Ego/Identity

when have you realized life is just a stage?
tell me your story and experiences anons

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  1. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    You're a moron for believing that saying this is a justification for forcing me to exist in this world against my will in a miserable life of poverty being dominated and abused by sadists.

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      That’s your life because you say so, say otherwise and things will change if you have faith.

      • 2 months ago
        Anonymous

        Saying otherwise will absolutely just cause God to abuse me more. God abuses me if I even think about having a more desirable life.

        >he still doesn't remember choosing to come here
        maya hitting hard

        There is no version of me that would ever choose to live this life.

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          God is you idiot.

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            The thing that controls other people whose minds and wills are separate from mine is not me. It doesn't even self-identify as "me" except when it wants to try to justify abusing me, it self-identifies as the people it abuses me through which is why it feels important that I be forced to live and identify as "a peasant" so he can self-identify as "a king" by identifying himself with the people he dominates and abuses me through. A large part of the reason why God created this world was so that he can define himself in opposition to me by forcing me to live an undesirable life and forcing me to live and identify as an undesirable person/identity so that he can abuse and dominate me through other people and self-identify as something desirable and powerful by abusing something weak(me). God doesn't self-identify as "a peasant" yet he tells me that's what my identity is, he tells me his identity is "a king", that means we're not the same, not the same identity, not the same consciousness, not the same will, which means when he accesses my thoughts against my will he is violating me and it's further proven by his intentions for doing so, which is always to manufacture excuses to abuse me. My own mind isn't violating itself to look for excuses to abuse me through other people, God is doing that to me, God is violating my mind looking for excuses to abuse me through other people.

          • 2 months ago
            sage

            did you really type all that? did i really respond to it?

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            thank you for taking the time to write this post. don't remember when was the last time I read something that insightful as your post.
            the path you took in life, your choices, all defines who you are. whatever you wanna keep calling it, this placeholder/title/identity as the "peasant" or something else, I'll leave that to you. but I'm glad you are simply "you" in spite of all that categorizations that's inherently a human trait but defines who we are

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            still am

            thank you for taking the time to write this post. don't remember when was the last time I read something that insightful as your post.
            the path you took in life, your choices, all defines who you are. whatever you wanna keep calling it, this placeholder/title/identity as the "peasant" or something else, I'll leave that to you. but I'm glad you are simply "you" in spite of all that categorizations that's inherently a human trait but defines who we are

            thank you for being you

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          >There is no version of me that would ever choose to live this life.
          What you are is timeless, you only need to choose once in ever.

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      >he still doesn't remember choosing to come here
      maya hitting hard

      • 2 months ago
        Anonymous

        isn't that what makes our play so real and beautiful?

      • 2 months ago
        Anonymous

        >he still doesn't remember choosing to come here
        >my higher self chose to be born in this body for whatever reasons
        Anon, reality isnt a conscious being. It´s simply energy expanding with you as its vessel.

      • 2 months ago
        Anonymous

        I don't buy into this, I find it much more likely that reality is just infinite for the sake of being infinite, with no meaning or purpose, and we just exist because everything must exist

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      Kys. Breathing nitrogen works best

      • 2 months ago
        Anonymous

        the dude they killed with nitrogen fought the whole time

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          Really? Source?

          Ime hypoxia is the least painful method of inducing unconsciousness. Euphoric most often for me.

          Makes sense tho if you struggle with your body the sharp increase in CO2 along with reduced O2 will rock your shit. The only experience I remember fighting it with my legs I felt the most exquisite unadulterated panic

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            https://apnews.com/article/death-penalty-nitrogen-gas-alabama-kenneth-smith-54848cb06ce32d4b462a77b1bb25e656

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            Much obliged!

            Time to revise the exit strategy

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      Nobody is forcing you to exist bro, nor is the life you live the way it has to be. Use the Avatar you are lucky enough to be controlling for this time to do literally anything. You can do whatever you want here. Try to figure out why you chose this avatar and what novel challenges it presents that may benefit your soul to overcome. Or treat it like gta or have a nice day or something if it is really that bad who cares.

      • 2 months ago
        Anonymous

        Yes I am being forced to exist and no I can't do what I want. I can't even think what I want without being abused for it. Your post is such a moronic lie. I literally can't think or do anything without being abused for it and that's the things I "can" do like playing video games, watching tv shows and eating food, most things I just can't even do.

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          What they have you strapped to a table with an fMRI detecting your thoughts? Are you typing this from a padded cell?

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            This is a moronic fake world where everyone else is controlled by a moronic troony hivemind that is raping my mind every second of every day and terrorizing, harassing, abusing, threatening etc me for my thoughts. Just now this moronic homosexual ogre starts yelling threatening shit because the movie "The Fable: The Killer Who Doesn't Kill" and yakuza news stories started popping into my mind after some shit that he said to gaslight a few minutes before, because he thinks I shouldn't allowed to think about Japan or enjoy any japanese media because he thinks only rich people (aka him, I'm the only poor person in the world) should be able to like japan or japanese things because he's a moronic disgusting sadistic troony who invents the most moronic reasons to abuse me while violating me in some of the most evil ways imaginable

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            Do you do anything else but this. You've been b***hing on /x/ for fricking YEARS with these exact same posts, day in and day out. I'm convinced you do this to spoil threads. You want to drag every discussion into your misery. This is demonic behavior. If you have any self awareness at all you must realize how pathological this is.

      • 2 months ago
        Anonymous

        Not the op but I want to break all the rules break this reality, and be free once again.

        >he still doesn't remember choosing to come here
        maya hitting hard

        I know I didn't choose to come to this prison planet. It wasn't my decision to crash into here and be swept up in the human experience

  2. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    I sometime feel like I'm being watched by God's, extra planar and dimensional creatures, some guy watching spiritual TV. Third eye remote viewers. Idk who knows what. It's pretty much like the trueman show.

  3. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    pompom!

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

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  4. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    Gangle and Zooble and Kinger too
    Ragatha, Jax and there's Kaufmo, woo-hoo

    [Chorus]
    Day after
    Day after—
    Day after

    Dumbass fricking ape why do u like shitty cum circus huh?

  5. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    After trying to exit stage left, I realized that it didn't change a thing. The struggle continues no matter what, and I have no choice but to stay here, do my best to improve, and watch it play out. It's not too bad, sometimes.

  6. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    It felt like a live action diorama when I was on acid. Like that fake little town on the attic in Beetlejuice. That's what this world felt like and like we were all playing our part on it. It's basically what it is too. We all have our base consciousness and it's exactly the same thing in everyone underlying the mind, and our mind is where we run the programs that we act according to.

  7. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    Gangle and Zooble and Kinger too
    Ragatha, Jax and there's Kaufmo, woo-hoo

    Day after
    Day after—
    Day after

    Dumbass fricking ape why do u like shitty cum circus huh?

  8. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    You don't see any Caine in the lyrics in that song, do you?

  9. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    I once got a panic attack from smoking too much weed with my friend. This was mind-shattering and left me neurotic for a morxusnth or two. I looked at my friend as we speak and I suddenly felt that something is flowing into my head, my hands, my heart. I started to notice patterns in his movements.
    Then it became pretty obvious that we are all doing everything by a certain pattern. This is obvious usually, but this time it just felt as an abominable revelation of some sort.
    Then it continued with an unbearable chorus of hundreds of voices in my head. Like how warp is described in 40k. Like 40gb of pure hell is swallowing my head. I lost my ability to speak. I looked at my friend and started screaming as voices in my mind start to understand one simple thing:
    WE ARE PLAYING THE ROLES.
    This sentence sounded like a fricking nightmare and it started repeating
    WE ARE PLAYING THE ROLES.
    WE ARE PLAYING THE ROLES
    At the same time I also got a vision of how the fricking UNIVERSE started begging for a some kind of answer from me in my head. IT FELT LIKE I'M FRICKING DYING. It felt like IF I SAY SOME WORD, SOME SECRET ANSWER RIGHT NOW, everything will just cease to exist because it got the answer it was looking for for a billions of years.
    And I tried to speak this word. It felt like it's as obvious as a fricking apple. Like a stone. Like a table. But as I tried to say it, LOUD ZOMBIE FRICKING LIKE SCREAM went from my mouth.
    It suddenly felt even worse as I started to panic more. It felt hellish. As if I was standing on the stage with a couple of beings watching me from a 4th dimension. There is no escape from this, we are bound to find the answer. We are bound to act in this cinema. No one can help you. Not your parents, not anyone living along with you. No entity in the world can help you.
    I screamed twice more right on the street. I couldn't really remember the details of this delusion now.. I ran away from my friend in shock, had to spend literally hour to fix myself

  10. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    when I joined theater in my school years silly

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      what role(s) you played during those school years that gave you that impression, if you don't mind me asking you dunce?

  11. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    Gangle and Zooble and Kinger too
    Ragatha, Jax and there's Kaufmo, woo-hoo

    Day after
    Day after—
    Day after

    Dumbass fricking ape why do u like shitty cum circus huh?

  12. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    All schizos are just IRL streamers for aliens to watch free of charge. Having an infinitely running twitch chat in your head is enough to make anyone go crazy, even without the viewers having full control of every computer you touch, as well as the ability to instantly give you any medical malidy they want.

  13. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    Eat shit and frick off with this moronic minimalistic view of spirituality holly absolute shit fricks you small minded shit wits need to stop boofing so much g-fuel

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