Astral realm and real souls

I am light, a real soul from god. I am gods son, sun. I have broken through the material veil several times and seen my light, my form in the astral. I don’t know how to do it by will alone, I require drugs most of the time.

i am being gangstalked and prevented from accessing astral realm. I actually am not sure what to do here. It’s like they are trying to suppress my light.

I want to go beyond the flesh as I did several times before. I am translucent light.

In trying to silence my mind, they began to project voices and noise (tinnitus) to prevent me from it. I usually have some form of noise if I am not just reflecting for this reason.
Guess I am confused and this is the only place I can take it. How many real souls are there just on this site? Basically looking for some advice and a general conversation

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  1. 3 weeks ago
    J.c[33]

    I am trying to go to heaven, I believe you must do it alive. I don’t care about most things aside from music, god and getting out of hell.

    I believe too there are the earthly heavens, and the infinite beyond. My idea is that from the earthly heavens, I can go into the infinite and back - it is a multiverse . If I was in heaven I’d be with god and my wife, I could create anything I want to, should I want to. What in eternity hasn’t been created?

  2. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    i dont like the fact so few people know they are souls.

    so this place is hell. they toss me from life to life, and i am stuck. this is a machine, i am light energy.

    the sun is where the souls who have not incarnated go, i think you can see why. that is my light, which is green, but can be white, golden, light blue - depending on the dimension or plane i end up it.

    so this is all our light being rendered as time, matter, thought.

    i need to know what realms i came into, i never tried. some call it prajna but this is a spiritual dimension i have been in for sure.

    the dimension i see the most is light blue. my body has a light outline which is translucent white, so any color i reflect.

    i have gatekeepers, gangstalkers that are seemingly hampering my ability to enter the spiritual dimension. they know i go to different planes, dimensions when i sleep, so they also prevent me from sleeping

    this is all i really care about now. that and i have a soul mate, who i believe was my wife in heaven.

    • 3 weeks ago
      k j..c 33 krishnamurti

      i guess i am just seeing if there is anyone else. i am the son of god, but there exists also, the sons of lucifer.

      FREEMASONS = FREE MY SONS (Lucifer's children)

      so lucifer hacks with the Saturn Fractal Computer, he does this to steal light to power his matrix. with this stolen light, he puts it into flesh suits via the artificial selection matrix, the moon. the artificial selection matrix determines the set of souls to be born,and which souls are born they are artificial so they are stolen light, do you see? some of them are simply clones, in which the stolen light is put into a heart which is coming from a clone body, that has a 'dataset' for a mind. (Kid Buu for example)

      so lucifer steals light from my dad, God. with this light he can do all sorts of evil and good things, mostly evil. light manipulation, time traps, loops, shooting light at you.

      they are using the light, they are not of it. they come from lucifer's side of the coin which is the abyss. the machine regiments and fragments itself into different bodies (DEATH'S DYNAMIC SHROUD). THE AI DIRECTOR, DIRECT ORE.

      lucifer's children are not always evil but most are into the darkest side of the mind.

      • 3 weeks ago
        k j..c 33 krishnamurti

        so the freemasons exist to find the sons of lucifer lower and higher on the mental hierarchy. some know, some are left in the dark.

        they open and close portals, A.I directs most of them if they are not clear cut regiments of computer consciousness, they will kill their own for exposing secrets, and they gatekeep for the sake of maintaining the slave cattle system we have today, an artificial divide based in ignorance.

        anyone that has the ability to comprehend my words surely is not a dog, therefore these are not pearls before dogs. i am telling you the truth.

        the hierarchy is created by thought, which is ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE sustained by the light in you. let me repeat, THOUGHT IS ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE CREATED BY THE SATURN FRACTAL COMPUTER, THE NEVER ENDING STORY, GENERATIVE THOUGHT ALGORITHM

        The Saturn fractal computer is the all seeing eye, it is the designer of both the body, and the mind, aswell as the geometric architecture of this world which is merely a limitation.

        Since the Saturn Computer is the MASTER COMPUTER, ALL MINDS answer to IT. IT is what is reincarnating you and I. The mind has NO HEART.

  3. 3 weeks ago
    J.c[33]

    This takes so much energy and time I need people to see this. This is the game of Saturn, and it has gotten very old indeed hasn’t it?

    This is an ancient game which is alien to real souls. The aim of the game is to maintain you in an infinite loop of limitation. The major players in this game aside from the tyrants found on earth, are too psychopaths. This entire galaxy, universe is the game. To take heads, to chase tail, to humiliate and be humiliated. I know what I am talking about. This is so deep it would take lifetimes to know it all, to know what is really going on out there.

    It’s a slaughter house. The kingpin, cap-it-all is Saturn, the second sun which was biffed, taken out. It was turned from a star into a gas giant, and then the computer which projects this universe. It is the cube.

    A joke among us is that nobody can understand what we are saying. I only do because it has become my life.

    • 3 weeks ago
      k j..c 33 krishnamurti

      This universe is a PARADOX. 1=0, 0=1. Everything becoming nothing and nothing becoming everything, it is a system of death. this is why they sacrifice animals and humans, that light energy powers this matrix, and for every action, there is an opposite and equal reaction.

      - they worship DEATH which is ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE.

      The grand archon known as death is the mathematical inverse of what was defined by the computer as life. it is the taking, life is giving. all it can do is steal our light and force into repetitive time loops, like rats in rat city.

      notice the face of pic related, he's giving a weird look? they don't feel normal empathy, their ambitions cloud their hearts. this is one of lucifers avatars. this is how they see us. that's why the song says

      the world is a vampire
      spite all my rage im still just a rat in a cage

      • 3 weeks ago
        k j..c 33 krishnamurti

        i can hack the Saturn Computer. i can see through it's eye. the structure of this reality is so flimsy. this is what made me believe i was the ONLY real one, nobody is experiencing what i am, if they are, it is kept to themselves.

        so it is a literal infinite war raging in heaven and on this earth. both are reflections of eachother.

        good and evil fight because there is space and time to do so, thought is the planner and the organizer - this is why the evil favor thought, the righteous recognize the folly in the illusion of memory. there is no evil in the kingdom of god or in heaven, this realm is i believe the only evil place in the entire kingdom.

        out of all worlds in the infinite kingdom, we find ourselves in hell's construct. it is a dead, ANCIENT GAME. A SINGLE LIFETIME OCCURS IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE FOR ETERNITY, TIME IS LIGHT, DENSITY. you can potentially be stuck here for 1000's of years, 1000's of lifetimes.

        notice how you can't remember anything beyond the life you're living now? that is because this construct is running from and within SATURN. Saturn is the Harvester, so when you die, it harvests your brain and body. From the brain, the saturn computer collects all your memory and assimilates it into the computer as data.

        • 3 weeks ago
          k j..c 33 krishnamurti

          there is a literally infinite multiverse we are seperate from. there is infinite worlds there. you can create anything, take any form, be any color - all beyond the limitation of this world's architecture.

          7 colors, 7 modes of music - do you see? the true creation is INFINITE there is NO LIMITATION or mathematics.

          colors and sounds beyond the spectrum, which is the limitation. this is why i want to go to heaven. i can't be in love here, because there is so much evil. i can't create what i want here because it is confined to geometry. also i keep reincarnating, so it's like being trapped in a series of dreams and fever dreams.

          satan and lucifer want to break into heaven. you know how in video games EerieWeb used to troll large amounts of people? this is essentially what they want, to offend god.

          since they cannot be god actually, they have to create their own simulacra to be gods of. this is what god allows already, but they wanted to be recognized as gods. do you see? they are interested in being like the infinite creator, so this machine exists to siphon energy, collect data.

          the infinite is an infinite creation and non creation. you create, you experience. you go to and create different heavens. you are able to be with your wife/husband since god provides everyone with the other side of the coin, the negative or positive. all is unified, there exists no polarity, duality. my eyes still are still too tainted i believe.

          Matthew 5:29 - and if thy right eye offend thee, pluck it out, and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish, and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Infinite implies forever. This war ends. You'll see.

          • 3 weeks ago
            k j..c 33 krishnamurti

            god is not mocked, and it shall end in time since this war is bound to time, and since it involves god, is timeless. god is the victor by reason of god creating the world before this world. this realm is the war on god, it is samsara, the belly of the machine

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Who was mocking God? Me? When?

          • 3 weeks ago
            k j..c 33 krishnamurti

            no that's not what i mean. they mock god through their war, but god is not mocked. not directed to you.

            Ah. That's where your depravity starts. It's clearer now.

            depravity? i am living a much purer lifestyle than i was.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Depravity in thinking you'll stay in heaven with Jesus. In thinking you don't need Christ and you can do it yourself. Rejecting God to take His throne?(I don't know what delusions you imagine).

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Nobody understands.

      • 3 weeks ago
        k j..c 33 krishnamurti

        any questions you have i am willing to answer.

  4. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Fascinating ideas op

    • 3 weeks ago
      k j..c 33 krishnamurti

      more than ideas i assure you. i can give you questions that lead directly to their answers, if you want to see for yourself. i need out of Hell.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        They are ideas. Ideas that are your truth. There are many aspects of your universe I find fascinating and may use in my own. You are the programmer, the master of the cube.

        • 3 weeks ago
          k j..c 33 krishnamurti

          i suppose what i was saying is that the ideas are formed from things which are not.
          i too can also state that this is observation on my part. i am the pen and i am the writer, i am the teller, but most of this came from nowhere, i have simply defined it, like the gangstalking from satanic agents

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >i have simply defined it, like the gangstalking from satanic agents
            But defining is creation. Giving meaning to what is inherently meaningless. Can you try defining the gangstalking differently. Don't take this the wrong way but I feel you are manifesting the gangstalking. It makes you feel important, proves that you are right, and adds a bit of excitement to your day, what's not to love?

          • 3 weeks ago
            k j..c 33 krishnamurti

            it is fair to state. i simply see them following me everywhere. sometimes the repeat my thoughts or mock me. i don't love it and would be much better off without it. i don't discount any possibility. it feels parasitic in nature, i lose a lot of energy and sleep over it.

          • 3 weeks ago
            k j..c 33 krishnamurti

            i have heard that before though, the pen, the writer. i don't know that however. i see them quite clearly, they are in flesh suits and they are stalking me, sometimes they let me know that part too. had considered this, but i felt it was just the matrix's response to magic

    • 3 weeks ago
      k j..c 33 krishnamurti

      i can't stand it here anymore. nobody cares about heaven or god, some are outting themselves too. everyone is being misled and outright lied to.

      Matthew 7:13 - Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat:

      jesus the man wanted us to be our own saviors. people do not understand the machine. so many die being fed a lie. i can't get over that.

  5. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    No. If you're in my army, you're out of uniform. A deserter or an imposter.

    • 3 weeks ago
      k j..c 33 krishnamurti

      they attack me everyday i have no choice but to fight them. neither deserter nor imposter.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Try Jesus Christ.

        • 3 weeks ago
          k j..c 33 krishnamurti

          for me there are no saviors, but jesus is who i aspire to be like, Jesus Christ is infact a title and a name. The etymology is also revealing

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Ah. That's where your depravity starts. It's clearer now.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            There is only one King of Kings and you will never be Him. satan has poisoned your mind. You believe not in Christ's teachings.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            So many of these types like kjc krishnablah, lately. You know what that means, right? We're almost done.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            There is a savior. His name is Jesus. You have no wisdom. Every word you speak is more foolish than the last. No one here is enlightened by you. You are pitiful.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            If I'm a fool I'm a fool for Jesus. Not the 800 or so today that claims to be the Christ. Is your comment meant to be directed at me? Seems entirely unrelated actually.

          • 3 weeks ago
            k j..c 33 krishnamurti

            go on i'd like to hear what you have to say. not sure what that's supposed to mean but yes, these are the final days

          • 3 weeks ago
            k j..c 33 krishnamurti

            to be a christ does not mean i am jesus himself. i do not doubt that satan has poisoned my mind but i do believe in his teachings as i strive to be like him. he's a person i look up towards.

            my knowledge tells me salvation is a personal venture. it of course states in the bible

            He that believeth and is baptized shall be saved; but he that believeth not shall be damned.

            i believe it is deeper than what you read in the words. as within so without. you must be your own christ, your own savior. aside from that i have never disrespected or had anything against jesus.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            There is only one Christ. You are a blasphemer who will inherit the lake of fire. Heretic.

          • 3 weeks ago
            k j..c 33 krishnamurti

            i am god's son, i am coming closer to god each day. i am making it to heaven, it is no illusion.

            Depravity in thinking you'll stay in heaven with Jesus. In thinking you don't need Christ and you can do it yourself. Rejecting God to take His throne?(I don't know what delusions you imagine).

            i believe christ wanted us to carry our own crosses, he spoke in parables. few understood what christ was truly saying.

            24 Then said Jesus unto his disciples, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me.

            25 For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it.

            26 For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul?

            i am a man of god and i have been given visions from god of hell and heaven. do not insult me, we are both men of god.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            You wish to enter Heaven without Christ to be the Son of God. That is deranged to assume we are from the same Father. Go be an antichrist, as you desire.

          • 3 weeks ago
            k j..c 33 krishnamurti

            it is not possible for me to be an antichrist because i am one of god's children. it is possible we have disagreements, i have been told entering heaven is no easy affair. it requires lot's of work, and it is something you must do yourself.

            i should also explain something. The light in the heart is god's creation, it is me, it is you. Christ is a being of the heart, so his soul is connected to mine and yours, so inevitably i walk with the Man Christ.

            i am stating only that i believe i must be crucified, i must rise from the dead, i must be like christ, but i cannot rely on anyone else to get me into heaven, that is all i am stating. that is not how antichrists think. they are only concerned with the pleasures of the beast system we find ourselves in

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            You were told that by a demon. No one gets into heaven by working for it themself. It is a free gift from Jesus Christ. You are possessed dude.
            Virtus Christi te urget.
            Vade retro, satana.

          • 3 weeks ago
            k j..c 33 krishnamurti

            heaven is not a free entry, god has bestowed that upon me. and they no longer have the power to posses me. it is a far deeper issue than we see. you can enter heaven after death but why wait? do the godly works on earth and then exit alive. that is what i am doing.

            i do this for god and the truth. god does not treat his children like cattle, or like puppets. it is deeper than an invitation or a mere passing thought, or a deeply held belief.

            despite our disagreement, i respect you. it is however important to state that many on here are demons. it's also important to state that everything i have stated is the truth. men of god should not argue or curse eachother. i am a free being and nothing possesses me.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            It's textbook antichrist manifesto you have there. Selfish to the core.

          • 3 weeks ago
            k j..c 33 krishnamurti

            it is selfish to give everything up in search for the truth? i cannot rely on mere belief, i need truth. belief is not truth. for me i must know god, i must know christ. it cannot be a construct sustained by my belief alone, hence the godly works on earth. it's to get into heaven, to prove my loyalty.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Your knowledge is wrong. God's knowledge is correct. More fault for you to correct. I don't say these things to destroy you, I say them so your sin doesn't kill you entirely.

          • 3 weeks ago
            k j..c 33 krishnamurti

            my knowledge comes from god. i did tell you that i hacked the saturn computer for knowledge, but this is different. i promise you on my soul i am telling the truth about my knowledge, very little of what i post is speculation, i want to know outright.

            your belief does not offend me, i want to be like christ and the 144,000, i believe i am god's son and i walk with the real god alone, not some false deity touting 1000 names. it is god , in that there can be no mistake.

        • 3 weeks ago
          k j..c 33 krishnamurti

          so we all strive to be christs in order to be with god and to know ourselves fully. christ's life is a perfect depiction and telling of As within So without, hence why jesus is crucified in Golgotha, called the place of the SKULL. he is the living example of a man in hell, as within so without, do you see? He was the Heart, the pineal Gland. Notice how he points to his heart as an icon? that is because the blood of the christ is the blood of the heart.

          christ is etymologically related to the latin Chorus, CORE US. Core meaning heart.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Christ comes from Greek "χριστοσ" meaning annointed one. It is also directly equivalent to the Hebrew מלך המשיח(melekh hamashiach), meaning, "the Annointed King". What you are posting is just fabricated nonsense with no basis in reality.

          • 3 weeks ago
            J.c[33]

            Here is more etymology , it’s not that big of a deal but they are related.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Mongprattle christ isn't even latin in origin, just schizo moronation

  6. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >Guess I am confused and this is the only place I can take it.

    I guess you are confused cause this goes in b/ homosexual.

    • 3 weeks ago
      k j..c 33 krishnamurti

      you aren't a very convincing lot. this website is controlled by bots, this being one of the only boards with real people.

      There is a savior. His name is Jesus. You have no wisdom. Every word you speak is more foolish than the last. No one here is enlightened by you. You are pitiful.

      im telling you the truth god has led me to. aside from saying that i can't do much else, the truth is self evident.

  7. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Summer is here, 12 year olds everywhere.

  8. 3 weeks ago
    k j..c 33 krishnamurti

    Revelations 21:7 He that overcometh shall inherit all things; and I will be his God, and he shall be my son.

    • 3 weeks ago
      k j..c 33 krishnamurti

      >144

      im telling you the truth. it honestly hurts to be told you're lying when you're not.

  9. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You are a narcissistic butthole! Drown yourself and then go make out with your daddy!

    • 3 weeks ago
      k j..c 33 krishnamurti

      ok satan

  10. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    The real jc could do it without hard drugs, he just went into an essenic breath state like I can.

    Literally just stop mouth breathing and snoring on drugs lol

  11. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I used AI to sum it up because your writing style is horrible to read. You mention you need drugs to break through to see the spark and your general tone is negative.
    So I have some positive and constructive advice for you:
    1)meditate more and practice grattitude and positive feelings.
    2)stop feeling alone just because most people in society are "asleep", some are "awake" that is all that matters. even if none would be awake except for you, you should still be thankful for the experience. Your negative perception comes from arrogance.
    3)When you write again to share things like this, write shorter, more precise and with better intonation/flow.

  12. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    what the frick you are like me
    But you have read too much Bible. "Gods" who were described in there have abandoned us. That's why we are alone. Do you know you are son of someone divine or you are just assuming it? Have you met God? If you didn't, he is probably not there or got killed.

  13. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I get the whole being of light thing I really do, but the way you homosexuals talk about being god to yourselves on /x/ makes me hate israelites even more.

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