Do Ayahuasca change your personality? I want to do it but im afraid that it will turn me into a mellow hippie

Do Ayahuasca change your personality? I want to do it but im afraid that it will turn me into a mellow hippie

Homeless People Are Sexy Shirt $21.68

Unattended Children Pitbull Club Shirt $21.68

Homeless People Are Sexy Shirt $21.68

  1. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I tried ayahuasca for the first time recently, it was also my first psychedelic experience. I'm a atheist and can smell new age bullshit from a mile away but based on the testimonies of very grounded people I knew this stuff was NOT bullshit.
    It will change you, I spend a whole week feeling really weird, suddenly everything in my life seam to have some strange purpose, weird coincidences start happening, I felt really calm and serene, didn't smoke or drink for about 15 days after my experience (what is very unusual for me).
    But it will pass, now (about 1 month later) I'm completely "normal" again. Just keep in mind that this stuff is super strong and the experience will stay with you for days or weeks.
    I have friends that take this stuff every weekend and yeah, they turned into hippies that talk with crystals, but they were always like this.
    Now I'm looking forward to take it again, it's a nice experience and you feel things that you never felt in your life, prepare to be in awe. Prepare to feel a love so deep that it feels like it will kill you.
    Take it easy, take slow, but take it.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      You no longer need the drugs. You are "activated".

      Move on to sober experiences. Learn and practice Out of body experiences/Astral projection/lucid dreaming.

      Having sober out of body experiences are more profound and way more controllable than drug induced experiences.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >that it feels like it will kill you.
      No thanks
      Also the Norse goddess Freyja appeared in my dream in a dream more real than reality without me taking any drugs in my whole life

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Was it sexua

  2. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    It's a really good fixer, by that i mean that i will make your thoughts so flexible that any idea or faith that you hold while under the experience will fix themselves incredibly easily.
    Once you have that in mind, you can strategize and adopt positive and constructive beliefs that you will hold while taking it.

  3. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I've taken it twice very recently. First time I didn't know what to expect, it forced me to confront all my deepest insecurities (though not in a malevolent way) and asked if I identified with each one and to my surprise I dismissed each one with ease. I was then embraced with pure love by "Mother Ayahuasca", and had an actual conversation with her for a while that was deeply empowering and validating, then she let me go and I came down very quickly, much sooner than everyone else.

    The second time was marked by an intense resistance on my part, I resisted the aya the whole way through. As the medicine coursed through my body begging me to surrender I did everything I could to stay grounded, gripping on top my body for dear life forcing myself to be aware and pay attention of everything around me. The most challenging but enlightening experience of my life.

    And as someone who has struggled with "ADHD" my whole life, particularly with the attention deficit and restlessness aspect of it. Within a day of that second experience, I noticed that I now have zero restlessness and my ability to pay attention has skyrocketed. Absolutely incredible. I'm also working on why I decided to resist as it wasn't preplanned. I managed to stay with it for 7 hours as the medicine made its way through me.

  4. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    My entire life has changed since. I feel as though I shifted in some profound way. Incredible things are happening, there's an abundance of insane synchronicities and serendipities every day. People are magnetised to me, I feel like I can manifest anything with ease. I could go on and on.

  5. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    It will change the expression of your soul for a time like all psychedelics do and you will go back to normal later

  6. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Does food change your personality?

    • 1 month ago
      Tiu

      Yes. Don't believe me? Go hungry for a a day or two.

  7. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Yes.

  8. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Freyja visited person from above here

    Mushrooms didn't fix any of my problems like depression anxiety ADHD.

    I live in Brazil and there's plenty of testimonials from people that say their lives are ruined by these drugs or someone from their family is permanently psychotic

    Reminder Freyja appeared in my dream in a dream more real than reality and I didn't take any illegal drugs my entire life

    I only journaled and meditated on and off and liked to explore my dreams
    Exercise and gym is important I couldn't afford to do that regularly

    I would really really like to go back to my mind pre-psychlsis and pre-psychedelics

  9. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Avoid self mortification practices too

  10. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I went 17 days without food and I guarantee that it is psychosis that happens, it is not enlightenment or spiritual

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >17 days
      christ why?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I don't remember what I was thinking at the time.
        I always wanted to do those 30-40 days fast I guess.

        I ended up injuring my kidneys and I confirm that the enlightenment they say that happens is psychosis. It was very light and this is self mortification.

        I think meditation and self isolation and other similar practices can be self mortification too and recommend against.

        I was interested in asceticism and controlling my will I guess. (Freyja had visited me one year earlier without me using any drugs.)

        All eastern practices and latin American drugs are a waste of time and self destructing in my experience.

        You are free to go see for yourself.

        I would like to go back to the mind I had where I had a linux environment, LibGen, TTC courses, Wikipedia, pirated scientific papers, Martin shkreli 2017 streams and my diary and journal and my dreams and my peace of that time with my mind pre-psychlsis and pre-psychedelics
        (The Norse goddess visited me in a dream more real than reality without me taking any illegal drugs in my life I took these drugs later)

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          >30-40 day fast
          Christ no thank you IM not suicidal, or do i want to pollute myself with drugs

  11. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I did it a few times back in 2017. It just magnifies whatever shit is already in your head.

  12. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    do datura instead lol ayahuasca is for homosexual redditors

    talk to ACTUAL spirits instead of bullshit "visions" and come back ok buddy?

    • 1 month ago
      Robin Kaczmarczyk

      Datura is a hard mistress. Almost killed me and mom. Almost.

  13. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Also I didn't even know her at the time and learned who she was later

    So I sort of recommend to reading things first
    Because if anything happens and you go read and learn it was specific god it does feel a lot more special and stronger because you can't say "my mind made it up because I read it"

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >So I sort of recommend to reading things first
      Not

      Yes it makes you an insufferable twat who can't stop talking about yourself and your experiences and your feelings

      +++
      Yeahhhhhhhhhh kind of...
      I wrote this in my diary once and then I had the dream with Freyja and I didn't tell anyone for 7 months and then I never shut up because of specific reasons that are unlikely to apply to anyone else(I'm /was harassed by silicon valley)

  14. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Yes it makes you an insufferable twat who can't stop talking about yourself and your experiences and your feelings

  15. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    "im afraid that it will turn me into a mellow hippie"
    If you're too scared to let go of your ego you won't benefit from it.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      if

      >So I sort of recommend to reading things first
      Not

      [...]
      +++
      Yeahhhhhhhhhh kind of...
      I wrote this in my diary once and then I had the dream with Freyja and I didn't tell anyone for 7 months and then I never shut up because of specific reasons that are unlikely to apply to anyone else(I'm /was harassed by silicon valley)

      is what you become then I dont think loosing your ego is the problem

  16. 1 month ago
    Robin Kaczmarczyk

    Not change it. Charge it. Drinking aya is like dying, coming back, and realizing ye'r always been dead, ye just don't remember it most of the time. So whatever the frick yer doing, it's good, really good, and ye feel good about it.

  17. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    It's not a question of becoming a hippie. The problem isn't being able to see. The problem is being seen. Once they know you are there, they know you are there.

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *