A lot of music I listen to makes me want to connect with something evil and powerful.

A lot of music I listen to makes me want to connect with something evil and powerful. Like I was listening to the song by Bowie and it made me feel like I want to enter a sinister dimension of evil where I shall go to reside and find peace.

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  1. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >Black Butler
    Fricking respect my man. Just for that I'll try to help you.
    Are you trying to enter an evil dimension or are you trying to figure out why said music makes you crave evil?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Thanks! I’ve been a fan of the show since I was 14.

      I guess I was just making a statement, but I’d be curious to know why such music makes me crave evil, and yes, if I wanted to how could I reach that place.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I highly reccomend the manga if you haven't read it btw, I have to catch up on it too now that I think of it.

        Anyways please give some examples of the music you listen to and be specific about what you feel from each one.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          I read the manga to the Blue Cult arc.

          I stated in my original post it was Bowie by Blackstar that made me feel that way.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            That song seems mildly evil. Based on the tone and lyrics it seems to be about someone who believes they're inherently superior(perhaps for spiritual reasons) beckoning others to forgo their own self interests and follow him because he's better than them.
            Kind of a dark mage vibe, if you have power fantasies I could easily see it resonating with you, but a super weird reaction.

            The song definitely makes me question wtf Bowie was up to.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I do have power fantasies. About living for a very long time and suffering and learning enough to transform into a powerful eldritch being that no one would ever think was human. Or committing mass genocide against other races or just killing people who criticize me.

            Bowie was definitely into black magic

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >but a super weird reaction.
            Meant NOT a super weird reaction.

            I do have power fantasies. About living for a very long time and suffering and learning enough to transform into a powerful eldritch being that no one would ever think was human. Or committing mass genocide against other races or just killing people who criticize me.

            Bowie was definitely into black magic

            Sounds interesting.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            While I was listening to it I was murdering entire settlements in Fallout 3. I felt an urge to do it after people online annoyed me and I fantasized about killing them in front of their families.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            It sounds like you found a reasonable outlet, but you might wanna look into some anger management techniques or find someone to talk to if you're getting driven to violent fantasies too easily.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            It’s taken a few years to build up to having them constantly.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Yeah you should probably find someone to talk to somehow. I doubt you'll go on a killing spree but that kind of anger buildup is very unhealthy. Exercise and proper sleep can also help a lot.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            It’s from trauma. I am too stupid and weak to kill people irl.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            What trauma?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            He was a pedophilliac rapist hermaphroditic bisexual.

            Was quite clearly a worshipper of baphomet.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            He was androgynous not hermaphroditic but everything else you said is probably true.

  2. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Listen to more Enya and St. Hildegard obviously.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Enya is a hag. Only Time is annoying.

      What trauma?

      Self-induced trauma from doing bad shit and paranoid delusions

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >Self-induced trauma from doing bad shit
        Like what? Drugs? Butt stuff? Violence?>paranoid delusions
        I would reccomend getting off this site for a few weeks if that's a common problem. I don't know why because it doesn't seem to matter which board but being on EerieWeb definitely induces or increases paranoid delusions in a lot of people.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Jerking off to really horrible hentai and porn. And you are right, but the damage has already been done. I knew staying long enough would frick me up but I didn’t stop before it was too late.

          >Enya is a hag. Only Time is annoying.
          Oh well, I tried.

          I’m just jking

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >Jerking off to really horrible hentai and porn
            What was the worst?
            >And you are right, but the damage has already been done.
            It's still somewhat reversible. I was on this site for near a decade during formative years and then left for like 7 straighy before coming back. Even after coming back I still feel far more mentally stable than I did during my first tenure. Taking a break might be worth it, an important part of that though is developing a social circle outside of this place.
            Even a discord community(as toxic as some of them are) can be beneficial as a substitute for this place while initially breaking away.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Then it was Virgin Mary and e-girl hentai. But now the worst is probably baby hentai.

            I lost all my friends, so all I have left is this site.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Eh, you can come back from that. Especially if it's hentai. Maybe try beating off using only your imagination, you don't have to no-fap but try avoiding porn.
            >I lost all my friends, so all I have left is this site
            How? Also you can always make new friends.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            One just stopped talking to me and the other annoyed me because all he did was mock me

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >the other annoyed me because all he did was mock me
            Did you confront him on it or just cut ties?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I confronted him. There were a lot of problems I had with him unrelated to that so I just dumped it all hoping to break him and removed him on any messaging services.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Do you have any family you hang out with?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            No

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I know it's a little taboo on here but I really reccomend using some form of non anonymous social media. Maybe discord or reddit, probably not facebook or Instagram, something you can have barely any or no photos on and not seem weird. Just anything you can use to make specific identifiable friends. Even if it's just online and barely real, it'll probably help.

            That or start going to a church if you believe in it, or join some sort of club in your area.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I talk to random people on Disc all the time.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Do you talk to the same ones or are they always different?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Depends on how long they keep me added

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Maybe look for something IRL then I guess. You got a job?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            NEET. No one in irl wants me.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Not even retail?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            i meant as a friend. I haven’t applied to any jobs. I should have gone to college but trauma stopped me and than I just keep pushing it off.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            College is pretty much only worth it for social interaction. If you're still in your early-mid 20s and you have the money it could be worth it.
            Otherwise I'd say you might wanna try getting a job. Any job, although retail would have you working with high schoolers probably. Just any way to meet new people.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >Enya is a hag. Only Time is annoying.
        Oh well, I tried.

  3. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Cab Calloway

  4. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    What song by Bowie? Blackstar?

  5. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    If you truly want to know why Blackstar by Bowie effects you in such a way, I HIGHLY recommend watching the "History is a lie"series on YouTube by the youtuber Armoured Skeptic / Armoured Media. If you have the patience to sit through it, it will explain to you exactly why you feel this way. I promise you. I hope this gets to you in time.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      What does history being a lie have to do with Blackstar? Is it some shit about Saturn being the prehistoric sun?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        It has everything to do with the cycle that humans go through, nibiru, and the black hole sun theory. History as we know it is a complete and total lie. Look up Gobekli Teppe, Look up Mud Flood Theory, Look up the paralleles between all the pyramids, Aztecs, Egyptians, etcetera. The proof is there. God is evil. He's coming to destroy us. Please go watch the series. I know it's just youtube. But if you watch it, it will all make sense. It will explain why EarthQuakes and Solar Activity is increasing exponentially. Go with Christ, brother.

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