i have a suspicioin but its a bit big headed to claim you are an avatar of such and such. feel like a wanker even if it was true. how gauche

  5. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    there's no need for a new guru, because the buddha's teaching is still available

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I didn't say I was a guru

  6. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Anons, I wanted to say I believe you can find happiness and joy. Others to connect with and help you can receive. Adventures to be had and dreams to follow. I hope for the best for you, and others as well. This message applies to others too.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      what a lovely messege, thanks bud the same back at you 🙂 every day is an adventure for me now. everything i meet is another beautiful expression of me. and I really love me

  7. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    OP yeah it can just happen spontaneously and you are correct that this is not anything special. you're just lucky you're not insane. but I have to tell you to relax and calm down. this happens to hundreds of people around the world. my friend was doing yoga on a hiking trail when a similar rush happened to her. she came down off her hike and was trying to explain her experience with mad nonstop talking. I asked if her shad taken any psychedelics and she claimed not to, she doesn't do that stuff. she's a 'normie'. Doing yoga and aligning things properly can trigger this, just thinking deeply can trigger this. these occurrences can happen to anyone without any meditative practice. Just don't go thinking you're actually GOD. at the very moment even if you're happy with who you are, just focus on the direction your life is going and better yourself. even if you're lying or not it doesn't matter. If anyone is inclined to follow a path like this, don't become a crystal fricking hippie after one single experience. wait until you've had dozens and dozens of these blissfully experiences before you start talking about them. wait until you've had so many that they don't excite you anymore. not that these happenings should ever be boring, I mean I've had so many in my practice and they never get old or less special... but the first time it's easy to just start pacing back and forth asking yourself 'holy crap what was that what was that'

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      nah I get it thanks for your sensible input. It's all well and good talking about all this crazy shit but we do genuinely need people like you to make sure the people like me aren't going fricking crazy. Thank you for your concern bud I really appreciate it. I know Im not GOD but I also know that I am GOD and this has allowed me to begin living a very interesting life. also i'm not trying to wake anyone up or anything like that im still on my own journey just incase you were worried about that also.

  8. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I was shown during my enlightenment that we are all just animals LARPing that we are better than animals. God gave man dominion over the creatures of the earth? And man uses his dominion to give death or imprisonment all because morons want to feel superior to something? Good luck 'man'.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      We live in an upside down world - why would God put their children thru such predicament, if not to help him come to terms with something you are, too? I can't really think of something so perverted, and that's why I think we're here, to help what's perfect understand imperfection: a little kink that escapes the whole and free of curse, who doesn't have any need for logic or understanding because no shortcoming is ever too tall to overcome, and yet appears so merciful in front of us with the promise of forgiveness, as if giving us the clue to find the key that opens the lock.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      the animals learned to wear clothes basically. I'm quite concerned that aliens might not consider most people conciouss or sentient or whatever the frick word. I used to think that was a bit unlikely since we at least try to be nice to animals when we discover them but the difference in my state of being is like night and day now. i was literally sleepwalking before. thats how big of a shock this was. what do you think?

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >Treat others as you want to be treated
        >'Man' treats nature as it wishes to be treated
        >'Man' is treated as a resource
        >dem ebil israelites n shid

  9. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You are nothing. There is nothing you can do to change the course of mankind. I come to bring death, famine and war. I will annihilate all who stand in my way. This world cannot be allowed to degenerate further. The Aryan race cannot be allowed to fall even lower. I have had hundreds of lives, and all of them have led me to this incarnation. This will be my final one on this plane, for i will eliminate all opposition to humanities progress and evolution. Hard times are coming but i promise that from them will spring and age unheard of.
    I WILL TAKE HUMANITY BEYOND ANYTHING THAT HAS BEEN ACHIEVED SO FAR

    • 3 weeks ago
      op

      why are you acting like I don't agree with you? I fully endorse your jihad

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I respect you

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      you've got bloodshed on your mind, just make sure your aim is true and you dont strike the innocent

      when you find the guilty then let the bodies hit the floor bro

  10. 3 weeks ago
    Bryce The Godtist

    Shut up idiot I did it first

    • 3 weeks ago
      Bryce The Godtist

      I claim I am superior to you and everyone else who reads this.

  11. 3 weeks ago
    Bryce The Godtist

    I claim I am superior to you and everyone else who reads this.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      gotta show it if you mean it. we taught rocks to talk shit so well we're scared they might kill us in the future, but they don't mean shit.

    • 3 weeks ago
      op

      claiming something doesn't make it true though

      • 3 weeks ago
        Bryce The Godtist

        Yes it does. If you're him. I'm him. Sorry bud.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Bryce The Godtist

          If you're him, I'm him*
          Captcha:GAME

          • 3 weeks ago
            Bryce The Godtist

            Him.*

        • 3 weeks ago
          op

          we could team up for summer slam 2024? tag me in when you get tired of cracking heads or whatever

          • 3 weeks ago
            Bryce The Godtist

            Sounds good pal!
            Captcha: JDAY!

  12. 3 weeks ago
    Bryce The Godtist

    Frick outta here b***h

  13. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    what the frick does the lord need a name for? if not for your convenience, and yet here we are.

  14. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    haha yeah i took bath salts once too lol jk maybe I will read this all but it's like potato. I mean you can realize you are god but still have to eat ramen. Everyone thinks they're god. They think they're god and they are mad about it bc they still have to eat ramen. I mean enlightenment could not be an end but a beginning and the rest could still be not good. We 'enlightened' hundreds of years ago but who knows what that even really means

  15. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You only enlightened because she allowed you to. You don't know who she is, but she is enlightening you all one by one.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      she can have a standard issue "thank you very much" from me, since you didnt give a clue or a hint

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Sorry, we have to be cryptic to protect her, we worship her for what she does, but wr have to keep her anonymous.

        do tell, does she have big booba?

        She has naturally very large breasts, an hourglass figure, she is so naturally beautiful, she is the divine feminine incarnate. I doubt there is a straight man alive who could resist her.

    • 3 weeks ago
      op

      do tell, does she have big booba?

  16. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    love the see the transition to aquarius age effect in real time

  17. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >I’m sorry it took me 30 odd years to wake up.
    You are indeed a bit late to the party, as this usually manifests in your mid twenties.

    This kind of psychosis is always a rush and I miss those months. Aspects of it at least. But it usually gets out of control fast, and you'll be forced on heavy meds. There are also parts I don't miss, so I still take the meds over psychosis.

    Enjoy it while it lasts, and try to not get shot.

    • 3 weeks ago
      op

      they can't medicate what they can't catch. i've already made myself valuable to humanity. the train cant be stoped now. etc etc

  18. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    One day soon /x/ will be flooded with threads like this. The water-bearer will pour out spirit upon the forgotten. A new world is coming.

    • 3 weeks ago
      op

      aliens, enlightnement, ai, age of aqaurius. really gets the frickin noggin joggin don't you think? its all so obvious that it really is just a matter of time. the water bearer is already pouring and its sloshing over the top of the dam they created in an attempt to stop it from reaching the people.

      people like me and you are currently punching the shit out of that dam. yeah its made of concrete but we are fricking crazy and we can feel the water coming.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Bro I wish you a very nice week, you made my day, it's been great that you shared this stuff with us! I HOPE you weren't bullshitting!

        • 3 weeks ago
          op

          for what it's worth I solemnly swear that everything i said in my copy paste was completely accurate to what I experienced in a hightened state of conciousness. have a good one bud

  19. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Been having an existential crisis lately and coincidentally have been doing a bit of looking into eastern philosophy, Buddhism, enlightenment, etc.

    Lo and behold this thread pops up and is addressing the same sort of thing, so I figured I’d ask you some questions, op (in the event that this is even real).

    1) Did your enlightenment reveal anything to you about the nature of death (rebirth, afterlife, nothing, etc.)

    2) What spiritual beliefs did you hold prior to this occurring and do you believe they influenced what you saw?

    3) Are you a drug user?

    Thanks and I hope you have a great rest of your day.

    • 3 weeks ago
      op

      sorry to hear that i hope you feel better soon. even when it feels like it you're never alone. not really.
      1. the only thing that exists is you/the universe. literally everything that can exist does exist within this construct. all the heavens all the hells all the alternate realities all the alternate timelines its all real its all happening its all simultaniuous from a certain point of view. its hard for me to say specifically about life after death becuase i didnt like fly into a pleasure realm and meet a budha or anything but when i was literaly everything the thought crossed my mind and i knew it was like "obviously theres a heaven or life after death idiot look at what you are seeing!". sorry if thats a bit confusing.
      2.ive always had an open mind but not so open that my brain falls out. so i looked into everything. religion, spirituality, aliens, crystal shit, magic, i did a bit of it all. but my specific personal beliefs were always that the universe was one giant sentient thing we called god, whatever that actually looked like in real life, and that souls must exist and continue to do shit before and after life. it just made sense to me for some reason. so i liked the alien angle where its probably 'aliens' are more like fricking ghosts or angels and demons than strictly speaking little green men. seems like i was right. obviously little green men in super advanced rockets exist but they are less likely to turn up on earth. so those were my spiritual beliefs before hand. now i dont really have any since its all real
      3.i vape weed but honestly its too keep me grounded, if i sober up I get massively psycic and im not ready for it yet. other than that i haven't done anything other than ecstasy once.

      you too feel free to ask any more questions i'll answer what i can

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Are you familiar with Nisargadatta's teachings?

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        lol what are your thoughts on this shit then?
        >https://www.reddit.com/r/Glitch_in_the_Matrix/search/?q=%22I+died%22&type=link&cId=e1a01f5d-277b-4ce1-b7b0-10dd1f9f1f5b&iId=b813ab17-e4c0-4f3a-a056-7f9481e93ea2

        • 3 weeks ago
          op

          people dying and coming back? i've died like 3 times that i noticed since i woke up but in my case i come back at the instant i was about to frick up and instead do something slightly different so i only get the memory of dying and experience the reality where I didn't die. you'd be amazed how often people fricking die.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >i've died like 3 times
            What tf are you talking about???? Are you playing with us???
            >you'd be amazed how often people fricking die.
            ??????? Dafuq do you mean with this

          • 3 weeks ago
            op

            alright listen well. even before my enlightening i didnt have thoughts unless i wanted them for thinking. so while i am cleaning the stairs at work my mind is completely still (when this happened). nothing is going on. i lose my balance slightly and my foot feels like it slipped off the stairs, suddenly a memory of slipping, cracking the shit out of my head on the lowest stair. then back to stillness. im still just standing on the staircase, I haven't even moved barely.

            the only way i could explain that series of events was that i had actually died and respawned before i slipped. since this wasnt actually a stored memory in my body is was something that happened to an actually awake person, i was able to retain the 'memory' of dying in my conciousness. its just another incarnation that happens to be in the middle of a life instead of a beginning. whats the difference to the universe? whats the differnce to me? does that make sense to you? i can try and make it clearer. thats what i think is hppening anyway

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >i've died like 3 times
            What tf are you talking about???? Are you playing with us???
            >you'd be amazed how often people fricking die.
            ??????? Dafuq do you mean with this

            >you'd be amazed how often people fricking die.
            No srsly, what tf do you mean with this how do you know??

          • 3 weeks ago
            op

            if i want to sound like a guru i would tell you that everyone is dying from moment to moment no matter how you cut it

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Thanks for your response, I really appreciate it.

        I’ll be perfectly honest when I say it’s very hard for me to believe what you’re saying within this thread, especially in regards to the universal stuff. I always err on the skeptical side of spiritual discussions no matter how badly I want to trust/believe in certain things such as the afterlife, makes my life a living hell when it combines with OCD-my anxiety disorder.

        This is one of my first times on this board and it’s hard for me to parse the people legitimately concerned with discussing metaphysical concepts and paranormal topics from the folks with genuine mental illness and delusions.

        That being said, I’ve seen enough regarding meditation to know that many who dedicate themselves to it reach a certain level of peace and understanding of the world not possible via other means, and I’d truly like to give it a try myself. Your story, though hard to believe, has inspired me to take that kind of practice into my daily life.

        One more question, if you don’t mind: am I understanding you properly when I interpret what you said as a suggestion of eternal consciousness? I’m not quite sure what you mean by demons and angels being real.

        • 3 weeks ago
          op

          you sound like a wise dude. you're absolutely correct that most of the peole on this board are either schizo or fricking around for fun. its a fun paranormal board after all for spooky green texts and such but there really are geniune peolpe that come to EerieWeb from ALL walks of life. so the occasional diamond in the rough appears, thats why people say "you're here forever" in refrence to EerieWeb, the diamonds are usually really really fricking good. But you're right you should stay skeptical until you can prove something to yourself. don't just take my or anyone elses word at face value. if you feel drawn to this sort of shit you can just learn to meditate not even in a spiritual way or anything. its like the first step that cracks the door in your mind i guess. whateber is meant to be will happen after that. basically all you have to do is be nice to each other and nice to yourself but its hilariously hard to truly geniunely be that way even if you are a 'good' person, thats sort of what enlightenment does. it makes you geniunely want to be good for the goodness of everyone. its quite nice.

          as for your eternal conciousness thing yes in my opinion you have an eternal conciousness, i felt mines. it isnt YOU in the way that you probbaly think of as you, but it is the REAL you. the YOU you actually are in your soul if you want to use that word. so THAT part of you at least exists outside of earthly shit. but i dont see any reason why if you died and didn't reach enlightenment or whatever, the thing you identify as YOU like the human being, that could go on up to heaven if thats what YOU wanted when you died. so if yoou are a christain or something and thats wht you're into you can go there. im telling you that that would exist if its what you wanted.

        • 3 weeks ago
          op

          sorry about the angels and demons, i think they are real yes they are just non physical conciousness or a higher form of being if you like. i reckon a lot of the angel and demon stuff will be recognised as aliens in the coming years.

        • 3 weeks ago
          op

          sorry im sending a shitload of seperate posts, whats bothering you about the afterlife? why is it making your life a hell?

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            No problem. I’m mostly struggling with it because I really enjoy life and the concept of nothingness scares the hell out of me.

            I enjoy my memories, feeling things (good and bad), simply being conscious in general. The concept of that ending isn’t something that’s easy for me to cope with.

            Sure, if there’s nothing I won’t have the capacity to care one way or the other, but that doesn’t really make it easier in the here and now.

            While “nothing” is the most scientifically plausible explanation for what happens to me after death, I can’t help but feel deep inside myself that there has to be something more to myself and the experience of thinking, feeling, etc. in regards to consciousness. When I get too lost in the science of it all I lose sight of my conscious experience, and when I get too lost in the spiritual side of things I lose sight of rationality.

            My OCD makes it hard for me to cope with the lack of concrete answers to these feelings, to deal with the fact that the end-all-be-all of my life is something inevitable and unknown, something I have no control over or say in whatsoever.

            It drives me a little crazy, I’ll be honest.

          • 3 weeks ago
            op

            ah ok i see well if it puts your mind at ease as far as i know you will still exist after you die. I know its hard but try not to worry. the world really is an amazing place and you should try and enjoy it while you are here. its a really beautiful gift we have here. im telling you for a fact that for all intents and purposes heaven is a real thing and souls STILL choose to come back, YOU will probably choose to come back.

            the reason you feel like shit in my opinion is that you inately feel this connection to the non physical side of reality but your human brain is desperately trying to tell you that this shit is a bunch of baloney. its stupid becuase both can be true at the same time. its your life so you get to decide what one you want to experience. you can experience both or neither simultaniously. do you want just a normal human life or do you want to experience something a little less mundane. if you want to explain things with science you wuil have to wait a few more years for it to reah the mainstream. its a completely different branch of the tech tree but it has been developed by humans before and in the current age. so just chill baby! everything is great believe me. verification not required

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Alrighty then. How come I don’t recall any of my past existences/incarnations in the physical universe if that’s the case?

            Are things such as the ego, memories, mind, etc. tied intrinsically to the physical then fade after death? Are all incarnations human or can it be anything from an ant to a lion (or even a creature on another planet)?

          • 3 weeks ago
            op

            Hey OP, I see you’re awake again. Dunno if you missed it but would you be able to answer the question I posited here: [...] ? Thanks

            sorry bud i missed it. you arent awake so you don't rememebr. you're a piece of the universe that doesnt want to rememebr past lives or shit like that. you want a normie life at the moment.

            as for the second part yeah i reckon it does fade you arent actually a human and the human mind and memories are fricking shit and a waste of everyones time. for incarnations its a mish mash of every combination imaginable its humans its aliens its animals its gods its rocks its all soul

  20. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Yep, anything is possible, just a matter of getting to that possibility.

    What do you do with this Enlightenment? Whatever you want to, the choice is yours.

    • 3 weeks ago
      op

      i want a golden age for humanity

  21. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Your experience is very common. This is only the beginning.

    • 3 weeks ago
      op

      good i want it to be extremely common, thanks for the vid really really good and spot on in my opinion.

  22. 3 weeks ago
    METEYA ᛃᛟᚢᚨᛞᛖᚢᛊ

    Congratulations on your awakening OP! You're the first actually enlightened person I've seen post on here and you have a beautiful message 🙂

    • 3 weeks ago
      op

      thanks bud habve a good one

  23. 3 weeks ago
    op

    seems like this is dying down if I dont see you in this life I'll get to you in the next my friends. i promised to wake you all up and I aim to do that.

    smell ya later!

  24. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You sound like an butthole

    • 3 weeks ago
      op

      i am an butthole i didnt say i wasnt

  25. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    If you are enlightened and all powerful why are you broke?

  26. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >'Enlightened'
    >Immediately sniped by the messiah matrix
    Many such cases, I hope you make it past that point.

    • 3 weeks ago
      op

      im trying desperately believe me

  27. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    good thread, very fun to read and think about

  28. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    hey op i recognize you from the /misc/ thread. the fifth path is merlin I think, dig into him and what the legend is based on.
    😉

  29. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    op is gay lol jk i don't believe that you are manic/schizo/whatever per se but at the same time in reality it's not a perfect skill and people are definitely evil. Like wherever you find yourself in life, things kinda balance out in a terribly ironic way. Like if everyone I knew weren't dead and people weren't constantly attacking me just because they are "drama" my shit would work better maybe. I've seen soooo many people just like lose it and flip out, for good reason, and for bad reasons, and I just have kept my frickin mouth shut this whole time but in the end they are miserable and it's bc I was too poor to really help, and of course they want to call me crazy lol.I'm doing my best to not help at times because it's crazy to help crazy people but I guess perhaps I had my realization too soon idk. Like if you are just now being one with the universe n shit that might be a good thing because you might not have suffered so much already before you could help anyone. Or who knows maybe it's too late.

    What's really important is that even if people around you are losing it bc they think you're nuts, you just gotta try not to let their bs in. Everything looks the same from the outside. So, you getting depressed because people are actually mean to you looks the same as you being depressed just because

    • 3 weeks ago
      op

      i suffered tremendously in my life. i wasn't raped or anything like that but exactly the right bad things happened to me to break me down so i could be reforged into a stronger more complete me. i'll be working on this golden age thing so hopefully 'crazy' wont even be an issue in the near future. everyone will be fricking crazy when the shit starts poppin off.

      anyway you have to choose,
      1 i suffered so others must suffer, or
      2 i suffered and i will do everything i can so that others do not.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >when the shit starts poppin off
        What kind of time frame are you anticipating? It feels like a turning point is coming later this year, but I can only speculate. There appears to be some sort of mass awakening underway. I had mine last year.

        • 3 weeks ago
          op

          literally everything is lining up for within the next three years. from now till then it will just continue to ramp up people will wake up technologies will be 'invented' and humanity will know its true place in the universe. thats what i think anyway. im sort of just mr beaning my way to the golden age. shit just falls into place

  30. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Thank you for the detailed explanation OP i enjoyed it. Keep at it sport

  31. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    cool story bro

    no but seriously you'd better hurry up with whatever the frick this is because i'm probably gonna an hero this fall, assuming things stay on track

    • 3 weeks ago
      op

      you do what you feel you have to but i was very close to killing myself in 2020 and I am the happiest I've ever been. so I just want you to know that for A LOT of people it DOES get better. I would be sad to see you go before you got a chance to shine. a tree doesnt just grow it has to push hard as frick up and down and no one cares they just say oh a nice tree. but i see how hard you work and im proud of you. but if you do have a nice day super glue your hands to your head and then have a nice day with piano wire, it will look like you ripped your own head off at the funeral.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        brother i tried to kill myself in 2018, fricked it up, and it just hasn't gotten any better. if anything i'm annoyed because i could've been dead this whole time

        i will take that into consideration though, that'd be kind of funny in a morbid way

        • 3 weeks ago
          op

          lol sorry to hear that. you might not want to hear this but im not entirely sure people can kill themselves. from anothers point of view yes but to their own point of view they cant not exist becuase they are the universe. so you cant have a nice day but you can forget thats why you are on earth in the first place i guess lols

          • 3 weeks ago
            op

            brother i tried to kill myself in 2018, fricked it up, and it just hasn't gotten any better. if anything i'm annoyed because i could've been dead this whole time

            i will take that into consideration though, that'd be kind of funny in a morbid way

            hmmm or maybe people can kill themselves but then you would just end up in the atral realm i suppose if you really didnt want to be on earth any more. frick knows

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Hey OP, I see you’re awake again. Dunno if you missed it but would you be able to answer the question I posited here:

            Alrighty then. How come I don’t recall any of my past existences/incarnations in the physical universe if that’s the case?

            Are things such as the ego, memories, mind, etc. tied intrinsically to the physical then fade after death? Are all incarnations human or can it be anything from an ant to a lion (or even a creature on another planet)?

            ? Thanks

  32. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You are everything and everything is you.

    Look at you, just dreaming up entire universes, to distract yourself from the fact that you're alone for eternity.

    • 3 weeks ago
      op

      why don't i just make another me? am I stupid?

  33. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    do miraculous stuff and people will join you. go sit outside a hospital and heal the sick. probably be discreet at first so they don't try to kill you right away. unless you can just make all their bullets miss and the navy seals turn away weeping when they see you, you'll be safer if you'd be a martyr by the time they find out about your powers.

    • 3 weeks ago
      op

      im not really into all that fghting shit.but yeah i guess i could just miraculiously heal everyone on earth that woud be more efficient

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